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About Me


"A tear for the poet that can't be heard and praise the artist that steals..."

I bleed rock and roll. I'm a striving singer (and I'm failing miserably). Girls are hot but I hate them. Boys are mean but I love them. I feel like I will be in school forever and I think I may kill myself before it's over. My heart belongs to Reese, my son, and no one in this world makes me happier. I WILL SAVE THE WORLD. "I'm only happy when it rains." I am easily amused so i laugh at EVERYTHING and very LOUDLY. I can't control the volume of my own voice. I attach myself to people very easily (but you'll never know! cause i am good at hiding it-- unless i WANT you to know). I hate my legs. I'm thick and I LOVE IT!!.. If you don't, kiss my ass... Cigarettes and coffee are my life blood. Starbucks gave me a christmas card. 420. I walk through puddles. I snore at night, and I'm grumpy in the morning. Little things matter more. way more. I like to pretend i'm not sensitive by yelling and swearing a lot, when in all actuality i'm only a feather's drop away from crying at all times. (don't tell anyone, please.) Everyone gets a fair chance with me. I don't listen to the shit people talk 'cause everyone can change. I assess people on my own, but if i don't like you, YOU WILL KNOW. my honesty is both my best feature and my greatest flaw. I also EXPECT IT FROM EVERYONE. don't spare my feelings. i can take it. I PROMISE. Promises should always be kept, but forgiveness is important if they're not. I don't believe it's fair to punish someone new for what someone old did to you. It's hard, i know, but let it go. Passion drives me to mental instability.... hope is the source of all my fears... Pain is my biggest comfort.... and love.... just love.
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My Interests

There is no better remedy for every poison in this world than music. It saves my life every day. I enjoy volleyball and I'm learning to play guitar and piano.
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I'd like to meet:




SOMEONE TO GENTLY REMOVE THE HAIR FROM MY BROW WITH NO POTENTIAL THREAT OF EVEN ACCIDENTALLY BLINDING ME WITH IT INSTEAD.........

Your mom. really. i hear she's nice.

REAL PEOPLE. HONEST PEOPLE. i hate liars.
It makes me want to homocide a mother fucker. funny people. Random people with random humor makes me very happy. people who are inappropriate. spontaneous. generous (and not in a gold digging kind of way). BLUNT. Loving. Artistic. INTELLIGENT. fair. logical. MULLETS! Unjudgemental. PEOPLE WHO ARE PROUD OF ME. NO MATTER WHAT I'M WEARING. forgiving. People who appreciate the little things. People i call my home. People who think about me almost as much as i think about them. People i can sit in a room with and not talk... just be. People who listen to my music even though they don't like it. People who try too hard. People i can sit and talk to for hours.... and then when they're gone... wonder when i'm gonna be able to talk to them again.

ANYONE who can tolerate my loud, abrasive, offensive, sensitive ass. I know... it's weird.

my screename is the same for both yahoo and AIM... i'm always down for the chat.... contraryMe23

Music:

That's a big question... I love so much. I don't discriminate. I love metal, hardcore, some "alternative", singer/songwriter stuff, a little bit of punk rock, and a whole lot of shit that can't be labled, and pretty much anything else that stimulates my brain. I don't listen to rap, but I listen to a couple of hip hop groups. I hate bitches, hos and bling-bling shit. I think music has a much greater objective than sounding good. It needs to move and effect people. This should happen not only with the lyrics but the complexity of the theory behind it. I do enjoy simplicity at times, but, for the most part, a song must force me to listen to it more than once to be able to take it all in.

boysetsfire*in flames*the postal service*bright eyes*tool*a perfect circle*nine inch nails*she wants revenge*flogging molly*incubus*deftones*Hed PE*10 years*pink floyd*sublime*the melvins*morissey*johnny cash*mewithoutyou*hank III*sade*atmosphere*brother ali*reggie and the full effect*outkast*eyedea and abilities*mr. dibbs*aesop rock*disturbed*pearl jam*imogen heap*fiona apple*louis armstrong*billie holiday*janis joplin*randy travis*andrew bird*queen*frou frou*noaheast*rage against the machine*stavesacre*garbage*about the fire*underoath*ministry*pantera*silverstein*the mars volta*mike patton*the flaming lips*scary kids scaring kids*afi*led zeppelin*fuel*stuart davis*jimi hendrix*the beatles*the toadies*social distortion*the misfits*matisyahu*and more...

Movies:

Jesus Christ - the musical



Jesus Christ - the gay musical The Princess Bride is my favorite movie of all times! I also love Garden State, Donnie Darko, Amelie, of course the classic mafia movies like Goodfellas, Casino, The Godfather and Scarface. With those you can never go wrong. The Little Mermaid, Seven, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. All M. Night Shyamalan movies. The Usual Suspects. Resevoir Dogs , KILL BILL (anything Tarantino), Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas... And I'll have to think of more and add them later.
AND IN CASE YOU DIDN'T NOTICE... I LOVE
MULLETS!!
ROCK ON!!!!!!
MULLET SIGHTING:STARBUCKS

Television:

I religiously watch all versions of Law & Order (SVU being my favorite) All versions of CSI are awesome, too. I also like Without a Trace, Supernatural, and Crossing Jordan, but my very favorite shows are The Shield and 24. Don't fuck with The Commish and Jack Bauer. They'll fuck you up. I love Aqua Teen Hunger force, The Family Guy and Futurama too.

Books:

I don't have time to read anything but my school books these days, but one of my classic favorites is Farenheit 451.

Heroes:

Janis Joplin, Brandon Boyd, Reese Roper, Bettie Davis, my mom (I know it's cliche, but she really is), THE CHADDLING, and spiderman.
wow.

My Blog

overlook...

OVERLOOK the lights reveal the vacancyon an otherwise dark world.i can no longer hide.vulnerable, only to findyou don't even see me illuminated. plastered facenumb the taste of meshove your tongue in ...
Posted by *murray* on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 03:07:00 PST

the romantic...

THE ROMANTIC His once feeling of facelessnessHas turned to soul-numbing nothingness.He sits in his meticulously controlled world Alone.He fell asleep and had a dream,He saw beauty and felt hopeAnd the...
Posted by *murray* on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:44:00 PST

the negatives...

THE NEGATIVES Your face looks like shit when it reflects what's in the fireburning your hideous image in the photograph.The photograph you took.and boasted on.All that matters is what's written in fla...
Posted by *murray* on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 06:28:00 PST

only of the wind...

Your words rest upon my ears like the reverb from a song.I am stunned.Your taste lingers on my lips so familiar and perfect.I float.I can feel the electricity at the thought of your touch.I heal.From ...
Posted by *murray* on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:27:00 PST

your ears may bleed, but your heart will rest...(REPOST)

..> I've been a little writer's block-ey lately... nothing that won't be fixed in time.  So, for now so you don't forget about me, I'm reposting a few things for your enjoyment. (for some reaso...
Posted by *murray* on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 12:27:00 PST

the best person you've ever met (the perfect omelet)

I've been a little writer's block-ey lately... nothing that won't be fixed in time.  So, for now so you don't forget about me, I'm reposting a few things for your enjoyment. (for some reason, som...
Posted by *murray* on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 05:08:00 PST

let's get outta here... (REPOST)

I've been a little writer's block-ey lately... nothing that won't be fixed in time.  So, for now so you don't forget about me, I'm reposting a few things for your enjoyment. (for some reason, som...
Posted by *murray* on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 09:09:00 PST

leech... (REPOST

..>..>..> ..> I've been a little writer's block-ey lately... nothing that won't be fixed in time.  So, for now so you don't forget about me, I'm reposting a few things for your enjoyment. (for s...
Posted by *murray* on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 04:44:00 PST

soliloquy

Soliloquy Softly screaming your psalms in her earAnd gently choking her breath,She sings her last silent songAnd awaits her death. Amidst the raindrops of fear and fury,escapes a final grin.As she re...
Posted by *murray* on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:19:00 PST

CURSE YOU ALL!!!!

A FEW IRISH CURSES FOR YOU ON ST. PATRICK'S DAY: -May the enemies of Ireland never meet a friend. -May the curse of Mary Malone and her nine blind illegitimate children chase you so far over the hills...
Posted by *murray* on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 12:00:00 PST