He looked down from the roof of the building.
Wanting desperately to step forward..
Wanting to feel that rush of wind..
Wanting to feel that sense of reward..
To spread his arms and embrace God.
Not a problem left in the world.
Not a person left to care for..
Not a person left to care for him..
No more misunderstandings..
No more confrontations..
No more disappointments.
Years of sorrow, Years of pain.
Mind racing..
Head pounding..
Eyes swollen shut..
No tears left for him to shed.
Freedom at last.
He will be free and at peace..
Flying toward the ground..
Spirit soaring..
Free of the burdens that held him down.
Step forward and be free.
Nicholas Anthony Iacona Jr.
(January 1, 1968 - November 21, 1994)
Jonathan Brandis
*Haifa, Israel*, *Benidorm, Spain*, *St.Thomas, USVI*, *Charlie Lindberg*, *Michael Bender aka Misty Black*, *Lumpy Mashed Potatoes*, *Golan Yarkoni*, *USS Wainwright*, *Rainy Day Sex*, *Small Beachside Motels*, *Nick Iacona aka Joey Stefano*, *Jägermeister*, *Hannah & Hogg Thistle Gin*, *Wes Chapman*, *Phillip Velinov*, *Peter Iliev*, *Robin Hood*, *Michael Scott Bayes*, *Craig Koehler*, *Mr. Williams*, *Indian*, *1955 Olds Holiday*, *Gizmo Lounge*, *Manny Zrihen*, *Parliament House Resort*, *Chris Cooley*, and last but never least *One Sweet Boy from AR*, KW, I swear I'll love you til the day I die.
I'd like to meet:
The hard, cold truth is, who you want is less important than who wants you.
Love is not a zero-sum game. In a good relationship, each partner brings something different to the table. The magic happens when you can each meet the needs of the other.
Not interested in one night stands or casual sex.Friends are always nice to have, but an intimate, affectionate, long term relationship is what I'm after. No special emphasis on sex, but I'm not interested in pursuing a completely platonic LTR. (Been there, done that.) I enjoy real affection, nurturing, and well balanced relationships.
I've recently begun developing an interest in becoming Dad for TB/AB/DL. A little kink doesn't scare me.
My HIV Status is Neg, but I have no problems with an HIV Pos. partner. Disablities and chronic illnesses are a normal part of life. I have Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy . (If you're not sure what that is, watch the movie 'Beaches'.) But I also have very strong caregiver instincts. In other words, I'm Barbara Hershey, but I'd rather be Bette Midler.
I do accept PayPal Donations
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Music:
"G"cd is devoted to promoting the musical talent of all GLBT artists
You can hear tons of samples at www.woobiebearmusic.com Soce, The Elemental Wizard
Talented, funny, and sooo cute too!
Kriss Rayan, writer, singer, dancer, photographer, fashion designer, and now recording his first album. Fabuleux et magnifique!!!
*Chet Baker*, *Samuel Barber*, *U2*, *Moby*, *Paul Van Dyk*, *Tiesto*, *Joao and Astrud Gilberto*, *Ethel Waters*, *Linda Ronstadt*, *Kenny Chesney*, *Gipsy Kings*, *The Cars*, *Eros Ramazzotti*, *Wes Montgomery*, *Billie Holiday*, *Sting*, *Red Hot Chili Peppers*, *Bob Marley*, *Michael Sembello*, *The Postal Service*, *Armin Van Buuren*, *Aretha Franklin*, *Donna Summers*, *Diana Ross*, *Alan Parsons Project*, *John Coltrane*, *Charlie Parker*, *Dave Brubeck*, *Miles Davis*, *Perez Prado*, *Wayne Shorter*, *Stan Getz*, Charlie Byrd*, *Stan Kenton*, *Jimmy Dorsey*, *Fourplay*
Christopher Dallman. Sweet Man, Sweet Music! Check him out.John Proulx is a sought-after pianist, vocalist, recording artist, and composer in the Los Angeles area.
Movies:
*My Own Private Idaho*, *Breakfast at Tiffany's*, *Throw Momma from the Train*, *Boxing Helena*, *The Man with no Face*, *Brokeback Mountain*, *Long Day's Journey Into Night*, *A Boy and His Dog*, *Lost Horizon*, *The Mudge Boy*, *Europa Europa*, *Hope and Glory* ("Ah, there's a life lesson. Never give up the punt for the pole.")
Television:
I don't watch much Television. Usually only old movies, westerns, and the news.
Books:
Anything by Tennessee Williams, Ayn Rand, Christopher Rice, Armistead Maupin, Eric Durchholz, Andrew Holleran,or Annie Proulx. *My Undoing,by Aiden Shaw* *Inside Out, by Mark Tewksbury* *Breaking the Surface, by Greg Louganis* *Wonder Bread & Ecstasy: The Life and Death of Joey Stefano by Charles Isherwood*
Heroes:
Two gay teenagers were publicly executed in Iran on 19 July 2005 for the ‘crime’ of homosexuality.
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The character of a man is determined by what he does when no one is looking.
I have too many heroes to list, but I will mention one; Leonard Matlovich changed my life.
