All the small things |
So i wrote this huge elaborate depressing blog but i accidentally deleted it but here's what's up: everything's perfect except for the overwhelming never ending um... pain? Loneliness? Crying? Somethi...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Aug 2009 21:56:00 GMT |
Hotboxing my sleeping bag |
So i'm still homeless but i haven't smoked crack in six weeks and no heroin in three weeks. Actually except for a flat tire and no buddy for my homeless buddy system. Other than that shit is great. It...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jul 2009 20:59:00 GMT |
Jane says 'im gonna kick tomorrow' |
I'm so damn sick of people pretending to be there for me while all the time having ulterior motives. And i'm sick of being so chemically dependent i can't skip town if i want to. And getting evicted s...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 10:45:00 GMT |
New bike! |
So i finally got a frame that fits me. And its a black chrome alloy track frame. Im using my 24 spoke wheel on the front and a new freewheel/fixed gear flip flop rim on the back. It is so damn black. ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 11:29:00 GMT |
Rolling on 24s |
So the progress with my bike continues. I got a set of twenty four spoke rims made of a super strong extra light alloy. I just have to find a twenty four spoke flip flop hub so i can add a fixed gear ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 13:39:00 GMT |
Self destructive tendencies & chemical dependencies |
Whats worse than regular IV use of crack cocaine? Answer: using tiny veins in your legs and feet that were never appropriate for such things because you've destroyed all your acceptable veins. And...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 06:25:00 GMT |
Meghan |
I don't know what's wrong with me. Love is supposed to feel wonderful and fresh. Instead its weighing on me like death sitting on an old mans chest. They say heartbreak dampens and resides with time. ...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 01:34:00 GMT |
klonopins and sleeplessness |
so yesterday my friend gave me a bunch of klonopins and i slept all day, so now i’m stuck awake in the middle of the night. i spent the night at rio’s house last night, and instead of goin...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 04:14:00 GMT |
methadone |
so, try as i might, i can’t manage to stop running out of pills before i’m supposed to. if i try really hard, i run out two days early, if i don’t try at all, i run out four days ear...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 11:29:00 GMT |
pills |
what the fuck? i promised myself, in fact it was my new years resolution to stop running out of pills earlier than i should.well, i'm out again. it's painful, not just because of the withdrawl but bec...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 20:31:00 GMT |
