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Carolyn Collins

Only put off until tomorrow what you are willing to die having left undone. ~ Pablo Picasso

About Me

All photographs on this page, and in my blogs, are my own work unless otherwise noted. All photographs, stories and poetry are Copyright 2000-2007: Carolyn Collins, all rights reserved. ALL PROFITS FROM PHOTOGRAPHIC ART AND PHOTOGRAPHY GIGS GO TOWARD MY VOLUNTEER WORK WITH CHILDREN (see my "Interests" section for more details).
(photo by Hal Samples)
ARTIST STATEMENT:
Appreciation for the humanity
of people we never meet…
fascination
with shape, form, and light…
the magic
of transcending time and space
when one quietly
observes…
thus unfolds the beauty
of the ordinary.
I am drawn to images best described as the border between sleep and wakefulness. I find order in the world of chaos and record it without disturbing its natural environs in hopes that the viewer will experience that profound presence of simply being. It is the ethereal bridge I seek to capture... between seeing what exists and realizing what begs to be seen. Ultimately my photos speak to that part of our soul that questions, yet, expects no answer but feeling.
~Carolyn Collins
ABOUT THE ARTIST:
Carolyn Collins is an emerging artist residing in Dallas, Texas. She gains inspiration from her travels, as well as from her interactions with people of all ages, backgrounds and cultures. She is completely self-taught in photography, which has allowed her art to evolve independently. The resulting works stir the imagination, touch the soul, and instill a zest for life. Her works range wildly in style from voyeuristic glimpses to timeless documentaries to pure abstraction. She is constantly experimenting with a variety of subjects and techniques (as is evident by a quick look through this site). However, she is best known for her intimacy in capturing subjects.
One of the unusual aspects of her photography is that she still uses 35mm film exclusively. “I love the thrill of risk, the element of surprise… it’s an incredible feeling when I do capture the very essence of the moment with that single shot. Sure, it’s much more expensive to work this way, but that’s part of the artistic element in my work… the single shot.” Carolyn also maintains full control of the printing process, ensuring that the image produced is precisely the image she photographed. Only her abstract works involve any manipulation beyond reality. All of her images are now printed on archival matte fine art paper with archival pigment color inks.
Carolyn has always had a great appreciation for storytelling, and this is evident in her photographic style. “I’m horrible with names and facts, but I can recall the slightest smells, sounds, and sensory nuances of almost every person and place and moment that I have experienced.” Perhaps it is this abstract thought process that directs her focus to slightly different views of the world.
In everything... be thankful.
Today, I am thankful for the desire to seek more than pleasure. Thank you, God. :)
I am thankful to pursue, rather than escape. Thank you, God. :)
I am thankful for sweet moments of solitude. Thank you, God. :)
I am thankful for the luscious, soul-drenching rain. Thank you, God. :)
I am thankful for unexpected angels He sends my way. Thank you, God. :)
I am thankful for the clouds He brings. Thank you, God. :)
I am thankful for the colours of life. Thank you, God. :) ..
I am thankful that I have a place to eat. Thank you, God. :)
I am thankful for the gift of sight. Thank you, God. :)
I am also thankful for all the 'strangers' I get to meet. :) ..
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And other travels the past year...
Appreciating life - every moment of it. Pursuing my art behind the lens, connecting with others, and sharing what I can to make a difference in this world... even if it is only a tiny ripple in the sea.
I am also a strong advocate for those around me who are making a difference in this world.....

HopeshowTV

AT WAR is a documentary film about the chaos of war, set in Afghanistan. It speaks a message, not of a single country, but of a common humanity. Documentary filmmaker Scott Kesterson arrived in Afghanistan in May 2006 to begin a one year journey as an embedded journalist.
Directed by Scott Kesterson
Produced by David Leeson
Some of my heroes (the kids & music teacher of the African Children's Choir!). Photo taken 1/12/2007 by a former leader/chaperone. More about these at-risk children in my "Heroes" section and in my photoblog "Spiritflow"!

My Interests

My passions are travel, learning through others, and making a difference in this world (oh, yeah... and precious time behind the lens).

I adore interacting with elders and dearly love working with kids (currently volunteering as an expressive art therapy teacher for at-risk kids & homeless teens... also volunteer my photography services to capture hospice children behind the lens while they are here on this earth). All profits from my photography gigs and photographic art all go directly toward funding the film and art materials for these volunteer projects. I only wish I could afford to volunteer 12+ hours a day every day. There is so much more I want to do for so many.

Whenever time permits, I love to play: cooking, camping/hiking, horseback riding, catching a thought-provoking flick, adding a new experience to my life, doing ANYthing creative!

My tiny family is very dear to me (I steal-away with my niece for a new adventure every chance I get... and celebrate music with my young nephew through in a very crazy, life-affirming way).

I'd like to meet:

People who are real, and aren't afraid to live in the moment. People who naturally want to "pass it on"... and people who aren't afraid to receive from others. People who will put it all out there to pursue their passions. People who are as comfortable being quiet with me as they are conversing with me. And in the hereafter, I'd also like to meet: my birth parents, Einstein, Ghandi, Che Guevara, Harriet Tubman, JFK, MLK, Katharine Hepburn, Charlie Chaplin & Liv Ullman (yeah, I know she's still with us, but...).

Music:

Music is my drug of choice..... I use it to suspend a natural high, to dig deeply within, to lighten up, wake up, slow down, chill out, you name it. Into most every style of music from all over the world. Most frequent spins are indie labels of psychadelic, blues, rock, alternative, latin, folk, drumming, crunk, and world music of reality and hope. (But I'm freakishly into every kind of music to some extent, including opera and metal - I'm weird, I know. LOL)

I can't help but 'see' music in my head... and try to capture it on film as well. Go to my pics section and you'll find more samples in the 'music' album, but here are just a few.... FAT PALACE "Test Drive" (photographs and paper collage from 2005 photoshoot)

Eric Hisaw at Chuy's Thanksgiving Parade (Austin, Texas) 2005

a few more Fat Palace shots (2006)

Movies:

Indies and documentaries rule. Punto.

Television:

PBS (no cable/satellite): Independent Lens, Egg, AIR, Nova, P.O.V., Charlie Rose, BBC World News, Wide Angle, Frontline, Austin City Limits, several British sitcoms, a few cooking/gardening/home repair shows, any nature specials, any documentaries that open my eyes.

Books:

The Eight by Katherine Neville

The Lathe of Heaven by Ursula K. Le Guin

Silas Marner by George Eliot

Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes

GREYHOUND for BREAKFAST by James Kelman

Auntie Mame by Patrick Dennis

Blue Eyes, Black Hair by Marguerite Duras

The Art of Power by Thich Nhat Hanh

Change Your Thoughts - Change Your Life (Living the Wisdom of the Tao) by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer

The Von Bek series by Michael Moorcock

the series written by Carlos Castaneda... about his journey of spirituality, reality and existence... through the teachings of don Juan Matus and his Yaqui way of knowledge... and through the teachings of don Genaro Flores and his Mazatec ways

Heroes:

My heroes are those who are much worse off than most of us (in terms of health or income or any hardship they've encountered), yet are wiser, stronger. and more in tune with the universe than I have ever been.
Photo by Robin Buckson, The Detroit News / AP
These people are angels to me... they offer great insights and understanding... if only we will stop and listen.
The African Children's Choir (comprised of children primarily from Uganda, Kenya, South Africa, Rwanda, Nigeria and Ghanda) is an ambassador for ALL children in Africa who are orphaned and/or struggle to survive as a result of war, famine, poverty, the AIDS pandemic and other disease. The children in this choir simply want to BE the difference in their homelands and make a better world so that other children will not have to suffer as these choir members did. They have no worldly goods to give, they only have themselves... such beautiful instruments of God they are.
www.africanchildrenschoir.com

My Blog

Photo/Poetry Challenge (March 26, 2008)

If one of these photographs evokes any thoughts or feelings, please share... your insights are precious awakenings and I still cannot learn enough from you.   Every word you speak is like mu...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 10:54:00 PST

For the record... (UPDATED 2/20/08)

UPDATED WITH COMMENTS - AND THE CHALLENGE IS STILL ON TO THE REST OF YOU WHO HAVE NOT TAKEN THE PLUNGE! (Brian, your wussy cop-out of an attempt does not officially count!  LOL... AND there is an...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 07:07:00 PST

photography and writings of homeless teens

Although I cannot reveal the names of these angels (part of my promise of confidentiality as a volunteer), I am certain you will come to know these homeless teens as I do... by their spirits.  I ...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 10:19:00 PST

photo/poetry challenge! (Nov 20, 2007)

This is the circle, the jam session, the open mic, the quiet night under the stars, the walk in the rain...If one of these photographs evokes any thoughts or feelings, please share... your insights ar...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 11:35:00 PST

why I will never feel completely alone...

I introduced my niece/would-be-daughter in a recent blog by sharing one of her achingly tender poems (see "is there a place?").  Actually, I was introducing her soul-touching poetry. For the past...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 10:04:00 PST

OCD & ADD or, "Mix, stir and drink" (repost for a reason)

Originally posted 6/22/2006, I am reposting this (complete with insightful comments!) for a friend.  It should at least provide a chuckle for the rest of you. LOL A friend e-mailed earlier today ...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 07:04:00 PST

wow - deep questions! (repost for a reason LOL)

THIS IS A REPOST... I am not tagging people, but do feel free to share a little known tidbit (or 2 or three) about yourself in the comment section (because I love learning more about my friends). I wi...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 04:49:00 PST

is there a place? (10/16/2007)

is there a place in the world where the stars are sobright and numerous  that you can't even see the black emptyness thatremains to be  unexplored?is there a place in the world where butterf...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 09:26:00 PST

Speak to me... Photo/Poetry Challenge (10/6/2007)

Thanks for all of your e-mails, text messages, phone calls and comments.  I am healing and making the most of the restful moments I am able to grab.  We won't delve into Carolyn's crazi...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 10:17:00 PST

REPLENISH (9/15/2007)

REPLENISH push push faster harder give me give me all so that I may have more 'be' more get more own more win i suck you dry for my own selfish wants i rip you apart strip you naked claim dominion...
Posted by Carolyn Collins on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 03:36:00 PST