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I'd like to meet:

the one i Love who will Love me back...i am looking for a Goddess to be with me in a mutual reciprocity i want someone who will appreciate me for me and not try to force me to fit a mold. i too want someone who is similar to me but i am not going to 'make' someone be like me, or do what i do.i have decided over time that i do not want to date meat eaters or ciggerette smokers, i do not have a judgment about them as people, it is the activity that i do not want to surround myself with especially in an intimate (kissing) relationship.the people who know me know that i have a sense of humor but it is not the kind of humor that is easily understood, i want someone who can have an equal regard for both seriousness and for hilariousness. i would like someone who has a zest for life and a passion for the fullness of its flavors.socially i would like to meet people who are interested in having and participating in intentional community with an honest appreciation for what that would mean and why it is vital that we return to the 'archaic' or to the neo-archaic revival of respect for the earth, ourselves and each-other. i am trying to start a tribe of people with a focus on healing and creating liberation, it is like a seed that will, in time bear much fruit...
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Music:

i think that more people should have more of the sacred, the sublimity, and the surrender that can come with a humble and complete appreciation of what music is, and how it is one of our greatest gifts.Nietzche said that without music life would be a mistake and i have to agree with that, there is much more that i would like to say about music i feel that i have a deep respect for what a blessing it is and i hope you do as well...there is not enough room here for me to expound on all the bands that i love but here is a few Amon Tobin, Alizee, Atmosphere, Aesop Rock, Armsbendback, Aphex Twin, Autchre, Air, Alice in Chains, Alice Cooper, AM Radio, Aphrodite, Armor for Sleep, The Art of Noise, Avalanches, Asain Dub Foundation, Blackalicious, The Black Eyed Peas, Badly Drawn Boy, Beck, Belle & Sebastian, Bjork, Boards of Canada, Broken Social Scene, Buck 65, Bush (not the so called prez), British Sea Power, The Black Heart Procession, The Beatles, Bone Thugs and Harmony, Cake, Camper Van Beehtoven, Cold Play, The Color Red, Counting Crows, Cowboy Junkies, Chevelle, The Crystal Method, Cypress Hill, Cat Power, The Cranberries, Calexico, Coil, The Dandy Warhols, Danzig, Dashboard Confessional, De La Soul, Dead Prez, Death Cab for Cutie, Deep Forest, Dj Shadow, Dj Clue, Dj Spooky, Dj Dara, D12, Daft Punk, Delerium, Dorkweed, Depswa, David Grey, Dead Can Dance, Earlimart, The Eels, Enya, Enigma, Evanescence, Everything but the Girl, Elliot Smith, Eminem, Faith & The Muse, Faith & Disease, The Fiery Furnaces, The Fire Theft, Fischerspooner, The Flaming Lips, Floyd Jones, Flogging Molly, Franz Ferdinand, Frontline Assembly, Funker Vogt, Future Loop Foundation, The Futureheads, Garbage, Godsmack, Gwar, Guns & Roses, The Ghetto Boys, godflesh, Goldfrapp, Gorillaz, Haujobb, The Helio Secquence, Handsome Boy Modeling School, If Thousands, The Innocence Mission, Interpol, Iron & Wine, Jacob the Baker, Jets to Brazil, Jawbreaker, Jurrasic 5, Kanye West, Keane, The Killers, Kings of Leon, Kings of Convience, Lacuna Coil, Lamb, Lamplighter, Leftfield, Linkin Park, Live, The Long Winters, Loreena McKennit, The Magnetic Fields, Marylin Manson, Maroon 5, The Mars Volta, Maru Mari, Massive Attack, Mates of State, Mellow, Mercury Rev, Miss Kitten, The Misfits, Moby, Modest Mouse, Mogwai, Morcheeba, Mos Def, The Muffs, Muse, Mushroomhead, My Life w/ the Thrill Kill Kult, Nada Surf, Nas, Natalie Merchant, Neutral Milk Hotel, The New Pornographers, Nightmares on Wax, Northern State, The Orb, Papa Roach, Pedro the Lion, People Under the Stairs, Philip Glass, Pigface, Pinback, Pink Floyd, Placebo, Plasticman, The Polyphonic Spree, The Postal Service, Praga Kahn, Queen, Queensriche, Radiohead, The Red House Painters, Red Stars Theory, Rilo Kiley, RJ D2, The Rolling Stones, Rouge Wave, The Rubber Duckie Experiment, Rush, Sanford Arms, The Sea & Cake, Sigur Ros, Silkworm, Sleater Kenny, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, The Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Sparklehorse, Stars, Stellastarr*, Switchblade Symphony, Switchfoot, Swollen Members, Talib Kweli, Talvin Singh, Therion, They Might Be Giants, Tool, Tricky, Velvet Acid Christ, The Velvet Underground, Vendetta Red, Ween, Weezer, West Indian Girl, The White Stripes, The Wise Guys, Wu Tang Clan, XTC, Year of the Rabbit, The Zutons and much much more

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Movies:

i like more films than movieshere are some of my favorite movies they are in no particular orderApocalypse Now, The Thin Red Line, The English Patient, Ghost Dog: Way of the Samurai, Glen Gary Glen Ross, Ameliee, Adaptation, Equilibrium, Hero, Kill Bill, House of Flying Daggers, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Kung Fu Hustle, Akira, Vampire Hunter D, Ninja Scroll, Amerikan Beauty, The Legend of 1900, Sideways, Iam Sam, I Heart Huckabees, Waking Life, Sideways, Ghost in the Shell, What the #@^%* do we know, Schitzopolis, Minority Report, The Matrix, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Aliens, Office Space, Sin City, Pleasantville, Predator, The Big Lebowski, Raising Arizona, The Butterfly Effect, Snatch, Donnie Darko, Twin Warriors, Romeo Must Die, Spaceballs, The Minus Man, Along Came Polly, The Devils Advocate, Constintine, Total Recall, Terminator 2, Instinct, The Game, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape?, The Ninth Gate, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Oceans 11, Full Metal Jacket, Eyes Wide Shut, A Clockwork Orange, Dr. Strangelove, The Cell, The Silence of the Lambs, the Minus Man, Falling Down, Batman (the first one), James Bond and some of the older ones with Shan, Hilander the first one, Stargate (the movie not the show), Existenz, AI, I Robot, LA Confidential, A Beautiful Mind, Gladiator, 12 Monkeys, Hellraizer, The People vs Larry Flint, When Night is Fallen, Better Than Chocolate, Bound, Chocolat, The Last Samuri, Star Wars but i like the orginals better, Your Friends & Neighbors, and many others most recent awesome movie was THE FOUNTAIN so amazing

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Books:

i have read so many books that its hard to remember them all here is a list of some and for anyone who wants to knowPower vs Force by David Hawkins a look at the hidden determinates of human behavior...my absolute favorite book is Siddhartha by Herman Hesse i could write a book on why i love that book it is that good and one of the only books i have ever cried to, not because it was sad but because it was so beautiful it left me KNOWING that i am Siddhartha, that you are Siddhartha and that we are all on the path of Siddhartha and nothing we can do will make us stray from that path...more on that later... other books by Hesse i have read are Damien, Steppenwolf, The Glass Bead Game, Rosschild, and Narcissis and Goldmund. i plan on reading everything by him he has writtenStranger in a Strange Land by Robert Hienlin, one of the most powerful science fiction books ever written it literally spawned a generation and initiated a movement that is vast and still going on to this dayThe Lucifer Principle by Howard Bloom,Prometheus Rising...The Cosmic Trigger I,II,III, Quantum Psychology, The New Inquisition, and the walls came tumbeling down, Illuminatus! by Robert Anton Wilson,World of a Thousand Colors...The Majapoor Chronicles...Tower of Glass...Valantines Castle...Valantine Pontifix by Robert Silverberg,Beyond Good & Evil...Thus Spake Zarathustra...The Gay Science by Nietzche,Fear & Trembeling...The Sickness Unto Death by Soren Kiekagaurd,The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis,The Lord of the Rings Trilogy J.R.R Tolkien,Nothing in this book is true but its exactly the way things are by Bill Frizel,Remember BE Here Now by Ramm Dass,Behold A Pale Horse by William Cooper,The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life by Duronvelo Melkezedek,Ishmael, My Ishmael, The Story of B, Beyond Civilization by Daniel Quinn,i have read every book by Carlos CastenadaPlay of Conciousness by Swami Muktananda,Dandelion Wine...The Martian Chronicles, Fahrenheit 451 by Ray BradburySugar Blues by William Dufty,The Art of Shen Ku by Zeek,Awaken Healing Light of the Tao by Mantak and Mantewan Chia,Dune by Frank HerbertFlow my Tears the Policeman Said by Philip k. Dick,The Dancing Wu Li Masters, and the Seat of the Soul Gary Zukov,Enders Game by Orson Scott CardThe Tao of Physics by Frjita CaprovEmotional Intelligence by Daniel GolemannThe Souls of Black Folk by W.E.B. de BoisThe Wind in the Willows by Kenneth GrahameThe Undiscovered Self...Memoirs, Dreams, Reflections by Carl Jungand so many more i just cant remember them all right now

Heroes:

There are many people that i admire but few who i can call heroesAlex Grey he is a transcendental artist who draws spiritual art with people and places depicting the lines of energy and attraction...you can look him up at alexgrey.com...i very much admire the dali lama and he is a man i would really like to meet he is one amazing human being and he has made me cry on more than one occasion and anyone who can bring me to tears is someone that i really care about or someone who is extremly powerful im not by nature an overly emotional person but that does not mean that i am unfeeling or detached from my emotions i am sensitive and caring and a lot of people have told me that i am empathic...Nietzche even though i don't agree with what he says about girls and i dont justify his rhetoric i still admire his work not necessarily the man himself i have read almost everything he has written...Robert Anton Wilson he is someone i wish more people knew about he has written so many books and is creative and imagintive and yet pragmatic and sensible i was very moved by the book 'Promethus Rising' it is a book that will change your life if you let it simply put it is about being free and breaking from the chains that you cannot see...Inga Muschio for her daring and boldness for the book CUNT which in my opinion is one of the books every woman should read it made me laugh, cry, think and it also made me mad i cant fully describe her work any better than she can but it is a powerful work... Gandhi, the Dali Lama and all those who seek to unite