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Kalika Dakini

for a minute there i lost myself

About Me


a gay quiz told me that Ioanna --
[noun]:
A hermit living in the big city
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
The fiery sun of my passions evaporates the love lakes of my soul clouds my thoughts and rains you into existence as i take flight on bolts of lighting claiming chaos as my concubine and you as my me i of the storm you of the sea we of the moon land of the free what have i done to deserve this? am i happy? happiness is a mediocre sin set for a middle-class existence i see through smiles and smell truth in the distance beyond one dimensional smiles and laughter lies are hereafter where tears echo laughter you’d have to do math to divide a smile by a tear times fear equals mere truth. i simply delve in the air and if that’s the case, all i have to breath and all else will follow, that’s why drums are hollow, and i like drums drums are good but i cant think straight i lack the attention span to meditate my attention spans galaxies here and now are immense seconds are secular, moments are mine, self is illusion, music’s divine. (saul williams)
these are not my words of inspiration, yet they still inspire
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with my feet upon the ground
i lose myself between the sound
and open wide to suck it in
i feel it move across my skin
i'm reaching up and reaching out
i'm reaching for the random or
whatever will bewilder me whatever will bewilder me
and following our will and wind
we may just go where know one's been
we'll ride the spiral to the end
spiral out
~keep going~
~Tool's Lateralus
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Hermes, draw near, and to my pray'r incline,
Angel of Jove, and Maia's son divine;
Prefect of contest, ruler of mankind,
With heart almighty, and a prudent mind.
Celestial messenger of various skill,
Whose pow'rful arts could watchful Argus kill.
With winged feet 'tis thine thro' air to course,
O friend of man, and prophet of discourse;
Great life-supporter, to rejoice is thine
In arts gymnastic, and in fraud divine.
With pow'r endu'd all language to explain,
Of care the loos'ner, and the source of gain.
Whose hand contains of blameless peace the rod,
Corucian, blessed, profitable God.
Of various speech, whose aid in works we find,
And in necessities to mortals kind.
Dire weapon of the tongue, which men revere,
Be present, Hermes, and thy suppliant hear;
Assist my works, conclude my life with peace,
Give graceful speech, and memory's increase.
HERMIT "the meditator, philosopher, sage, wise
man"
You can not and will not compromise your values and
have a desire to complete past things before
begining the new (you value completion,
perfection, and introspection highly). You are
a natural way-shower, sage, and seeker. You
have an appreciation of the body and the wisdom
of the earth and its natural process. You have
a deep love for beauty, harmony, and order.
which major arcana of the thoth tarot deck are you? short, with pictures and detailed results
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Your Theme Song:
"Under Pressure" - Queen & David Bowie
'What is your theme song?' at QuizGalaxy.com
MOST IRREVERANT PRAISES TO J.R."Bob" Dobbs. Slack is the word. Trust no one but Him and your own Logos!

My Interests

My daughter. Anything that evolves me. I've found a lot of that stuff in the metaphysical realm. I'm into occult philosophy and ritual magick, I dig on mathematics and philosophy in an academic sense. I really get a hard-on for education and higher learning. If it doesn't stimulate me mentally, I'm not interested. I have a passion for music that doesn't get expressed as much as it needs to. I like to write. And...um, evolve. Did i mention that?

I'd like to meet:

Fellow gods and goddesses, those who'd like to go spiral swinging with me, creative folk, intelligent folk, magickians, mathematicians, philosophers, writers, poets, artists, waterbearers (not many get it ;) ) stars, children, nymphs, demigods, the Secret Chiefs (I have some concerns...), myself ten years ago, myself ten years from now, and most likely the you inside your I Kalika has ambivalent Friends.

Music:

If it's got a beat, I can usually find something to like about it. I used to be really into all kinds of music and liked keeping up with that scene, but life kinda pushes other priorities on me. Some old favorites however are: REM, U2, TooL, Perfect Circle, Vast, Radiohead, Nirvana, Live, Bowie, Cowboy Junkies, The Doors, Pink Floyd, the White Stripes, Negativland, Cellos, Breathing, Windchimes, Heartbeats, Roars, Laughter, Silence.

Movies:

What Dreams May Come, The Princess Bride, The Neverending Story, The World According to Garp, Excaliber (old school Arthur), Labrynth, What the *%$& Do We Know?, I Heart Huckabees, The Secretary, Preaching to the Perverted, The Devil's Advocate, Pi, Beautiful Mind, Proof, Dead Poet's Society, American Beauty, Batman, Batman Begins, All Indiana Jones movies (but the first and the last are the best),To Kill a Mockingbird (mmm, gregory peck), The Legend of Sleepy Hollow, yeah, the Harry Potter flicks rock my sox and I dont' care what you say!!! I dont' get to watch a lot of movies because i haven't eaten my young yet, but if I do, I'll let you know what else is good!

Television:

I don't get to watch a lot of TV, and I mostly think it's stupid, but I do enjoy: The Daily Show, Futurama, Family Guy, American Dad, That 70's Show, and the Simpsons, THE STATE!!(if ANYbody remember this, or has the hook ups, get ahold of me!!) Sifl&Ollie, Hercules: TLJ! If I get a moment and there's something good on, you might see me surfing the Science Channel, the History Channel, or the Food Network. We mostly watch a lot of cartoons over here.

Books:

I read a lot of books. These days, they've been confined to school texts in statistics and its applications to biomedical research. It used to be focused on mathematics, philosophy, psychology, and education while I was in undergrad. My studies turn me on and teach me a lot about myself and the realm around me, but every once in a while I get to put my hands on something a little more direct. I have tons of books on all kinds of metaphysics, spiritualities, religions, mythologies, occult sciences, whatever. Nietzsche. William Blake. Crowley. The Sacred Prostitute. Tao te Ching. I like books that push me and ask me to think, especially if it propels me to a new understanding or awareness. Tom Robbins. And...yeah, even sometimes I let myself relax with something mind numbing stuff, I like Hitchhiker's Guide, Wheel of Time, The Princess Bride, Harry Potter, The Phantom Tollbooth (Norton Juster), Narnia has its moments, or Sheckley/Zelazny (the millenium series). Where the Wild Things Are! Old Turtle. Goodnight Moon.

Heroes:

Laylah Devi!!! Herakles and Iolaos are a fav from mythology. Lucifer. The Great Beast. The Scarlet Woman. Ouroboros. Hermes. Batman. Zorro. Atreyu. Bastian. Atticus. Alex Grey. Kick ass teachers, including: Mr. Davison, Mr. Hartom, Mr. Dull, Prof Strowe. Single moms and dads that figure it out.

The people that help them on the way to figuring it out ;) (thanx guys) Uh........Underdog?
And whoever made this WONDERFUL PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT:
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My Blog

Greek Handyman

By the entire freakin' pantheon of godz...this was too funny and I had to preserve for my own viewing pleasure. Some of you seem to get the greek funnies even without being exposed to our twisted cul...
Posted by Kalika on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:34:00 PST

Hanuman

What exactly am I watching?  If you're curious, you may wanna head over and watch it at youtube so you can full screen it.  It has this feeling to it -- like a movie just ended on ...
Posted by Kalika on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 02:34:00 PST

Cthulhu's Clues

There is nothing more deranged than watching your four year old glide into bed, soft pink night gown flowing around her slender strong legs, snuggling deep into soft pillows and tenderly cra...
Posted by Kalika on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 11:56:00 PST

mangalam

ever feel running to stand still?  it's almost kind of exhilerating -- as long as i can ride this wave and not let it crash over me -- this velocity is thrilling when i can stay on top of everyth...
Posted by Kalika on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 09:57:00 PST

how we survive so misguided is a mystery....

please don't make the mistake that i'm claiming i crossed the abyss or anything.  i may not be anywhere near it.  so when i say "trance of sorrow" [haha, i originally freudianed trance of so...
Posted by Kalika on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 02:25:00 PST

sagittarians

archer mentality.  there's something i just can't place about sagittarians.  i get along with them.  during points of my life, i have often found myself in pens of sagittarians...playin...
Posted by Kalika on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 05:39:00 PST

Arkadia and genetic memory

I save these vids here since I'm not sure where else to put them.  "Dawn of Aquarius" put this vid into a bulletin and I really enjoyed a re-exploration of the "old cuntry" and my bloodline conne...
Posted by Kalika on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 02:20:00 PST

It's a Great BIG Universe and we're all really puny

we're just tiny little specks about the size of.....sorry, i grew up on Animaniacs.  Anyway, thanks to Frater P for this perspective adjustment.  ...
Posted by Kalika on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:29:00 PST

Black hole makes musick

i can't get into it now, but if you can, here's the link
Posted by Kalika on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 05:45:00 PST

a great conjunction

devi is back from a week long stint in buffalo.  i've had a few detox moments, but in general she's been a dream.  i can't believe she's going to be four trips around the sun so soon!!!!!!an...
Posted by Kalika on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 01:10:00 PST