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There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. -Friedrich Ni

About Me

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"Don't ask for an easier life,ask to be a stronger person"
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My name is Mary. I am a fun loving lover of life. I am an incredibly giving person who doesn't ask much in return except to be respected for the person that I truly am. I'm a down to earth good person. Upfront and honest. I have several different interests and likes. I am not one to have just one set or type of friends. No stero typing me! I'm spiritual, loving, and once you get to know me you could say I have a sense of humor. Although most people say I am too serious.
I am looking for my inner self. A journey to fulfill the reason of my existence. Longing for answers... I am a giver and I tend wear my heart on my sleeve. I am a procrastinator at times. I am usually quiet when I first meet new people but open up when I get to know them.
I like fall and spring best of all seasons. Fall because the coolness in the air makes me want to cuddle up with a loved one in front of a fire and read a good book. Spring is also a good time of year. The fresh sent of blooming flowers and sunshine gives a great sense of a new beginning. I enjoy kind words and good people.
I have reddish blonde hair and blue eyes. I am a mother of 5, I have 4 boys and 1 girl. I also have 3 step children. 2 boys and 1 girl. They are grown now. Grandmother of 5. I was born in Concord, California. Raised in 5 cities. Pismo Beach & Oceano were where I spent most of my time. My Mother was a gypsy so we often traveled to different states during my childhood. I currently live in Harrison, Arkansas. The Ozark Mountains are beautiful and I now call this home. I have 3 sisters and 2 brothers.
Unfortunately, life for me is not what you can say exciting... It is just what it is...I am on a journey...Let us see where it takes me.
OH YEAH, did I mention that I love chocolate!
I don't like people who are hypocritical or quick to judge.
I live with the feeling of being alone often
I love animals.
I think everyone should face reality.
Everyone makes mistakes and I accept that.
I love art & poetry.
I believe one person can make a difference.
I'm a great listener. You would be surprised at what reveals itself by silence.
I think more people should smile and laugh till they cry.
I think comfortable silence is one of the best feelings to have.
I'm generally easy to get along with, but I'm not afraid to speak my mind.
I love the sweet smell of summer rain.
I see beauty in strange places.
I'm not into trends
I love to sleep.
Always laugh at the illusions of life.
I love to have someone play with my hair.
I don't judge people, EVER!
I love photography and one day I hope to be able to do well with it.
I hate the feeling of being alone.
I think money is the root of all evil.
I love faries, angels and mystical things.
I don't understand why people are mean to one another.
I want to fix the world.
"My free Spirit"
My spirit soars as eagles fly
Above the towering trees.
My spirit flies as does the wind
That fills the sails at sea.
Free to fly into the realm
Of solitude divine.
My spirits free to face each day,
Unbound, my spirits mine.
As breeze across the desert sand,
My spirit takes to flight.
Soars above the dunes of time
On wings of gentle light.
As stars at night that dot the sky
My spirit never ends.
My spirit breathes till times demise,
Eternal life that lives within.
My spirit moves within the mist
As ocean waves shall curl and twist.
Waves that crash upon the shore,
My spirit lives forever more.
Free to face each single day
As I walk each path I've made.
Never lost, and never swayed,
Free to roam each right of way.
Soar above life's golden fields,
Spirits free that never yield.
Eternal life won't be denied
Once our spirits free to fly.
By William Scott Neidhardt
"stand close by"
join the circle play in the light
touch the stars in the created sight
hands on earth mind in the sky
these feet are walking by and by
cedar smoke curls into the sign
heart expands through your love so fine
breathless nights greeting Eastern glow
sleep it comes dreams singing lullabys you know
the Dragonfly sits and asks
for you to stand and remain within your tasks
soaring Hawk breaks into the day
purpose is given as you walk along the way
flowers new have been sleeping tight
reaching up bringing forth delight
recalling choice paths to make
as we travel on through no-thing to take
hold this stone it is the beginning
close your eyes as the veils are thinning
I will stand close by
as the one remains beyond tears we cry
By WhiteHart

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My Interests



"No price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself"
-Friedrich Nietzsche-

Photo by shasta magic

SOME OF MY INTERESTS:

~One Love~ Spirituality~ Peace~ Unity~ ~Photography~ Tattoo's~ piercings~ Forensics~ Art~ poetry~ Nature~ Faries & Angels~ Mental Health awareness~
~Recovery from Addiction,
Depression and Codependence~My kids & Grandkids~ getting together with my Juggalo family~
~ Chocolate YUMM!~ music ~ & I also enjoy people, Sleeping and well...snuggles!

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"Awaiting Grace"

Art by;
Joan Perrin Falquet


The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
~Eleanor Roosevelt~

Shall we dance among the moonbeams...

Shall we dance among the moonbeams, hold each other safe and tight. Play hide and seek in the shadows by the magic of faint starlight.

Shall we dance among the moonbeams. Shout our love for all to hear, kiss the stars with gay abandon; Make our true feelings ever clear.

Shall we dance among the moonbeams, whisper softly to each other of life and love and all such things; vow never to want another.

Shall we dance among the moonbeams until the sun stirs in the sky, hold hands and quietly slip away; waving darkness a fond goodbye…

Shall we…

© By Joey Christian

To my friend...
The Keeper of Friendship.
In a friendship
We're free to expose,
Parts of ourselves
Nobody else knows.
But the thing that sustains it
And sets it apart,
Is not something spoken
It's a bond of the heart.
True friends are rare
In a lifetime two or three,
I'm so glad it happened
Between you and me!
Author Unknown

Remember Me


Remember me for the love I've given, Remember me in the life I'm livin', Remember me and the heart you stole, Remember me and you making me whole, Remember me with that pretty smile, Remember me saying "it's all worth while", Remember me laying by your side, Remember me promising not to hide, Remember me whispering in your ear, Remember me saying I'll stay right here, Remember me for being myself, Remember me, if nobody else.

Written By my Daughter:
Kalisa Gatlin '07


Your Birthdate: September 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.
You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.
Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.
You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.

"The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." You are a CHEERFUL person. You believe that 'laughter is the best medicine' and do not take things seriously. You are naturally optimistic and encouraging, which makes you a role model for others. You are warm-hearted and relaxed, often seen smiling or laughing. You are someone who believes that you control your destiny.

Your traits:
*Openness in experience
*Nurturance
*Imagination
*Optimism
*Integrity
Your Color:
Pink/ earth tones
Your Quote:
"The truth of your destiny lies in your heart."
Your strength:
Your supreme genius

Your weakness:
Your inappropriate sensitivity

Your power color: Gold

Your power symbol: Star

Your power month: January What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


I'd like to meet:

~Down to earth, real people who want friends~

~Poets~
~Spiritual People~
~ People that will inspire me!~
~Like minded people~
~Artistic minds~

"Live the magic inside"

the time will come
when all will view
the depth of magic
inside of you

beyond your sorrows
and tragedies
lives a heaven inside
deep within you

shining a light
for all to see
Love ever growing
delightfully

as you take time to share
a life changing daily
to a joy beyond
all can compare

with all that has passed
before the time
that happiness so slightly

begins to caress
a Love that passes
all of the tests

given to finally show
that all you can know

beyond your self
is the Light that
ever glows brightly.

live the magic inside...

copyright. jim cole 05.04.2007
"poet healer"

Favorite poet or writer:

Edgar Allen Poe

Personal Quotes:
Everyone see's how you seem, However, very few know who you are.

Beware of the chocolate kisses, for within they hold the secret of eternal damnation, or a creamy chocolate center. I forget.

Man is like an ocean, seeking the distant shore, he does not know he is already there.
(Author unknown)

Give to the world the best you have, and the best will come back to you.
~Madeline Bridge~

I live in my own little world. But it's OK... They know me Here!

Things I cherish:
Times & memories I had with my Mother before she died. My sisters! Actually my family in general. The fact that I have a home to live in. The smell of winter. Sunshine on my face. Huggles! Feeling luv.

THINGS I DISLIKE:
* Grocery shopping * ~Ignorant people~ * Not being able to see my grandchild, Kali Starr *LIERS* Dusting UGG! * Cold feet on my back * Bubble gum smackers * Peanut butter * ABORTION * Haters *
Child abuse * Animal abuse*

Music:



I want to give a special thanks to Oxi Trash *Trashy Riff Raff* for this awesome image!

Movies:



Comedy, Romance, Suspense, & Horror

Favorite actor: Kevin Bacon


.

Kevin Bacon Is Awesome. In the past fifteen years Kevin could be linked to a phenomenal amount of movies. He is truly the versatile actor. Kevin was born on 07/08/58 in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. Kevin & his wife Kyra Sedgwick were married in September 1988. He is an Actor, Director, Musician & Songwriter. Kevin & his brother, Michael Bacon, formed the band The Bacon Brothers; & recorded their first album in 1997.

Television:



CSI ROCKS!, Cold case, Law & Order, Cold Case files, House, Medium, NCIS, Numb3rs, Autopsy, Forinsic files,

Heroes:

I have many heroes in my life. God of course. My kids and family! The many who fight for our country.

My daughter Kalisa took this picture off our back porch the other night.
this is a beautiful Ozark sky!



Jim, the old man.

~BROTHERS~

The Chandler men.
Jessie, Chad and Jim.

My oldest son, Jacob

My son Zackary & his wife Shasta

My grandson,
Elijah Zephyr 4 days old

This is my 3rd son AJ & his fiancé Stephanie

This is my daughter Kalisa. She is 17 years old.

Nathan is my youngest child at 13 years old.

This is Amanda, my step daughter. She rocks!

This is my granddaughter Abygail.

My Grandson Denver Kai being cool!

My sweet Granddaughter Hailey

My Granddaughter Rylea Evelyn Reign

My Blog

Can You See It?

Oh God, what has happened to me? I once gave my love ever so free something I do not understand has overcome me and all those around me do not seem to see I want to say HEAR ME but the words are not c...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 10:51:00 PST

A Prayer for You

This poem/prayer is very special.I wrote it for a friend that I have had for 15 years. Her daughter lost a baby in her 6th month of pregnancy and I couldn't do a thing to help their sadness so I wrote...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 01:17:00 PST

"No one looks"

Sweet Angel's tearsMomma holding her baby,crying sweet angel tears,shaking, trembling, sharing her baby's fear.What can a mother do to make the angels hear?Open your hearts and open your eyes!See the ...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 06:36:00 PST

"Wind the Flit"???

http://www.myspace.com/beazers     This post was found in my friends Carolyn blogs. Once I read it I had to repost it in mine so more poeple would read it. With her permission...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:40:00 PST

Stain the Sun

close my eyesin dim dimensionscast the shadow's darker intentionspace the pondand wait to seeyou washing in and over medraw me deep into warm sandsmy world is formed in loving handsthe tide, the promi...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 05:15:00 PST

3 am

A little something Iwrote...3 am...I sit outside , alone, not able to sleepon this star filled night. Wondering mind of minehaving thoughts of you . Simple things like the darksky past the yard light....
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Sun, 14 May 2006 03:00:00 PST

Your purpose

I am proud to have you on this Earth. The angels who surround you are proud of each and every action you take, each time you draw another breath and step falteringly out on the path of your life. You...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Thu, 11 May 2006 08:07:00 PST

Mushroom

Mushroom What could be the meaning of demeaningon unto the other notion,when reprimanding understanding,simply to deny devotion? Isn't it already somethingone would take into concern?Or must the droni...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Tue, 09 May 2006 05:51:00 PST

Underground Unites 4-06

Here are a few of the pictures I have from the party.Thanks to everyone for putting up with my drunkiness!...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 03:20:00 PST

I've been right all along

Being the person that I am....independent, genuine, patient...patience seeming to be my downfall, I am at least happy that I am no longer having the wool pulled over my eyes. Or at least I know now th...
Posted by Juggalo Moma ChÂǬ on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 05:11:00 PST