get off the ice

My name is Crystal, Crystal Meth. I am a bitch. You might know me by g, glass, ice, tweak, shards, Tina, speed, shit, and many other names. It doesn't matter what you call me though as long as you do. I love to meet people who think they are always in control. I really like it when you say I don't control you but you control me. I smile inside knowing that means you are mine.I will become your lover and the friend you love to hate and hate to love. I don't mind if you share me with your friends - please do. Soon enough your friends will be shadows.
People talk about me a lot...yeah, you hear them...telling you we shouldn't be together. What do they know? I don't think you should hang around them anymore (unless there is something in it for us). Who needs family, friends, co-workers, children, or anyone else when you have me? I fill every void you think you have and I don't like those people telling you I am bad for you. Just listen to me - I am all you need. Besides they are wasting their breath anyhow. Don't worry, if you don't know what I'm talking about I'll help you understand.
Let's talk about sex. You'll think you are a better lover and this is one of my biggest lies to you. You'll use your imagination and cross boundaries you never thought possible. You may get obsessed in many ways - chronic masturbation, porn on all the time, trading your body for dope, multiple partners, and on and on. I can make you sick.
If you think about using a condom it is probably because it is too late and you didn't. I am helping raise the rate of sexually transmitted diseases (STDs), unwanted pregnancies, Hepatitis, HIV/AIDS, and death.
I will change your mind - literally. I have the power to change your brain. What I do up in your head is so strong I can actually cause parts of your brain to die. You'll be so high you don't care. You wont notice what you've lost...not yet anyhow.
And if you put me down for a while you might have trouble with life (depression, anxiety, memory problems, anger, and I could go on). I'll just be straight up here and tell you I do this to you on purpose so you come back to me. Who else is going to be this honest? I don't want you to know that it will take time for your brain to heal itself or that you can feel better w/o me if you find a way to be patient or get some help or sometimes simply know as long as you leave me alone you have a chance to function again. Hell no, I'm selfish...I want us together.
Hey, no one can tell me I am prejudicial. I love everyone. I don't care who you are. I promise not to judge. I bet people have told you before they wont judge, but they all end up lying...I will love you no matter what - regardless of your race, gender identity, sexual orientation, religious affiliation(s), income status, age, history of abuse, ethnicity, good family, culture, neglect, physical appearance, weight, eye color, health, number of children, intellect or lack of, heritage, community affiliations, and did I mention I will always be here for you. Come one, come all and invite a friend. We can have a party where I will be the center of attention (ok, so I do like that) and then you'll come back because you know I love you.