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Marian

I've seen the needle and the DAMAGE done...

About Me

Take your crucifix down from the wall and throw it in the toilet, where it belongs.If you are of my generation, you have faced the concept that we have been lied to.No matter what your political or religious bent, we have been lied to from birth.There is no God looking down on us and blessing/damning us.There is no hell to fear beyond the one we live in.There is no truth to Allah. God is a fairy tale force-fed into our brains when we were young enough to be susceptible. Do not judge and condemn your parents for giving you these lies - the same was done to them.Nothing controls the universe. Nothing controls you except yourself. You may have to awaken to that scary notion - you have never been out of control of your own actions. Ever.Everything you've done has been you. No boogums god, no scary OooooooOOOOooooo devils. Just you. All you. Perfect you.If you can take care of yourself and the ones you love, you can face anything.If you cannot, you might want to look into that.Stop conjecturing what happens after we die. Nobody has ever proven what comes next, if anything. Assume it's nothing. Where does that leave you?Think for yourself.Be yourself.And if they call you a monster, so what? At least you're real, and not laboring under false concepts.I am a monster. I have done some very bad things in my life. I have no savior ethereal Easter Bunny to absolve me of my sins.And you know what?I'm cool with that.Live, dammit.

My Interests

other than my son, i don't even know anymore... to much shit to keep track of really.

I'd like to meet:

someone who gets it and someone who means it...

Music:

you know, the kind with instruments? sometimes vocals, sometimes not. :)

Movies:

sometimes, when i have time... which is rare.

Television:

HOUSE, Nip/Tuck, CSI:Vegas, Law&Order:SVU, Ramsay's Kitchen Nightmares British and American versions.

Books:

i don't even want to talk about it really...

Heroes:

the super kind???

My Blog

Check out this event: Kyans turning 3!!!!!!!!!!!

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Posted by Marian on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 04:00:00 PST

i say fuck, you say yeah!

FUCK! so i dunno... right now i just feel like something amazing should be happening. like right now. i don't understand. i mean things don't suck but they're not totally awesome either. i'm in love p...
Posted by Marian on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:55:00 PST

pretty fucking amazing if you ask me...

so today has been pretty god damned amazing if i do say so myself. it all started around 5:30 am with a phone call from my son's father asking me if i turned him into the child support nazis. well i d...
Posted by Marian on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 10:47:00 PST

Llamas and assholes?!

What the fuck?! So i'm sitting here this am with my son through another cartoon of the Noggin (nickelodeon for pre-schoolers) variety called Go Diego Go! Kyan's eating breakfast, yadda yadda. Anyways....
Posted by Marian on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 06:14:00 PST

you fuckers don't even know...

I TOTALLY QUIT SMOKING! However, I came up with this whole thing... once upon a time I quit for like 4 months right? Everyone I knew still smoked so if I ever went out like say to eat we were in smoki...
Posted by Marian on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 11:02:00 PST