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PozLotus

If death alone is certain.... and the time of death, uncertain.... what shall I do?

About Me


Everyone thinks of changing humanity, society, the world... few think of changing themselves...

PozLotus, poz'-lo-tus, noun:1 : Just a being trying to figure out if he is a man dreaming he is a butterfly, or abutterfly dreaming he is a man.2 : A man transformed through the experience of 23 years of living with HIV."The understanding of what you are, whatever it be -- ugly or beautiful, wicked or mischievous -- the understanding of what you are, without distortion, is the beginning of virtue. Virtue is essential, for it gives freedom. It is only in virtue that you can discover, that you can live - not in cultivation of a virtue, which merely brings about respectability, not understanding and freedom. There is a difference between being virtuous and becoming virtuous. Being virtuous is a result of understanding what is, whereas becoming virtuous is postponement, the covering up of what is with what you would like to be. Therefore in becoming virtuous you are avoiding action directly upon what is. This process of avoiding what is through the cultivation of the ideal is considered virtuous; but if you look at it closely and directly you will see that it is noting of the kind. It is merely a postponement of coming face to face with what is."--- J. Krishnamurti


There are many parts to a tree:
The roots which go deep into the earth to provide moisture and nutrients for the tree as well as stability and foundation.
The trunk which is the conduit for all the moisture and food and which provides support for all the branches.
The branches which extend upward and outward and support all the leaves as well as providing a connection to the trunk and therefore the roots.
The leaves which, arguably, are the most important part of The Tree, provide a mechanism, through photosyntesis, for food production. They provide respiration by exhanging carbon dioxide and oxygen. They open and close their pores to retain or release moisture in response to the moisture level in the soil far below.
Let's say that The Tree decides to give The Leaves awareness of themselves and of the rest of The Tree of Which They are A Part....
At first, The Leaves are joyful and excited because they are aware of this Magnificent Thing Of Which They are A Part .... they are so happy to be A Part Of this Great Thing Which Is so much greater than any one of them or even of the sum of all of them together.
One day, one of The Leaves on a lower branch starts to think. "I and all my friends on the lower branches are much larger than the leaves on the upper branches... it seems we are doing more work than they are." A sense of unease began to grow. Then, on another day, the same leaf began to think, "I bet those leaves up above have a much better view than I do." Then he decided that he was doing most of the work and had a crappy view on top of it! He became resentful and his Awareness of The Tree began to fade... he eventually felt separate and apart... Then, later, he was looking around and noticed, below him, that there were DEAD LEAVES on the ground. He thought, "I do all the work, I have a crappy view and then I am going to die?!" He decided he had a terrible life. The Awareness of The Tree had gone away.
He had forgotten about his Connection to the other Leaves and to The Tree . He also forgot that The Life within him is not from him or of him. It is from and of The Tree ... forgetting these things, he failed to realize that, when a leaf dies, The Life that was in it does not die... it simply returns to its Source . The Life that was in the leaf recedes back into The Tree to become another leaf.
Life does not die... It simply returns to Its Source .

This does not mean that I can act in an unconcious manner because, since I am Connected to All That Is , anything I do affects me as well as others.... Neither thought nor action leave their source. Forgiveness is key. I must remember the principles of forgiveness and forgive all things; accept all things.
I need do nothing...
Alan Watts: The World Behind Words
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My Interests


Riddle of Epicurus:Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent.
Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent.
Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil?
Is he neither able nor willing?
Then why call him God?
Riddle of Epicurus
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A Course In Miracles ; Eastern thought; Self-Realization; nature; camping; naturism ; nudism ; hiking; skinny dipping

I'd like to meet:

Any Genuine Human Being Who wishes to be met...
I am less interested in hominids who are content with or unaware of their slumber.

Music:

Tool - Parabola
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Favorites: Nina Hagen, Laurie Anderson, Klaus Nomi, Ella Fitzgerald, Godsmack, Led Zeppelin, Korn, The Crystal Method, Beethoven's Ninth Symphony (every since I saw A Clockwork Orange...), Dave Matthews.....and on and on...Love Classical: Mozart, Beethoven, Chopin, Wagner, Tchaikovsky, Bach, Debussy
Love Classic Rock: The Who, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Rolling Stones, Jethro Tull...
Love Punk Rock: Dead Kennedys, Sex Pistols, Black Flag
Love "Classic Metal": Black Sabbath, Metallica....
Love "Modern Metal": Alice in Chains, Godsmack, Mudvayne, Disturbed, Static-X...
Can live without: Most Rap, Most Country
Everlast: What it's Like

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Leonard Cohen: Hallelujah
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Movies:

.. Angels in America, American History X, A Clockwork Orange, The Matrix, To Kill a Mockingbird, too many more to mention...

Television:

Lunch Menu

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I don't really watch television unless there is nothing to do (like, in a blizzard...) and I am out of things to read....

Books:

And The Band Played On...; The original Dune series by Frank Herbert; All J. R. R. Tolkien; any science fiction by Ursula LeGuin; Tales of the City (entire series); "A Lowlife in High Heels" by Holly Woodlawn ..

Heroes:

..Any genuine Human Being:
J. Krishnamurti

Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi

Chögyam Trungpa
Alan Watts

Eckhart Tolle

Stephen Batchelor

The teacher and the taught together produce the teaching.
-Gurgani

My Blog

I am not important, but I shall be

I am not important, but I shall beSo, how is the mind to free itself from time? Time, after all, is knowledge. Time comes into being when there is the sense of achievement, something to be arrived at,...
Posted by PozLotus on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:43:00 PST

The World Behind Words

Alan Watts: The World Behind Words .....
Posted by PozLotus on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:09:00 PST

Identity

IdentityBe Still an instant.  Draw aside the veil.Look beyond seeming.  Here is a place,A borderland between perception andThe certain knowledge of the Mind of God.Here do they meet and blen...
Posted by PozLotus on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:08:00 PST

rarely holy

Enlightened ones are very rarely holy.- BartholomewSomtimes we think being spiritual means living up to images that are impossible to copy, like Jesus and Buddha.  What the were really like when ...
Posted by PozLotus on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:04:00 PST

Can we just be...

God of Ants .....
Posted by PozLotus on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:33:00 PST

Time

Alan Watts: Time .....
Posted by PozLotus on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 05:06:00 PST

This is I

This is IAs wax melts near a lit wick and burns, it emits light near the tip of the candle. For the most part, this place from which light is emitted remains the same and appears as a fixed shape; it ...
Posted by PozLotus on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 05:05:00 PST

Grasping Fire

Grasping FireThe Buddha’s teaching is all about understanding suffering--its origin, its cessation, and the path to its cessation. When we contemplate suffering, we find we are contemplating des...
Posted by PozLotus on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 05:00:00 PST

The old brain cannot solve the enormous problem of living

The old brain cannot solve the enormous problem of livingA new fact cannot be seen by thought. It can be understood later by thought, verbally, but the understanding of a new fact is not reality to th...
Posted by PozLotus on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 04:54:00 PST

Three Friends and a Monk

Three Friends and a MonkThere’s a story of three people who are watching a monk standing on top of a hill. After they watch him for a while, one of the three says, "He must be a shepherd looking...
Posted by PozLotus on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 07:35:00 PST