I have many many different interests.First and foremost, my children. They are my life. Every breath I breathe and everything I do is for the three of them.Cherishing those that I love is also another interest of mine, though with some of those people I love, I don't think sometimes I do a very good job at showing them. It is difficult for me, because of past experiences, to show love to anyone except for my children.Some of my other interests include; writing, of course. Without it I would probably die. It is the only way to disperse the intense emotions and feelings within my soul. I live to write, and write to live.I've beem writing since age 11, and have found it the most useful tool in finding out who I really am. Life is nothing but a journey for us all, and I believe that the work never ends. What is most important is that we find ourselves and be comfortable in our own skin. So far, it has not proven to be an easy task for me, but it's one that I continue because each small piece of knowledge and acceptance in self and in others that I find , is so very rewarding.Feel free to check out some of my work in my blogs if you'd like.I am currently working on the story of my life, which has turned out to be the most difficult thing I've EVER done.I also love to dance, I paint abstract art, I ponder everything, I think constantly, I dream big,I hope high,
and do my very best to be the best I can possibly be...just for today.I cannot really elaberate on my "other" interests...so pay close attention to the pictures......oh yeah...and I forgot that one of my major interests is SHOES SHOES and more SHOES... :-)~YEAH YEAH YEAH...
That's right people...
I am a real live freaking......I also wish to rule the world someday!!! ;-)~ ...
I'd like to meet:
If there were one person I can say that I would like to meet...it DEFINATETLY WOULD BE GOD. I have already met the devil, and he is FUCKING BORING AS HELL!!! :)Seriously, I would like to meet people who are as diverse as me.Open minded people with many different interests and points of veiw.People that are real about life and not flakey or fake.People with passion.People who are as intense as me.People who do not settle.People who are always trying to improve their own existence.I'd like to meet people who are...
Hosted by Sparkle Tags...not so much just physically...but more so mentally.I could care less what a person looks like. It's not about that anymore for me.It's about the way a person MOVES me mentally, mostly with their words, because, to me...mental "hotness" is the "hottest" of all "hotnesses".Give me someone who can stimulate my mind any day...THAT'S what it's all about... :)
Hosted by Sparkle Tags...STOP RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW AND PUT YOUR FACE ON MY MAP, BIZZIOTCHES!!! LOVE YA!!!
Music:
love all kinds of music...especially stuff I can dance to...not really so much country though...I love love love to dance...it is the one of those things i do that allows me to escape...it is truly as if I become one with the music...both in body and soul...I have a wide range in tastes of music...from classical to techno/trance...etc...but it totally depends on my mood as to what I choose to listen to...but for those who know me...they know that EVERYTHING ALWAYS depends on my mood...;-)~...
Movies:
I like the kind of movies that make you think...the kind that leave you feeling as though you've been given some sort of message...i am kinda strange like that...i seek for the messege in everything......
Television:
ummm...what's a telivision?...I spend most of my time working or doing other things...I seldom get a chance to watch T.V. I am sooo NOT a couch potato, and want to smack people in the head with the remote who are!!!However, if I am "in the mood", I do sometiomes watch a 'lil bit. Usually that depends on whether or not I can be still long enough. I have been known to get up and leave the room right in the middle of a movie just because I cannot be still.When I do find something that I am totally into and totally interested in...the following ALWAYS seems to happen; SOMEONE ALWAYS TRIES TO TALK TO ME DURING THE SHOW!!!And I have this GREAT HUGE pet peeve. Actually, I have many, but this one is at the top, DO NOT TALK TO ME WHILE I AM TRYING TO WATCH A MOVIE...EVER!!! If the house is on fire, yes, tell me, but otherwise: SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
DO YOU WANT TO MEET THE DEVIL???...TALK TO ME WHILE I AM TRYING TO WATCH A MOVIE...SHE COMES OUT I PROMISE! LOL ;-)~...
Books:
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The only book I am currently interested in is the one I am writing. I have read many many books in my lifetime. Very few have the ability to hold my interest. My favorite poet of all time is undoubtidly, Edgar Allan Poe. He just totally fucking ROCKED!!!
Heroes:
isn't it funny how your views change?...
I think at the present time...
I would have to say that...
no one is my "hero"...
I do...
however...
admire many many people...
but I mostly admire those who have overcome difficulties in life...
as well as those who remain positive through out it all...
I admire people with patience...
people with passion...
people who never ever give up no matter what...
people who choose to be survivors and not victims anymore...
people who know beyond a shadow of a doubt that they are whole without anything or anyone else...AND ON A DIFFERENT NOTE...
Did i happen to mention...that...
Don't forget.........
I truly am...IF
YA
LOVE
ME
THEN
THANK
YOU...IF
YA
HATE
ME
THEN
FUCK
YOU...