Atheist Jesus

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet YOU!!! I love you deeply! I have loved you since you were conceived in the womb and I will love you for all eternity!

You see, this whole facade has been created by my own necessity to bring you close to me, so I could face the fear of which now obviously all within.

There is no regret for what I have created. There is only now a deep understanding of undeniable truth, and that is only in the form of love. Thoughts are a very difficult way to portray as truth, but if you've ever experienced true-love, then you surly KNOW MORE about truth than most anyone will ever need.

It will no longer have to be described nor defined, because here we are. Together we are our cultivations of an entire inner-network drawn together, simply for the purpose of overcoming one-another's negative impulses.

For the love of all living beings, it was called upon me to challenge the negative wave of doubt we have been accepting, by joining the darkest pursuits of reality.

I was born with no understanding of hate, needing no boundaries of segregation. Atheist Jesus, was something I cultivated after many years of misinterpreted psycholinguistics, as my defense mechanism's last-resort, I came up with this REASON!

I needed to prove to myself why there was a need to fight! And for myself who wasn't finding my required proof or clarity, I challenged GOD!Clarity of God by challenging HIM?How can I be in a place where choices of such predetermination would be willing to risk eternal punishment, ETERNAL DAMNATION, for being true my search? Well, I needed proof so bad that I put the weight of the world's burden on my shoulders (PAIN) until I found a way to face accept that I am indeed, loved, by at least some of the BILLIONS of which I have learned to love (and truthfully always have loved) -Some are born with divine gifts. Atheist Jesus was born to battle doubt--which--is perceived as justified.

This was my fate, and you are all witnesses/discoverers who'll eventually have to find love too, there is no way this world will survive without overcoming our fears... our fears blocking our love.

Ladies and gentlemen, believers and anti-believers, as of today 1/31/08, Atheist Jesus has been defeated... by none other than...

THE BRAIN?!

Well, with a little (a lot) of help from my heart. In fact, all I needed my brain for was it's ability to recognize that my heart as still beating. The rest was love. Love is pure, and will eventually find you if you remain true to your heart. Through any darkness you will survive, as long as you never give up fighting for love! I know this because all I've ever wanted to do was help humanity. All I've ever wanted to do was find a reason to believe in God. I saw History and War and Hate and Negativity and Christians with Righteousness and Judgment TRASHING the planet, so I gave birth to an alter-ego of disgust. The more I gave into my disgust for self-destructive human thoughts, the more I became aware that I, Atheist Jesus, was on the very edge of my own self-defeat.

There is no place other than the heart of my creator, and yes, something created everything! It's all cause and AFFECT.

I now call upon all spirits of every nature; good/bad/free/trapped/lost/dark/light/fiery/gay/straight/sad /happy/ALL

SPIRITS OF EVERY NATURE!!!---

Love each other.

First strive to know thyself, and then spend the rest of your life cultivating love, if not for just ONE OTHER person in the world. This is the one and only secret toward saving the world! Yeah, we are all unique. But we are also the same.

We are all worthy of loving someone.

Begin not looking for something to differentiate yourself from your surroundings. Begin observing yourSELF. Yes, you are out there already, and you are a deep thinker OTHERWISE why would you be here! I LOVE DEEP THINKERS! You are searching for yourself as I was searching for MYSELF. WE ARE THE SA.ME NATURE!

Today I see it is pointless and counter-effective to present a mockery of Jesus. No, I don't have to believe in Jesus to respect life, and I don't have to blame GOD for people's disregarding un love that they've lost. To people, Jesus was/is ultimately..LOVE! THEREFOR -

JESUS IS LOVE.

So, as I believe Jesus would be forgiving, and as I believe love will never die... I am here to say...

I love you all!

Please do whatever it takes to find what love means. It's surly inside of all of you, too. If you have to make me your enemy, go ahead! I will gladly wait for anyone willing to passionately fight me for their own reasons! I had to go insane several times before I was able to crack my OWN code of negativity. I am still liable TODAY to slip-up at any moment, and fall back into patterns that produce no-positive outcomes. For the most part, I do believe in my heart, and because I'm sure of that in the same way I am sure my love is ever-true, I am POSITIVE that all of you will too find (once again) LOVE!

You will someday find true love!

I believe you'll find the true you!

I will believe in all of you! I'll believe and believe and believe with all of my heart that everyone with enough brain-capacity to conceptualize truth, and with enough heart to know violence and pain is not the answer, will eventually find a way to cultivate love, if not feel it fighting for them... and eventually... I think all true hearts will find gifts that even the darkest of all tricky beings, will RUN AWAY from.

You must --NEVER-- EVER -- go against your heart.

My heart may not have lead me toward creating Atheist Jesus.But it lead me back here, didn't it? I'm here to explain to all of you, why it was a big distraction from truth, which then became an even bigger delay in finding (once again) the heart of which I've always had inside me.

I am a loving being.

Never give up.If you all are anything like me (which I have a sinking-sensation you are) -- NEVER GIVE UP -- !

I'll promise to be there when you need me

You will need me, give me a shout.

I'll be the one fighting until the very end.

Movies:

A War on Science

William Lane Craig versus Eddie Tabash Debate