The Propagandist (Supports Ron Paul)

I am intolerant of intolerance (also of hypocrisy, ironically enough). I hate to love to hate hate. I love that I love love.
I would rather be miserable & "aware" than ignorant & happy. I'm not exactly saying you can't be "aware" & also happy, but basically. If you aren't outraged, you aren't paying attention. There will be plenty of time for me to be happy when I am dead. I know it's natural to seek pleasure & avoid pain, but pain is a good thing. It tells you when something is wrong. Most people nowadays seem so numb & desensitized to so much. We distract ourselves with trivial bullshit. We put up emotional blinders to the "evil" which surrounds us... at least until it affects us more directly. If you haven't looked at the world outside your blinders lately, there is much to be afraid of & depressed about. Then you see that everyone else is going on about their daily lives "business as usual" & begin to see the hopelessness & futility of it all.
Agent Smith from The Matrix: "Have you ever stood & stared at it? Marveled at it's beauty, it's genius? Billions of people, just living out their lives..... oblivious."
All I know is that first you've got to get mad. You've got to say, "I'm a human being, goddamn it. My life has value." I want you to get up right now, sit up, go to your windows, open them and stick your head out and yell - 'I'M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!' Things have got to change. But first, you've gotta get mad. (paraphrased from the 1976 movie: "Network")
Why should one person care about others when everyone only cares about themselves? What is the reason I'm alive? Why do I even exist, or better yet, why does existence itself exist?!? Why bother to even eat or wake up in the morning?
What is YOUR motivation? Seriously, what? Tell me. (click link!)
To "have fun"? What is fun to one may not be to another.... theres got to be something "higher" than that.
I don't know if I can find the answers to all of life's most difficult questions, or if anyone can, or if there even are any answers. I'm beginning to not even care anymore... Even if I (or anybody) had all the answers (assuming there are any), It probably wouldn't matter much. There is no (good) way anyone else but you could actually know them (if you are delusional enough to think that you even do). A favorite quote of mine often holds true: "Those who know, don't need to be told, & those who don't know, seldom listen." Not that understanding, or enlightenment is the meaning of life, as I truly believe life has no inherent meaning... The only meaning life will ever have, is the meaning you yourself give to it. Or, in the case of so so many humanimals (condescending, ain't it?), the meaning that was given to you by your family, society, etc, often for their own needs to be fulfilled, not yours. But they become yours. Thats how mind control works.
I personally do not believe this, though I do not disbelieve it either - but its fun to think about:
It is interesting to note, whether you believe in these crazy kinds of ideas or not, that I display most or all of the "criteria" for being an " indigo child ," albeit a somewhat crushed, jaded, & cynical one. My intuition isn't what it should be (I'm more analytical than intuitive), & I could do with a little more optimism, I suppose. Sometimes I'm overly (?) optimistic. If certain aspects of the whole " 2012 " thing are even true, I'm optimistic enough to realize that what seems like an ending, may just be a new & better beginning to something else. Maybe.
I don't really believe in much of anything outside the fact that existence exists. I believe that I perceive various things, but I would not call these perceptions "real." What is real may not be able to be known, for all I know, which is only that I know that I don't know, if I even know that!
Most of the time when I say I believe certain things (like parallel dimensions or life after death, for instance) which I do not consciously remember having personally experienced, if I ever have, what I mean (more accurately) is that

Want being the operative word here. Even with what I perceive myself to have experienced, I'm still not 100% sure that my alleged sensory perceptions are correct, or if its even sensory at all. Maybe I'm just dreaming that I'm typing all this. Or maybe I'm "jacked in" to the " Beast "/Matrix. I suppose that either way, my mind thinks its "real" though. So while I'm able to acknowledge the experience, I don't claim for it to be ultimate truth or anything.
I do believe though, within the context of what most people seem to perceive as "reality," that 9/11 may have been an inside job . Crazier things are possible, but then again, I'm delusional, so don't take my word for it - investigate it for yourself.
Much of my "inner world" consists of weighing one extreme against another. Trying to find some way to reconcile the differences of seemingly irreconcilable ways of thought. A good example of something seemingly irreconcilable is a " True believer " with " magical thinking " type mentality -vs- the hard nosed atheist psuedo-skeptic / skeptinazi type mentality. (a balance might be an agnostic who neither believes nor disbelieves... who can suspend dis-belief). Everyone has beliefs (& dis-beliefs), but perhaps none is any truer than the other, though true enough to the person whose beliefs they are! Whether you place value in science or in religion, everyone is still biased & mostly only see what they want to see. Our perceptions are colored by many many things & no one but a fool can claim to see clearly. Except for me of course, the delusional holier than though hypocrite. Only I can see the "one true objective reality." Because God / Jesus / President Bush / James Randi / Penn Jillette / Michael Shermer / Robert Todd Carroll / Your Mother /[Insert Your Preferred Authority Here]/etc told me so. So it must be true.
I anxiously await the day when information/data that is currently available becomes commonly known & accepted, requiring revision, correction, & (at least partial) abandonment of the prevailing model of "reality."
I like the idea of getting others to overcome their bias & perceive things differently. I like the idea of bringing about social change through disrupting paradigms and thus forcing the... uh... victim... to question the parameters of their " reality tunnel ." If their foundational beliefs are so fragile that a little bit of mind-fucking causes their whole world to come crashing down upon them, so much the better. They won't so readily be as arrogant to think themselves much better than anyone else in the near future, one might hope. People often turn to God for help when their foundations are shaking, only to learn that it was ME who was shaking them in the first place.

Any good "brainwasher" worth his salt needs to be able to convince others that he is actually "de-programming" the mind from all the previous subconscious brainwashing that has been taking place their whole lives, which is true, but also just a fancy way to try to convince you that their programming is better, or harmless. They try to make it appear as if they aren't really just reprogramming you how they (or their employer) would want you to be. Hopefully if you've got someone tinkering with your mind in such a way, you employed them & ALSO took appropriate safeguards, like a trusted witness. People, like robots, would not likely be able to function without any programming at all.
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The truth isn't "out there" so much as it is inside yourself.
Real spiritual consciousness is the awareness that what goes on "out there" in the real world is merely a reflection of our inner world, and that true resolution of outer conflict ultimately takes place in our own hearts and minds.
(I don't believe this though... sounds dangerous even.)
If you don't go within, you go without.