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michelle suicide

i dreamt about you last night, and i fell out of bed twice

About Me

i pretend to play bass for the suicide dolls ...... i dislike much of music out there, but the music i love i will love forever ...... my foot's in my mouth more often than i'd like (you'll see) ....... i'm not politically correct and offer no apologies (so if i call you "gay" or "retarded", i don't mean you're really gay or retarded, get it?) ...... i have an intense disliking for organized religions and the influence they have on the world ...... i'm a friend of the animals and do not eat them, but won't try to make you stop if yr so inclined ..... i'm confused when people are offended by WORDS but not actions (fuck piss shit!) ...... i sleep during the day and stay up all night (this proves to be quite inconvenient!)...... there's no "I" in team, and i think that sucks ...... political since i can remember and a sucker for justice ...... i should have been born a guy, but i love one instead ...... i have one major phobia ...... i am amazingly talented in ways that you will never experience ...... i know a thing or two about a thing or two......................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .......................... if i could only choose two places to visit before i died, they would be the 2 most beautiful places on earth ...... (i can't vouge for any of the theme music, tho)..... AND

My Interests

music, politics, animals, astrology, extra-cirricular activities, strange and crazy individuals, road trips, lucid dreams, photography, cars (old and new), laughing (at and with), painting, haunted things, showers in the dark, stupid and sarcastic humor, more strange and crazy individuals, crossword puzzels, trivia and nerdy video games, nature and hiking, makeup, makeup on boys, fucked up fashion, pole vaulting.

I'd like to meet:

artists of all persuasions ..... people who will try anything once ..... those who give thought second thought ..... the non-judgemental ..... people who are fun in bars ...... those with blackbelts in sarcasm ..... people who are tuned into the deeper meaning ..... those who know better than to take themselves seriously ..... revolutionaries.

Music:

way too many to list... here's a bunch-- the jesus lizard :: sonic youth :: the cure :: the smiths :: the cows :: pixies :: qotsa :: and you will know us by the trail of dead :: shellac :: doors :: dk's :: the beatles :: the monkees :: joy division :: early depeche mode :: bauhaus :: icarus line :: beastie boys :: tomahawk :: dwarves :: SP :: big black :: babes in toyland :: krylls :: the whores :: turbonegro :: afghan whigs :: nofx :: sex pistols :: early killing joke :: heroine sheiks :: fu manchu :: bad religion :: bikini kill :: teenage jesus and the jerks :: earthlings? :: circle jerks :: swans :: the jesus and mary chain :: violent femmes :: U2 (up to zooropa) :: black flag :: utfo :: 70's pop hits--the really, really gay ones ..... if it's noisy, experimental rock, i'm all over it. and, if it's the sounds of the 70's, like how deep is your love, sad eyes, afternoon delight and just all around terrible, i'm on that, too. not sure why...i think it's some phase i'm going through.

Movies:

barfly :: amadeus :: buffalo '66 :: far away so close :: fear and loathing :: eternal sunshine :: night at the roxbury :: freddy got fingered :: killing zoe :: wings of desire :: LOTR trilogy :: happy gilmore :: a clockwork orange :: winged migration :: vanilla sky :: night of the living dead :: 28 days/weeks later :: gift :: history of violence :: the year punk broke :: star wars :: the shining :: evil dead II :: truth or dare (horror flic, not madonna doc) :: tommy boy :: team america :: march of the penguins :: supersize me :: south park :: various documentaries

Television:

arrested development :: strangers with candy :: adult swim :: the colbert report :: rome :: countdown w/ keith olbermann :: the daily show :: lou dobbs :: ali g :: jeopardy! :: snl :: simpsons :: family guy :: survivor :: the wire :: stella :: curb your enthusiasm :: animal planet :: the learning, discovery, travel and history channels.

Books:

the catcher in the rye :: the shining :: the good fight :: the old man and the sea :: valis (even tho it got me mad) :: the tale of the body thief :: night :: you get so alone sometimes that it just makes sense

Heroes:

inspired by: dennis kucinich :: ralph nader :: george harrison :: david william simms jr. :: al gore :: my mom, aunt and grandmother :: brian albano :: b.c. :: charles bukowski :: deepak :: william burroughs :: sonic youth.

My Blog

X Games 13...i hate when they fall!!!

it's that time of year again...the summer x games are on, and although i don't like baseball or football, i fucking LOVE the x games!!  and it's off to a totally insane start.  last ye...
Posted by michelle suicide on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 01:39:00 PST

Another One Bites the Dust

it's not that i don't understand how these things happen--i do.  everyone thinks they're cool enough to cover songs that are considered to be classics, even if only considered to be a "cult" clas...
Posted by michelle suicide on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 06:30:00 PST

See You In June, Bitches!!

..>..>..> ..> i've only gotten one truly amazing album this year, but i have very high hopes that this is about to change!  that is not to say i've only gotten&n...
Posted by michelle suicide on Thu, 03 May 2007 05:19:00 PST

Modest Mouse: A Tale In Closed-Mindedness

the very first record i obsessed over was SGT. PEPPERS, when i was just 8 years old. 2 years later, i brought it into my 4th grade "show and tell", only to be told by the teacher that "the rest o...
Posted by michelle suicide on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:01:00 PST

Sonic Fucking Youth!!

i went to see sonic youth (for the 8th time) last night in providence, ri. and, while i didn't geek out and write down the exact time they hit the stage along with every song they played, i was so in...
Posted by michelle suicide on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 05:05:00 PST