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really means to meWhat I have learned has far surpassedwhat my mind has a hard time
learning to grasp
The importance of people whobecome part of our past.Out of the loss I emergeOut of pain I learned how to turn itaroundNo longer left
crying on the curblike a clownwith a frown.His voice in my earIt is clearI EmergeHis face equatesEMergeHis lies no more tiesEMErgeThe scent of his neckNo longer a scent of regretEMERgeThe phantom trace ofhis fingertracing a line down the back ofmy thighNo longer contain the power tomake me want to cryEMERGeOut of the ashes of a blazethat went out of control almostconsuming my soulI am grateful to sayOn this day IEMERGEPoetic Pink 2006I am spiritual not religious Yep Yep thats it. And you know what I am OK with that. Music is what propels my boat at times. Much as the wind, and elements. Everything has it's place. I am just being me. I look beyond the music. For those of you that understand me COOL BEANS. For those of you that are irritated because I am not doing what you think is God politically correct I say go tell it to Pat Roberts. Don't Judge least yea be judged! And that comes from my Maker Himself. The way I see it look past the presentation and see the message thats what is important. And when it comes down to it all you got to do is love, it doesn't matter what color your hair is. Whether you have a triple spiked belt or you wear cowboy boots we are all equal and the same made in the image of GOD so there.
I love you all
Thats my rant for the year I am sure I will be apologizing for this lil vent soon enough.
Always Me Always Real Always True
I am a spiritual butterfly stuck in my cacoon trying to burst out without damaging my wings.My passion is writing. I love to write. I am writing a book right now and I know it is of God and he is using as a vessel to show his glory. It say in the bible if you deny Christ so He shall also deny you. I want to magnify him in my life in all I do. In doing so I cannot go wrong. He is allowing me to find myself but it isn't hampered with guilt. I do like music alot and so I deal with one thing at a time. I am a mommy before anything else.
P-ASSIONATEO-UTGOINGE-FFULGENTT-ALENTEDI-NTELLIGENTC-ARING
P-OISEDI-NSPIRINGN-URTURINGK-INDRED SOUL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~My dear friendI am blessed to know you;though that has not been long.You have had your struggles,but yet you still stand strong.I admire your courage forbeing open and so true...Thank you, pink for being you.Some people will try to shadowyour light; don't intertwine yourselfin their self-righteous fight.Just sit tight my sis, God will handleit all.God doesn't take lightly to the harmingof his own...He knows what you have shown.God presented you with your gift....that ofbeing free...free ofyour addicted life.Now you are no longer a seedless flowerbecause of God's power......The soil which you contaminated; he refertilized it.He continued to shower you with rain; though you struggled in pain.He continued to nurture you; though you were numb.He continued to strengthen you; though you were weak.God wouldn't give up on you;Therefore, your last try at destroying your root; God broke it offto get you to see that you could start over;As the flower of all flowers; forever blooming as you have so longedto be.P. Dowdell 2006
A Poem for PinkMay your soul dance up to the sky,floating back down on a dandelion seed.May your soul reach the farthest star,soaring back on the tail of a comet,May your soul dance with faeriesand sing with angels.May your soul know the grace of thunderstormsand the power of dragons.May your soul fly with eaglesand run with wolves.Created by Moon
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Lillianna my first great niece
Auntie and Lillianna
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Deftones
Lacey of Flyleaf
DEFTONES Korn Godsmack Alien Ant Farm 30 seconds to Mars My chemical Romance Limp Bizkit Tool Blink 182 Matisyahu Bob Marley Hot hot heat Sister Nancy Revenge is Bond Children of Bodem AFI Taking back Sunday The killers Lamb Of God Gwen Stefani
Donnie Darko!!! Lords of dogtownPatch adams, city of angels, Once were warriors, Kundun,Gone in 60 seconds, just to name a few I am Sam/ Sean Penn rocks great actor!!!!
Some quotes from my spiritual mentors....... Heraclitus: All things flow It is in change that things find rest. Ludwig Wittgenstein: If a place I want to arrive at could only be reached by a ladder I would give up trying to arrive at it. For the place I really want to reach is where I must already be. What is reachable by a ladder doesn't interest me!Poetic Pinks PoetryBlood fills my RoomCrystal tidesLiquid expands....Silvery bottomsCotton fields,red velvet geysersPain evaporatesTroubles fly away;my fingertipsbecomeescape doorsOrgasmic blissyet I amalonein aempty roomFully dressedandunable to restSnowflake patternson the spoononthe floor.Damnhow cansomethingso smallget meacting like sucha whore.Fist bangingon the floor.I need a doctorbecauseI just can't hit myselfanymore.I finally get it;pushthe plunger in.The toliet is clogged.All thesedistractionsare keeping mefrom getting high.I hear a ringingbut the phoneis off the hook.Thingsare all blurryhow the hellam Igonna cook.Thereflectionin the mirroris givingmeadirty look.SogladIamnolongerhooked.Poetic Pink 2006
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God, My dad thru all my stuff good and bad he has always been there. My daughters they inspire me to acheive greatness for them and thru them!!!!
My key holder is my major guy hero besides my Dad. Danny has taught me so much. I thank him for not loving me the way I wanted because it taught me and is teaching me to love myself. And when you love yourself first life is all good. He nudged me in the right direction and I love him for that. I will never love any other man the way I love him. I am on my path to greatness and Danny you along with a few named others have helped me be here right now.
Can't for get Virginia she rocks. She is a kind and loving lady and my kids and I love her.
April last but not least you are my hero because you help me to see I am getting better @ this thing some call life! And you rock your an awesome friend sis and family member!!Jeff is a champ for putting up with me I love you baby!!
The Lord is my Shepherd !!! Yes Yes Yes He is!!!!
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