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My dream is 2 be an activist for burned and tortured survivors that they get a chance 2 live a normal life without the workplace public or private sectors discriminating against them.Someone once told me Erik you have beautiful teeth and I replied everyone has a beautiful face and teeth regardless if they are missing them or they have some sort of disease or skin problem. This kind of shit really does not matter to me. I already struggled seeing myself being preoccupied in what others thought about me. Labeling others would just be a unnecessary injustice because they would just begin to worry and be self absorbed in themselves. This is the sort of punishment no one deserves. NO ONE!!! FUCK superficial people. I bet Mother Teresa would say the same response just with a lot more respect and minus the F- word and violent language. This is why I Love her. Instead of judging others and comparing others to how we look . Why not just go out and HUG everyone you sick self absorbed snotty bitch occupied with all your self gratification!!! You know who you are buddie. Go ahead and delete me if you feel so guilty or just tell me to my FACE!!! Other things about me: I am a huge Green Bay Packer Fan, Steelers fan(Football), Padres(baseball) Lakers(Basketball), San Jose Sharks( NHL),and a Wisconsin Badgers fan ( College Sports) . Obviously I enjoy watching sports.I also have a passion for Music.Most likely I don't blast my stereo but I have it pretty Loud. Maybe I am losing my hearing from all those dang concerts. Don't critique me just because I am serious I like a little bit of FUN in my life too. The Organization that I am trying to create (in progress) is ( A- ACT)- Association Against Crime Torture and Discrimination. A.K.A.- ( H.O.P.E.)or 2 B.U.I.L.D. Helping Others Prosper Everyday. MOVEMENT HOPE.HOW YOU CAN HELP JACQUI Jacqui's medical bills are staggering, and she has no health insurance. A special account has been established to help defray some of her living expenses and medical bills. If you would like to help, you can make a donation by check or credit card.Make DonationCards or letters can be sent to Jacqui at: Help Jacqui PO Box 27667 Austin, TX 78755.Fuck societies norm. The address given above is her direct address for her donations and contributions. I found it from her site. Eventually I would like to meet her and be able to have her come over to CSU campuses to talk to students and lead them to a better direction without having to put themselves and others in danger. No one is PERFECT. Everyone deserves a CHANCE. There has 2 be a revolution 4 CHANGE. I AM TIRED OF THE SAME OL' BULL SHIT FROM THE MAJORITY OF THE POPULATION THAT LIKES 2 DISCRIMINATE NOT ONLY OF RACE BUT OF APPEARANCES FUCK U.Think I'm joking. Think I have Low Self Esteem Fuck U 2.When people do not analyze what they say before they speak, words and actions can hurt someone sooo.... bad 2 the length that they react 2 only anger and hate towards everyone thus making the entire situation difficult 4 both sides. Ignoring words that scar U R hard to ever forget about. * We all have several scars, may it be of R physical , appearance, internally, and emotional problems we R all still considered a human being N do not need 2 be taunted 4 We R all EQUAL in my belief N in the eyes of God. We all deserve 2 be Loved. A little space A little time See what it can do . A little Faith Peace of Mind See what Passes Through The Sun will shine on you again A Bell Will Ring Inside Your Head And All Will be Brand New. ~ GEM.Everyone of us has a devil inside of us but what makes us different or Unique is how we get Rid of that devil.Do not let the World consume you. Don't conform with the world . F**k evil in every form~ Erik is anonymous-me May peace reside in each one of R Hearts. God Bless Everyone"You are here to serve others, to be a light for them, to participate in their lessons and to help heal humanity. You are also here to serve yourself, to heal your karma, to enable your soul's growth and reconnect to the Source. Your challenge is to find a balance between serving others and yourself so that you can accomplish the tasks that you established for yourself in this lifetime and even go beyond that. How you view your role in serving others is an important part of this process." From: URIEL HEALS By Jennifer Hoffman . "Kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless." ***Mother Teresa *** Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.**Mother Teresa**..

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there is no gene for the human spirit." Have patience with all things but first with yourself. Never confuse your mistakes with your value as a human being. You're a perfectly valuable, creative, worthwhile person simply because you exist. And no amount of triumphs or tribulations can ever change that. Unconditional self- acceptance is the core of a peaceful mind." ~ St. Francis de Sales.All works of love are works of peace. If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other. Let us not be satisfied with just giving money. Money is not enough, money can be got, but they need your hearts to love them. So, spread your love everywhere you go." ~Mother Theresa.
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"True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be." Thank You Todd.

This is her and her Father, 1998.

This is her on Vacation in Venezuela.

Birthday party as a child.

At a party with friends.

The car in which Jacqueline traveled. She was hit by another car that was driven by a 17-year old male student on his way home after drinking a couple of hard packs with his friends. This was in December 1999.

After the accident Jacqueline has needed over 40 operations.

Jacqueline was caught in theburning car and her body was heavily burnt for approx. 45 SECONDS!

With her Father, 2000.

Getting treatment.

Three months after accident.

Without a left eyelid Jacquie needs eye drops to keep her vision.

Now 20 year old, he cannot forgive himself for driving drunk on that night three years ago.

He's aware of devastating Jacqueline Saburidos life.

Not everyone who gets hit with a car dies. This picture was taken 4 years after the accident and the doctors are still working on Jacqueline, whose body was covered with 60% severe burnings.

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**CLICK REPLY TO POSTER THEN COPY THE CODE. POST IT IN A NEW BULLETIN Donations by Check Donations by Credit Card http://www.helpjacqui.com/Jacqui Saburido has a private bank account for contributions to help pay her living and medical expenses. Donations can be mailed to Jacqui at P.O. Box 27667, Austin, TX 78755 or made at any Bank of America Banking Center. Checks should be made payable to "Jacqueline G. Saburido, account 005779967916." Donations also can be mailed to any Bank of America Banking Center, Attn: Contribution Account.For further information, contact Bank of America Customer Service at 1-800-299-BANK.I like to go out 4 walks, Love Outdoor activities and especially Music and good hearted all around people that are willing to have a good time. Hopefully I'll have all of this God Willingly.For the LORD shall be thy confidence, and shall keep thy foot from being taken. Proverbs 3:26 I like music especially Modern Rock, electric, and classic Rock and especially classical music. I want to attend as many concerts as I possibly can until I go deaf, but I hope that will never happen. I like food. I like partying and I guess I like school. No I'm not a nerd. Screw u.

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Jacqueline Saburido ( Burn Survivor),Ty Ziegel~United States Marine Corps Sergeant and a Burn survivor from Iraq),victims of fires, prejudice and discrimination, the deformed, the desperate,the lost,the hurt, Jesus Christ( GOD), I have several Questions to ask HIM; St. Jude Thaddeus,* Mother Theresa * * The Dalai Lama* Justin Furstenfeld lead singer for Blue October, Oprah Winfrey * Angelina Jolie, Bill Clinton, Selena (best women's vocalist ever), Peter Bjorn and John, Belle and Sebastian, Yu Zhenhuan, Van Gogh, Ognacio Ocampo, H.R. Giger, U of course,Brett Favre ( QB of the Green Bay Packers),(Dolores Mary Eileen O’Riordan)luv her voice from the Cranberries one of my many favorite bands ever,All of RHCP,, Sugar Ray, Mana, Robert Frost( An American poet), Lord Henry Tennyson John Frusciante(guitarist of the red hot chilli peppers)- the visionary of psychedelic funk guitar. Rodrigo Y Gabriela. ( Folk Music Flamenco or Spanish alternative),J. Ralph ( Orchestra),Joaquin Rodrigo (1901-1999), Micheal Nyman( Composer) ,Moby, Bono (U2), Maurice Jarre( composer) and actrist Natalie Portman .I consider these people 2 be very influential individuals. That does not mean there are not millions more that exist. These R the ones I recognize. Also everyone that is involved in music and has a great sense of humor. People who know what they want in life not lost in oblivion.Especially People who have a HEART. "F" The Physical. In my perspective the way I see a Human Being is by their HEART. THANK U =) If everyone could see that beauty is in the soul then HE will return. When I pass from this world I'll B with those that have a Good Heart. God Bless. Places I'd like to visit one day: Spain, Venezuela,Egypt, Germany,Sweden, Amsterdam,France, and Japan. When God closes a Door, He opens a Window.With water surrounding me I am wide open Reaching forever And I fly into the blue Into the blue I am wide open Reaching forever I fly I fly into the blue.http://server3.pictiger.com/img/976929/picture-hosting/ coexist-6-05.jpg TOMA Foundation for Burned children charity, Not for profit, non-profit, TOMA Foundation for Burned Children, Donation, Bequests, Hospitals, Fire Fighters, Burns, Accidents, Children, ..."This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness." ***The Dalai Lama***www.fondtomafound.org/ ""Leaders are made, they are not born. They are made by hard effort, which is the price which all of us must pay to achieve any goal that is worthwhile."
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Someone created this memorial collage as a tribute to the victims of this unthinkable tragedy. Hearts are heavy with grief for the victims, as well as their families. Feel free to share this collage should you want to, as a symbol of our collective hearts and thoughts during this most devastating time.

Music:

Blue October#1("Then three angels walked my way In Spanish tongue they knelt to pray And said "God keep him safe From screaming voices"They became my family Outstretched their hands are on my head You know, I can feel them breathing They actually knelt down and prayed for me") Red Hot Chilli Peppers,Buffalo Sprinfield, Neil Diamond, Johnny Cash, Rodrigo Y Gabriela ( Heard of them this past Summer of 2006),Critical Me, Dogmatic, Silver Side, Rolling Stones,Unwritten Law, Mana, Sugar Ray, The Cranberries -I don't pay attention to the ones who never cared. Find your own direction 'cos there's sweetness in the air. You will be the world to me and I will always be Dwelling in this happiness, your gift of purity ~ Dolores O'Riordan ( they rock 2nd favorite group),U 2 ( Bono is Kool),John Frusciante,J. Ralph,Selena, The Delgado's , Moby, Laura Dawn,The Beatles, The Eels,,Fiona Apple, Led Zepplin, Band of Horses, Tool,Cream,The fray, Yes,Eric Clapton, Let's Go Sailing, Sarah Brightman,mogwai,george thorogood, The Righteous Brothers, Roy Orbison, Dwight Yoakam,The Gipsy Kings, Muff, Belle and Sebastian, Peter Bjorn and John, The Prodigy, BoneThugs N' harmony,Placebo, Beck, Smashing Pumpkins,NIrvana, Sneaker Pimps, Audioslave, Rage Against The Machine, Critical Me,Dogmatic Rookie Card, Sex Pistols, Queens of the Stone Age,Mars Volta,Shadows Fall,Pixies, Dandy Warhols,The Verve,Interpol, Echo and the Bunnymen,James, The Cure,Unwritten Law,Sum 41, Queen, Jimmy eat world, Depeche Mode, The Clash, 311,stereophonics, harvey danger, the beatles,fat boy slim, derude,Kasabian, Jet, shit the lists can go forever if you'd like.

Movies:

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.. FLIXSTER MCT RESULTS END - Flixster - Share Movies Natalie Portman -She is Gorgeous. I LOVE HER. Ghost, My Life ( with Micheal Keaton and Nicole Kidman) This Movie explains what Love really means. So when someone tells U that U do not know what Love means tell them Yes I do I've seen it in this Movie and if they do not believe u tell them 2 fuck off.#1'S Gattaca, Pan's Labyrinth,( my favorite),V For Vendetta,The machinist,World Trade Center,Passion of the Christ, Brave heart, Butterfly Effect,TMNT, Edward Scissor hands,The Nightmare before Christmas, Reign Over Me,The Pursuit of Happiness, Traffic. Shit I guess I like every movie because I average watching at least 2 movies a day.where there is hatred..... let me sow love. where there is injury........pardon. where there is doubt..........faith where there is despair.........hope where there is darkness.......light where there is sadness......joy O Lord, grant that may no so much seek To be consoled.....as to console. To be understood.......as to understand. To be loved........as to love For It is in giving.......that we recieve It is in pardoning that we are pardoned. It is in dying.......that we are born to eternal life Give me a source of wisdom and strength Send forth your Spirit Amen

Television:

Some of my favorite television programs are: Unsolved Mysteries, True E Hollywood Story,Nip Tuck, Lost, Friends, Law and Order Criminal intent,Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Married with Children. Freaking hilarious show Go Al Bundy. Two and a Half Men, The Sopranos, Family Guy, X files re runs. Anything not a reality show except fear factor. I hate snotty shows dealing with hot bitches who do not know anything or who think they know everything.You say that the river finds the way to the sea And as the river you'll come to me Beyond the borders and the thirsty lands you say that as river As river Love will come Love And I cannot hope in love anymore And I cannot wait for love anymore~Pavarotti

Books:

The Bible" So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble"(Matthew 6:34) Jesus. We worry simply cause we don't put trust in God.,Scar Tissue, Fahrenheit 451, the Giver, 1984, Scientists and anything dealing with murder suspense novels It is hard to believe that most people dislike my viewpoints. Most of this society and the people I run across cannot understand that they are the ones that R truly Narcissistic beings. This has led me to go through great lengths of pain, misery, torture, and has also led to uncomfortable settings. I hate being ostracized. I often feel anger towards most people who like 2 judge in this world because everyone has to look perfect. Fuck Perfect. -- Who is a hero? Who is attractive? In my mind it is not Hollywood, it is not models,it is not day time soap operas, it is not the pretty tall skinny girl across the street. NO, it is the deformed, the diseased and the ones that are ill. BUT they R still getting FROWNS and Stares from this sick and heartless society which see themselves as attractive beings. The deformed R my heroes. Yes they R my heroes. They R my FRIENDS. They have 2 live everyday wishing they looked normal while they keep their feelings inside because the outside world can't handle their problems. No one wants 2 help them. If they begin 2 complain no one will help them. That will change even if I have 2 make it. When I do become famous even if it is just locally my success will be owed to the deformed, the sick , the tortured, and all the burned victims of senseless crimes put upon them. You ask me why? Well because they had to live strong just 2 pass through this shit hole. Maybe this is why no chic, girl, whatever wants 2 be with me, date, or any friends want 2 really be my friend. Proving they R to damn conceided and have been proven to be misunderstood selfish bitches. Instead they ignore the true facts while they get wasted with their friends then go fucking the girl across the way. Well sadly that is the mindset of most teenagers and college students of the present day. HOWEVER THAT DOES NOT DESCRIBE ME. So those of you that think that life is just a bunch of games U R WRONG. Life will never be enjoyable until U have accomplished your true goals an education, a great job, and the reminder that it is your duty to make those around U feel welcomed in this WORLD since we R all humans and deserve EQUAL TREATMENT. NO STARES NO CRITICISMS. I will fight for the rights of these people who deserve the very best. Free doctors, health care, plastic surgery should be offered to all. Why doesn't the rich or religious organizations set their minds on this drastic issue?Instead of waging war over their religious beliefs.God never intended 4 there to be classes. We R all equal no matter what prophet U believe in or not. Why That is why we need leaders who agree with my viewpoints honestly and will come together 2 fight this issue and accept each other no matter how anyone looks like. =) Seclusion and closed- minded people are the obstruction to all social gatherings. If everyone cared about each other and worried for one another this world would be a lot healthier. Never give up that is me. Never let others tell you what to do or listen to what they say. - by ERIK BEHL (me)

Heroes:

~God and My Mother are my ultimate heroes~ I wish the rest of the world shared the same view as this man: "Since God could have created us all to be one nation, one color and one religion, we must finally embrace and nurture the reality: He created us all different, to know one another and co-exist with tolerance, understanding and respect for all of our differences." -Aziz JunejoEveryone is a hero who tries there hardest. I personally cannot label everyone a hero but here are a few: Jesus, MLK, Rage against the Machine , Che Gueveraa people who wanted to make a change are heroesFuck Disease, Fuck Plague, Fuck War, Fuck Politics, Fuck Hair Loss, Fuck Acne, Fuck Infections, Fuck the World. Fuck everyone that breaks hearts, Fuck Injustice. focus on Peace and Love How fucking hard is that?No FUCKING Need to be superficial fuckersPrayer used at the Shrine Most Holy Apostle, St. Jude Thaddeus, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the name of the traitor who delivered your beloved Master into the hands of his enemies has caused you to be forgotten by many. But the Church honors you, and I invoke you as the special advocate of those who are in trouble and almost without hope. Help me to realize that through our faith we triumph over life's difficulties by the power of Jesus who loved us and gave his life for us. Come to my assistance that I may receive the consolation and succor of heaven in all my needs, trials, and sufferings, particularly (here make your request) and that I may praise God with you and all the saints forever.St. Jude, apostle of the Word of God, pray for us. St. Jude, follower of the Son of God, pray for us. St. Jude, preacher of the love of God, pray for us. St. Jude, intercessor before God, pray for us. St. Jude, friend of all in need, pray for us. St. Jude, pray for us, and for all who invoke your aid.A private prayer to St. Jude Gracious God, your Son Jesus Christ gave us the confidence to call you Father. We believe you care for us. We believe also in the communion of saints. With confidence we ask St. Jude, patron of difficult cases, to pray with us, for our special intentions....Thank you, God, for hearing our prayer. Amen. Attitude The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstance, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company......a church....a home. The remarkable thing is, we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past......we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you......we are in charge of our attitudes.- Charles Swindall. That's it. I've reached the bottom and I don't know how to get out of this abyss My soul is destroyed I feel I can't go on I'm lost.You saved me from hell, I was reborn When I didn't believe in anything, I believed again You will heal my sorrow, your love will defeat it You saved me from hell.My senses alterered I don't remember what laughing is I'm not the same man Depressed, confused No will to live is left Why, my God?You saved me from hell, I was reborn When I didn't believe in anything, I believed again You will heal my sorrow, your love will defeat it You saved me from hell.Thank you for reaching me Thank you for being here I had sworn that it was the end of me.Thank you for loving me like this Thank you for being here I don't know what I'd do without you.You saved me from hell, I was reborn When I didn't believe in anything, I believed again You will heal my sorrow, your love will defeat it You saved me from hell.You saved me from hell, I was reborn When I didn't believe in anything, I believed again You will heal my sorrow, your love will defeat it You saved me from hell. lyrics from the latin rock group ~Mana translated to English.

My Blog

I try not to WATCH ..........

So much damn t.v. because all I see is Paris Hilton. Damn this story. I am so tired of it. It is everywhere you walk yet not everyone in the United States knows what the hell is going on in Darfur. Th...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:23:00 PST

Darfur Starves as China watches.

Mixed message: Darfur starves as China watches Sunday, June 3, 2007 WASHINGTON POST The following editorial appeared May 30 in The Washington Post: President Bush's announcement this wee...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:19:00 PST

Weight of the World by Justin Furstenfeld

A blackout in the room again a busted lip and broken skin. I wake up in the bathroom and dare not bother asking why the mirror's craked and all I see are shards of glass inside of me. There's voice...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:05:00 PST

Keep the FAITH!!!

Today, I begin writing in humility to my Lord and God Jesus Christ. I come to my knees and give thanks despite the many things I may hate about myself. I make the choice by my faith to overcome those ...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Mon, 28 May 2007 08:44:00 PST

My Dreams and having the Patience

I haven't mentioned enough to everyone  that my ultimate dream  to embark on is that  one day through many  donations and my very own money, I will open a Burn Institute in San Die...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:19:00 PST

Respecting the elderly and having to accept that people are just 2damn vain.Inferiority Complex

 I thought about what to post as a blog today. Even though not everyone gets to read my blogs, the few that do and appreciate them have let me know there thoughts on some of the issues. Today is ...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:54:00 PST

To all the so- called Christians. What is Love? What is Beautiful?

To all the so- called Christians. What is Love? What is Beautiful?It is sad to say but many Christians make mistakes. I do not consider myself a Christian but I do have a deep respect for Christ ...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 05:25:00 PST

Americans believe in religion but no little about it. Thanks Earth Mama

----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: EarthMamaDate: Apr 17, 2007 6:25 PMAll I can say is instead of passing judgement upon others, who's choice of spirituality may be different fr...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:17:00 PST

Young girl age 6 with rare disease needs UR help.

The post bulletin that I put last night about the girl with the rare disease about her losing her hair and all her skin scarring up and burning had a number on the television screen which is 1-305-471...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 02:07:00 PST

Genocide Olympics 2008

2008: The Genocide OlympicsChina supports the genocide in DarfurHome About Is the message getting through?April 14th, 2007In the article Darfur collides with Olympics, and China yields, the New York T...
Posted by Erik says2 HOPE by Helping Others Prosper Everyday on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:15:00 PST