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CHAOSTROPHY

YOU USED ME TILL SOMETHING BETTER CAME ALONG! HOW BEAUTIFULLY THOUGHTFUL OF YOU..

About Me

THE LAST SONG (by Raelynn Regina Ives)wake up before the sun- out the door a new day has begun- forget about yesterday now that its gone- stare into tommorow's face holding a gun- thing's arent finished until there done- cant you hear the words to this song- do they make you feel wrong- talk to me without listening to me- just work it out dont leave it be- close your eyes so you can see-me... /written sometime between 11:30pm & 1:30am in her final minutes june/30/2006 by Raelynn Regina Ives(R.I.P.)beloved sister,and best friend...) YES THIS WAS BUILT BY MY LITTLE SISTER RAELYNN FOR A FRIEND OF OURS.. SHE LOVED DOING THIS KIND OF STUFF AND ALMOST ALLWAYS DID IT ALONE WITHOUT ANYONES HELP BECAUSE SHE WAS FUCKING COOL LIKE THAT AND IT WOULD HELP HER TO COOL OUT WHEN THINGS WERE REALLY STARTIN TO BUG IF YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN? THERE ISNT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT MISS HER EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS MY LITTLE SISTER I REALLY LOOKED UP TO HER... SHE HAD A LIFE FORCE THAT ANYONE WHO NEW HER OR HAD JUST MET HER WOULD BE INSTANTLY MEZMORIZED THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER LIKE HER AND SHE WILL BE MISSED BY ALL WHO NEW AND LOVED HER...( REST IN PEACE RAE WE WILL MEET EACH OTHER AGAIN.. BUT NOT TODAY!AND THIS KID IS MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER ALEXANDRA LYNN SHE IS THE BEST DAUGHTER A DAD COULD POSSIBLY HOPE FOR.. AND THEN THERE IS THIS LITTLE DUDE HIS NAME IS ERIC RYAN IVES AND HE IS MY SON AND HE 2 IS THE BEST SON A DAD COULD EVER HOPE FOR..DAMM STRAIGHT PEEPS MY KIDS ARE BETTER THEN YOURS SO DEAL WIT IT YOU ALLLLLL! LMFAO I KNOW ILL SHUT UP NOW BUT NOT UNTIL YOU ALL ADMIT MY KIDS ARE BETTER COME ON SAY IT DONT MAKE ME HAVE TO COME OVER THERE!!!! L M F A O im just playin wit you allduhhhh!!!

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

** MY DAUGHTER CHEYANNE RAE CRANDALL ** ********************************************
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Music:

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Movies:

..1) jacobs ladder (kicks all time ass) ..2) trainspoting (for obvious reasons) ..3) underworld (kate beckensail is so hot ) ..4) pulp fiction (who didnt like pulp fiction) ..5) brave heart ( love the music and the story of william wallace is fucking sad but one of my favorites ..6)scarface ( hey fuck you mang! ) ..7)hellraiser ( we have such sites to show you! )

Heroes:

FUCK ERIC AND DEFINATLY FUCK ANDREW YOU LITTLE WORTHLESS BITCHES WELCOME TO YOUR OWN SELF MADE HELL ILL BE AMONGST YOU VERY SOON WAIT WHATS THAT SOUND BETTER LOOK BEHIND YOU WHOS THAT KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR HAHAH YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME COMING UNTIL ITS TOO LATE SNOOZE YOU LOSE FUCKERS MUHUHUAHAHAHAHAHA YOUR ASSES BELONG TO ME!

My Blog

life is what we make it as long as we can see thru the matrix

please excuse my typos and improper spelling for iam to lazy to weed them all out and just understand that this all just blurted out in a sudden burst of unhappy horse shit BIATCHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! see ...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 11:46:00 PST

a metaphore based on a story about a past relationship

END OF HATE (1ST VERSE)Open your eyes unto this stormfrom the fire the need to burnall that was left is a stab in the backwhen we loveda stab in the back(CHORUS)though your filled with hate you turn m...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:56:00 PST

another song to be performed saturday i need to remember the words 2

( ~*~ JENNY ~*~ )(verse 1)i was way way out of luckand so she took full advantagenothing new and nothing diffrentjust takes my good nature for granite(hook)but jenny is another storyshe kind...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:31:00 PST

this i one of the songs lyrics we will be playin on satrday night this is so i dnt forget words

( ~*~ SLAVE OF REALITY ~*~ ) (verse)mega societyslave of reality withdrawn from everybody i knowmy mind has been grindingits so hard to still try and find my beat (hook)this cant be truethink ive been...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:05:00 PST

i decided to release this again in hopes that i may help any 1 whos been thinkin bout giving up

  ( sister rae ) by rick ives i look around this empty place without you there is no love without you there is no hate and i just cant seem to forget your face you tricked me didnt you? you mad...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 12:27:00 PST

she is sick in the head and there is nothing anyone can do

~*~( COMPLICATE )~*~ i cant explain what i have becomethe tears i cry rain down on everyonethis hollow heart beats like a drumlouder and louder i have to runlife can be sour or bitter sweet and it ca...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:17:00 PST

LOST GENERATION

GENERATION  END  part 1 of (WHY DO WE RUIN EVERYTHING?)it is a sickning shamehow much we have destroyed this placekilling the only world we know like we have a ...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 11:17:00 PST

iam

with eye's that shine thru the dark rooms in my mindsuddenly i can recognize who i am i have lived here for such a long timethoughts become infinitely boreing and blind and so on, and so on, we d...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 10:49:00 PST

POSITIVELY SHOCKED IN A GOOD WAY

WHY DO I SUDDENLY FEEL VERY LIGHT AND REALLY KINDA, I DONT KNOW, "GIDDY"  HMMMMMMMMMM.................I LIKE IT THOUGH THIS IS A TINGLEY FEELING I HAVENT FELT IN QUITE A LONG TIME...ITS...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:17:00 PST

its about somebody i used to know i wont say any names they know who they are

            (~*~NUMBER 9~*~)(verse)in the shadow of the valleyon a dark dusty trailahead is the dessertwith the past on his taila psilosyben...
Posted by KHAOSTROPHY on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 11:21:00 PST