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Mike

shivering under the sun

About Me

"this is how I feel writing at times"
"I've played this one over and over and over again at times... and now is another of those times. I know there is a bluebird in my heart too Hank, but he's given up trying to get out...
My World Visitor Map!
I can't seem to find the whole song out here in cyberspace, but I highly recommend picking up a copy of it.she must've seen my myspace profile, because I know she's singing about me. Except, of course for the fact that I haven't been sober since long before October of last year... guess I'm good at fooling talented beautiful chicks... What is a Hoe?I like to write, so just to make sure, what ever I write here is mine and me from my mind and my life. My blog is all under copyrights, so there they are, then, the legal words required to satisfy the world that these words are all only mine.I used to ride Submarines. I am nothing but real... sometimes I wish I wasn't so real... though I tend to bring a quiet certainty of reality to the insanity in my life, most of which clears up the stupidity and superficiality of most others around me. In the end, I really wouldn't want to be anyone else. If you like, let me know what you think of what I write, positive or no.

My Interests

Perspective, good&bad bourbon, depictions based in truth, silence, chess, broken glass, a Lily, the sound of a word, and pros and poetry based in reality... oh yeah, and politically incorrect humor.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who knows who they are... not many at all... (that was the original), but now as I'm edging towards forty years old- I'd like to meet myself as well in twenty years, cuz I realize I don't know who the fuck I am at all either, so I guess I'd like to meet just about anyone who has something interesting to give.

Music:

shall we dance, or shall we sing? maybe we should put down our pens, our paints, our cameras, and our hibitions... and fall into a naked us.this one is for e.there's a personal story behind this song... but I doubt I'll ever tell it. Suffice it to say, it is one of my all time favorites."..this lou reed song fits into my now... perfectly.Anything that reaches, affects, touches, relates or resonates in me... If it moves me to the ends of my existence, I can listen, then indefinitely. Usually if there are words....they must matter and become the soul of the song, or I am completely and utterly put off and disgusted.

Movies:

One of my pass-times, I love all sorts, and don't rely on the critics.

Television:

I watch the news and the history of the human race and I can't not watch, and wonder what will become of us... so then I flip around in search of comedy that'll get me rolling with laughter on the carpeting!

Books:

Far too many to list, though highlights include 'catcher in the rye,' 'where the red fern grows,' 'ham on rye,' 'into the wild,' 'the old man and the sea,' 'catch 22,' 'Tuesdays with Morey,' and 'your money or your life,' to name only an insignificant few.

Heroes:

I don't have heroes, I would give a Hobo as much of my time as I would give a King or a President and the same personal respect to everyone."WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. Spending your entire life searching various forms of philosophy and religion, you choose to observe everything and believe little. You're personality is one of truth seeking, nature respecting and god/goddess accepting. Lastly, you don't judge anyone, but if annoyed, you will exact some form of revenge. You don't believe in the Three-Fold Law.

My Blog

just wait

it's not so horrible to watch and wait, there are many unrealized victoriesthat lieunder the disguise of instant defeat. often, even usually,haste is brutally bittenby another following haste... just ...
Posted by Mike on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:42:00 PST

I’ll never give in to them

too much...too many other thingsstabbing at my brain andmy beingtoo many details of stupidday to day little thingseat away at mepoking at menullifying mesucking the lifeout of me... there are seemingl...
Posted by Mike on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:16:00 PST

conversations aren’t all the same

see, you talk and you talkand you impress and you expressand you ponder and you thinkand you listenand you write and youfool yourself a little bitand you sing and youdrinkand you postpone and you del...
Posted by Mike on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 10:17:00 PST

midnight

crumpled andsweating icy bulletsunder hothumid sheetsof sleeplesstossing and turning,vicious thoughtsof visionsbargainingwith the godsover a trepidatiousintegritysweeping throughme with a typhooninten...
Posted by Mike on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:29:00 PST

truth

if the genuine doesn't lastunder the coverof an ordinary life, then the bleeding deathof beauty will necessarily be the end of me.
Posted by Mike on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:57:00 PST

even if we

there was an indelible fadingbehind a setting mysterybecoming an impairmentwithin me over something softening behind a possibleus and it was... an "I love you" kinda soft,a feeling that meltedbeneath ...
Posted by Mike on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:50:00 PST

this used to need to matter more to me

there's nothing wrongin particular,oh sure there's plentyout of place,everything that grinds against living...but that battle isalways on. I just thought at some pointthere'd be more fun to be ha...
Posted by Mike on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 08:34:00 PST

what is this now?

I couldn't rememberI couldn't remember you who you were before us. you were there and with mebut you didn't belongyou told me weneeded to bebut not really ... but you were thereand you've always been ...
Posted by Mike on Mon, 26 May 2008 07:26:00 PST

when I used to write all the time

I was wandering alongI didn't seeI didn't writethen I was pokedand given a meansI'd written before butnot like this it just fitand the words didn'twork then they suddenly loved meand they were more be...
Posted by Mike on Mon, 19 May 2008 01:24:00 PST

the procedure

all the fucking details grind away at meeverything delivered without formwithout paperwork seems tohave consequenceswhere explanations need be givento extrapolate some reason that sounds rightall the ...
Posted by Mike on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 11:11:00 PST