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Beautifully Flawed

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About Me

We are angels with bad habits. Pretty-boys and rude-girls, crashing cars and parties. Shaking hands with angry gods. Falling for everything and everyone. We see faces in the clouds and they are ours. Look at stars through prison bars. Shatter mirrors with fists for battle scars and you thought we were cruel, when we were only laughing with you, kid.

My Interests

"Cigarette Lighter Love Song" - Butch Walker from Marvelous 3

I know you're not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
You've been playing with the seam
In your worn out underwear
My lips are raw as hell
From biting on them just to stay awake
It's not like I'm gonna need them, you won't be around
To see them bleed and break

All that I do, comes back to you
So I'll just think about you
'til there's nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, I'd rather be dead

I drove out of east Atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
I called to say I was okay anyway
'Cause I know how you are
I'm like a movie without an ending
You know I've got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than you'll ever know

Everything's supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps skipping and the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smokin'
I guess this is the end

I'd like to meet:

myself in a dark alley so I could beat my own ass.

Music:

Butch Walker
Le Tigre
Out Hud
Slitter Keaney
Benassi Bros.
Sibylle Baier
Agnelli and Nelson
Aesop Rock
Coltrane
Tony Bennett
Charlie Parker
Tom Jones
Kasabian
T-Ride
Collision
Rufus Wainright
Secret Salvation Machine
Drop Dead
Gym Class Heroes
Yoshimoto
Ladytron
Head Automatica
Metric
The Sounds
Mon Frere
Autour De Lucie
Heart
Megadeth
Rancid
Testament
Tori Amos
The Nymphs
Extreme
TnT
Steve Vai
Satriani
Dream Theater
Super Furry Animals
Tenacious D
Def Leppard
Diggable Planets
Jamiroquoi
King Diamond
Mr Bickle
OMC
Shotgun Messiah
KMFDM
George Lynch
Run DMC
The D.O.C.
Har Mar Superstar
Cornershop
Eric Johnson
Prodigy
DJ LiquidSmooth
Prince
Motley Crue
GNR
White Lion
The Streets
Jimmy Eat World
Arson Garden
Joy Division
Spacehog
Holopaw
Marvelous 3
Imperial Drag
Refused
Fates Warning
Butch Walker
Kings X
Jellyfish
Brian Setzer
Primus
Cherry Poppin Daddies
Alien Ant Farm
Enuff Znuff
Faster Pussycat
Skid Row
Guano Apes
Kittie
School of Fish
Ignorance
Moist
John 5
Faith No More
Tesla
Public Enemy
Tora Tora
Nightmare of You
Fallout Boy
Liquid Tension Experiment
The Used
AFI
Jeff Buckley
Rob Zombie
Dangerous Toys
Incubus
Del the Funky Homosepian
KRS One
NWA
Billy Joel(early)
Elton John(early)
UnderOath
The Ramones
Big Wreck
Toad the Wet Sprocket
Counting Crows
The Exies
The Cure
Toadies

ARE YOU A BOY OR A GIRL?

Movies:

Garden State
Clay Pigeons
The Red Violin
Rushmore
Thumbsucker
The World According to Garp
Igby Goes Down
Tadpole
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Primer
Annie Hall
Vanilla Sky
Waiting for Guffman
The Cook-The Thief-His Wife & Her Lover
Saved?
Dudes
Drugstore Cowboy
SLC Punk
Evil Dead series
The Professional
This Boy's Life
Repo Man
High Fidelity
Daytrippers
Waking Life
Clockwatchers
Levelland
Swimming
Butcher Boy
Jacob's Ladder
Hannah and Her Sisters
The Rachel Papers
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Election
A Clockwork Orange
A Mighty Wind
Magnolia
Boogie Nights
Clerks
Goodwill Hunting
Killer Clowns from Outer Space
Being John Malkovich
The Life Aquatic
The Royal Tenenbaums
Bottlerocket
Pulp Fiction
Ghost World
American Movie
Shawshank Redemption
Baseketball
And Justice for All
Kramer vs Kramer
There's Something About Mary
Outside Providence
Me,Myself and Irene
Tommy Boy
Black Sheep
Frailty
Unbreakable
Pump Up the Volume
Fargo
Edward Scissorhands
Toy Story 1 and 2
The Iron Giant
Krush Groove
Breakin' 1 and 2 Electric Boogaloo
Slums of Beverly Hills
American History X
Slingblade
Best in Show
Swingers
Harlem Nights
Comic Book Villains
Wargames
City of God
Run Ronnie Run
Pumpkin
Forest Gump
Twister(not the stupid one about tornadoes...the one with Crispin Glover)
Fight Club(I know I shouldn't talk about it)
Death to Smoochy
Tree's Lounge
The Gate
LOOSEN UP. IT'S THE STREETS (..and that shit he is putting up his nose is the reason why he hasn't written a decent rhyme in five fucking years - way to sell out Skinner)
.."425" height="350" ..

Television:

Intervention
Penn and Teller's Bullshit
Northern Exposure
Twilight Zone (the 50s ones)
Simpsons
Aqua Teen
Sealab
Punkd
News Radio
Queer Eye
Scrubs
6 ft Under
PTI
Around the Horn
Home Movies
Mission Hill
The Critic
The Office(UK)
America's Funniest Home Videos (muted)
Kids in the Hall
Scrubs
Alan Alda's American Scientific Frontiers
Mythbusters
MST3K

Books:

Mostly These days I mainly read books on Buddhism and Spanish. I am going to become fluent.
Favorite Books
Thich Nhat Hanh - All
Steven Batchelor - Living With the Devil and Buddhism Without Beliefs
Harville and Helen Hendrix Phd - Receiving Love
Eggers - all, especially A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
Spalding Gray - Morning, Noon, and Night (better on CD when he reads it)
Oscar Wilde - The Picture of Dorian Gray
Nick Hornby - All, especially About a Boy
Ray Bradbury - The Halloween Tree
Sallinger - Catcher in the Rye
Tom Robbins - All
Shel Silverstein - All
Eric Bogosian - All
Nietzsche - Geneology of Morals
Dostoevsky - The Brothers Karamazov
Victor Frankl - Man's Search for Meaning
Dr Seuss - All
Melissa Bank - The Girls Guide to Hunting and Fishing
Bertrand Russell - Why I Am Not a Christian
Steven Pinker - The Blank Slate

Heroes:

Lucy Harris
Max Fischer
Digna Ochoa
Bertrand Russell
Penn Jillette
That nunchuck dude from Ghost World
Carl Sagan
Tony Hawk
Socrates
Galileo
Woody Allen
Eric Draven
Ben Stein
Steve Buscemi
Charles Darwin
Nietzsche
Stephen Hawking
Steven Pinker
Eric Bogosian
Spalding Gray
Andy Kaufman
Lisa Simpson
Good parents
Authentic people and mostly the people I see overcoming their struggles every-freekin-day!!

I'M CRYING WITH YOU...

THIS ISN'T RACIST. IT IS A COMMENTARY ON A FEW THINGS IN OUR CULTURE. THINK ABOUT IT.

SILENCE IS NOT GOLDEN - IT'S BLACK AND WHITE

My Blog

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Movie Reviews and Updates on my so called life

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Posted by Beautifully Flawed on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 02:43:00 PST

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Posted by Beautifully Flawed on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 01:20:00 PST

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Posted by Beautifully Flawed on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 04:19:00 PST

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Posted by Beautifully Flawed on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 07:57:00 PST

The Cookie Thief

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