YOU MUST CLICK HERE TO ADD YOUR COMMENTS!NOTE: I've enabled the name/email requisite for accepting adds. I've never liked it but I was tired of the spam profiles that kept making me add requests. If you're interested in adding me, just send me a message. You don't have to beg, kiss my ass or tell me the story of your life (unless you want. Just ask first if I'm interested). I know it takes a little effort that sometimes seems too much. But if we really must meet, we will, in due time. Sending that message just might make it happen faster, but always in due time. To the old and new friends, you must know that for a while now (april 23rd, 07) I haven't been very active in this community know as myspace (or any social community for that matter). I've been mostly alone in my inner space, and though I still remember my mates in the outer world, I can't be with you now. That doesn't mean I forgot you, actually if we have had at least one meaningful conversation someday in our lives, you mean more to me than you'll ever know. I've met great people here, and though many are left behind, know that I won't forget you and wish you a great journey. Beyond our differences we're united in pain. And unless you've had a awfully unscarred and utterly meaningless life, you can find somewhere inside of you the one that can relate to the others in suffering. Just don't get too addicted to it unless you want it to destroy you. Pain is a great teacher and helper. But not for the victims.
God is dead, let us prey.
WHY DID I ADD YOU?
I wrote this because I do a lot of random adds and once in a while I get the "excuse me, who are you?" or "do I know you?", and well, there's not a problem in giving some explanation.
If I added you, the odds are big that we don't know each other, or you'd know it. After all, myspace is a place to meet people (that's why there's a 'who I'd like to meet' section). I think your 'real life friends' already must know what's the music you like, the movies you watch, if you like to read, what kinda people you admire and like, and all the info you filled up in your profile. If they don't, you should work on tightening your friendship and know each other better, that's what friends do. So I don't made this page for my 'real life friends'. If I wanna talk to them, I call them, or IM them and tell them to hang out and have some fun. So I'm not here to add my real life friends. I'm here to use myspace as the powerful tool it can be to reach out to people that I can't normally do due to geographical limitations. The more people I reach, the better. Because I am very interested in what my fellow humans have to say and in telling them what I have to say. I think it helps understanding better this world we're in, and each other. Call it curiosity. Yeah, Im curious about what other people think, feel and do. Because, I don't really like many things that I see in the world today, and I'd like to help someway. But in order to do that I must listen to what people say and try and understand them. Then I can think about it and in return I tell them what I have to say. And maybe it can help them in their own personal journeys. And everybody wins. I dedicate a lot of my time to this, and then express my ideas thru art, whatever is gonna be thru music, writings, images. And thru here I reach to you and tell you: 'hey, look what I've found. Whatcha think?'. If we happen to get along, there are big chances that we'll keep in contact by whatever means and you'll hear from me on a regular basis, at least from time to time. I won't reach directly the thousands people on my friends, obviously. Just like a band can't hug and shake hands with every one of their fans in a gig, or a teacher explaining their class to each one of their pupils; but I'll post blogs, bulletins, and whatever I have to say, you can read it. Oh, if you write me, I'll write you back.
Finally, I could have added you for whatever reasons. Maybe we have similar tastes and I think you might enjoy what I do. Or maybe we have very different points of view and listening to each other would be helpful for some 'cognitive dissonance'. Believe me, my interest are very wide: music, pop-culture, cults and religions, mathematics, biology, fiction, genetics, space physics, sideshow, psychology, sexuality, history, sociology, drugs, perception, emotions, reality, lucid dreams, memes, philosophy, comics, movies, literature, art in its different expressions and many other things. But after all, only the future will show us what we can learn from each other.
So, it's up to you really. If you're not interested, feel free to press the 'deny' button if that's your will. This is NOT a popularity contest for me. I won't ask you to whore me but if you are one of those who post 'whore me' bulletins... I don't have a problem with it. May you be whored and sodomized in all the ways you like, that's none of my business, but yours (unless you want to be sodomized by me, ahah)
I guess that pretty covers everything and will clear any doubt about why I added you.
So, that's all fuckers. Take risk.
Lucy Phermann.
Your e-metic until the end.
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Last but not least, check out my personal blog @ http://lucyphermann.blogspot.com/ , with my writing and musings on this strange thing we call reality. CLICK HERE
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THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW BEFORE ADDING ME TO/DELETING ME FROM YOUR FRIEND LIST
1. If you want me to talk you then talk to me, and i'll answer you as soon as i can. Or you can be silent and just read my bulletins i'll be posting from time to time. I assure you they'll be interesting or at least amusing.
2. If you think I added you just 'cus i think this a popularity contest, you are utterly wrong. I think that "ADD ME BITCH ME AND FUCK ME FROM BEHIND", "i made a bet with a friend and i need 15 friends so i can win!" thing is stupid. However I'll gladly add you, bitch you and fuck you from behind. But you must not have any STD, must have lots of money, a limousine, be goodlooking and with personality and style. ahahahah. Oh and you must shave. Girl or guy, PLEASE shave. I only like hair under certain specific conditions. ahahah.
3. If i dissappear for some time, it's normal. There's more in life than myspace and more things to do. That doesn't mean i want you less, it just means I'm not a 24/7/365 myspace answer machine. And, like in sex, sometimes you're just "not in the mood".
4. If u ever need someone to talk, i can listen to you (but read Nº3). That's why i'm here for. I want you to listen to me and i want to listen to you.
5. If you still want to delete me after this, go ahead. But if you do so, i'll crawl up your bed at night, with glowing red eyes and big teeth and chop off ur legs with a bite. Or ur crotch if u don't have legs. (everybody has, and wants to have, crotchs , right?)
That' all fuckers :)
Take risk.
Growing up I was the typical, good, intelligent, quiet, nice boy, good student, nerd, lonely kid. Besides that i always wanted to be a priest, and i almost went for it, but as you will see, things changed (thanks god, lol). I mention this, because, even when now i'm almost the antithesis of what i used to be, my personality is a total paradox. That often results in a certain isolation. Since i was 4, i've been listening the same words from the people: "you are so... strange.. so weird". Yeah my mental schemes are very different from the norm and that usually confuses people. Even when i'm not a very sociable person, i'm nice, friendly and easy to get along (however, many people are afraid of me). That has taught me one thing: "The fact that someone is nice doesn't make that someone a good person". I'm not a good person. But i'm not a bad person either. I don't conduct myself in moral terms of "good/evil". I'm amoral. Example: i like helping people, listening to their problems, give them advise and support. To me, that doesn't has to do with being a good person. It's just something that i naturally like to do. I enjoy sharing with other people, i think it richens both mine and their lives. I'm a hedonist. Hedonist of pain and pleasure. For a long time, as a consequence of different experiences and processes, i kinda.. lost my emotions. It was like having my soul in a coma. I lost the hability to express emotions. Laugh, cry, get angry. Trying to avoid the pain, all of them were blocked. Emotions makes us vulnerable, but they are also what makes us different from a car. So I decided to recover them. Thanks to that "emptyphany" I was set free from the "fascism of joy" in which we are wrapped in since we are born. I had no idea of all the path that lied ahead..
oh and this is my page on DeviantArt, if u like Zombies and Psychedelic pics, go there and take a look -- www.lucyphermann.deviantart.com
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Your IQ Is 140
Your Logical Intelligence is Genius
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Genius
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my General knowledge is not really that good, but yeah i have my culture. eheh
1. First Name?
Jacob
2. Were you named after anyone?
The Patriarch from the bible, yeah that guy that fought with God, had 12 sons, one of them Joseph who became pharaoh. and whom a god changed his name to Israel. (I was gonna be a priest, so there, I'm well coursed in the Bible)
3. Do you wish on stars? No
5. Do you like your handwriting? I like that I don't have an specific handwriting, most of the time it's very messy but other times I can write very good or even exactly like different ppl I know
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? Plumrose.
7. What is your birth date? July 31, 1981
8. What is your most embarrassing CD? I'm very proud of ever cd I own, no matter how unlikable may some ppl think they're.
9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends? I'd fuck me. Yeah I'd be friends with me, I'm in love with myself don't you see?
11. Do you use sarcasm a lot? No. Really, I don't.
12. What are your nicknames? Jacock, Jackoff, Jacko, Wacko, Jacobus, Jacobite, Crow, Lucy, Lu, Manson, Michael Jackson.. I know many ppl and they all call me by different names
14. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
No if I don't need to
17. Shoe Size? Eur:41/USA:8/UK:7/26CM
19. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? I hate being sometimes a procastinator.
28. The first thing you notice about the favorite sex? face , particularly the eyes.
30. Favorite Drink: Cerelac, Nestea, Coke, 7up, and herbs infussions I prepare (chamomile, tea...)
31. Alcohol: beers, rum and coca cola (cuba libre), screwdrivers, wine, ponche crema(eggnog). and everything else. oh, I HAVE to drink absinthe at least one time, no, many times.
32. Hair Color: natural: jet black. I bleach it sometimes
35. Favorite Food? meat. pizza. burguers. pasticho. arepa.
38. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? both. but the happy ending has to be a good one. something like the return of the king or disney movies, eheh
39. Summer Or Winter? WINTER. (We don't have that in my country but I hate the heat. Shoveling the snow would be annying tho)
40. hugs or kisses? both, and a blowjob if you're in the mood, thanks.
41. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? hmmm.. cinnamon rolls, ice creams, STRAWBERRIES WITH WHIPPED CREAM!! =P...
48. Favorite Smells? rain, wet earth, the smell of banks (I've always loved that smell), yummy food, the smell of washed clothes dried to the sun, the smell of the ppl I like (and I don't mean that only in a sexual way), the smell of the sea and the beach, the smell of plants, incense, hot bread, the smell of fireworks (that gunpowder odor)
49. Favorite Sounds? thunders, rain falling, fireworks exploding, any kind of explosion indeed, sea sounds, birds warbling, music.. the sound of things burning ...
50. Rolling Stones or Beatles? both are good, but the beatles were too pacifist for my taste (they still rock tho) so I go with the Stones
51. What's the farthest you've been from home?12 hours by car.
52. Do you have a special talent? I can suck my own dick. I'm very good with maths. I'm very good with words and writing. I'm a good listener and advisor.
53. What is the last thing you'd like to eat?Fish soup.. ewww...
54. When was your first kiss? 22. with a friend of mine. in a sushi bar while some friends and other ppl were watching. it was very funny. but kinda awkward.
Which Star Wars Character Are You?
Darth Vader
You are the galaxies most feared figure. A giant among ants, you are a demi god and are capable of much, although you are evil.
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Satan (from The Omen)
My favourite one! You are well diguised and secretly go about killing all who will stand in your way of getting world domination. Go you!!
