WRITING
READING
MUSIC
PAINTING
PHILOSOPHY
SUBVERSIVE AND ICONOCLASTIC LITERATURE
OCCULTISM AND ORGIASTIC BEHAVIORS
BIZARRE AND FETISHISTIC ACTIVITIES
ZAZEN
from
VOGAN- JULY 2006
WHY DO YOU WRITE? THAT IS, WHAT IS THE ATTRACTION TO THE WRITTEN WORD?
It's word-love, to a degree- and I've always enjoyed what the English language, and other languages, can do. There's a certain...I dunno, a certain sense that comes to it, like math people will relax by doing calculus, which I cannot for the life of me comprehend, but there it is.
IS IT HARDER FOR A WRITER TO GET NOTICED THAN IT WAS, SAY, 30 YEARS AGO?
Of course it is. With the internet, the world has become microscopic. But there are trade-offs. The internet has brought us Retarded Animal Babies, and it's made it easier for me to track down all of those Henry Rollins spoken word recordings that I treasure. And that, bringing your question back home, informs my work, so you spins the wheels and you takes your chance, Traveling Jack, because the world isn't gonna act like it owes you nothing. The playing field has been leveled, to a degree, but it still comes down to self-promotion and belief in your own work and worth. If you don't KNOW in your heart of hearts that you are the best writer on the planet, you shouldn't even fuck with it. There's too much BAD writing in the world, and your gut will tell you whats good and what's bad. Good writing is nourishing- it's not bullshit and your stomach knows bullshit because you see bullshit every day of your life. Bad writing is everywhere. I hate to discourage people, because at least they're reading, but reading those summer blockbuster beach books is like pouring sugar in your mental gas tank.
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR WORK?
I’d say it’s like...that’s always the toughest question to answer…I’d say it’s like John Updike getting felt up by Clive Barker at a party thrown by Norman Mailer, with Aphex Twin DJing the event.
HOW DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN THE WORLD OF FICTION?
I am the last, best hope for philosophical pornographic satanic trash literature.
WHO WERE YOUR LITERARY INFLUENCES, COMING UP, AND WHY?
Well, Norman Mailer of course, and John Updike and Clive Barker- although I really do prefer his earlier work as opposed to all the fantasy he’s written in the past fifteen years or so- not to knock the guy for trying. Um, Jay McInerney gave me hope for a while- except for that third book he did (Story Of My Life- 1988). Poppy Z. Brite was a a well-timed kick in the ass. But for the most part, literature in the past twenty years or so has kind of sucked. There are the occasional bright lights, but it’s been bleak. And not just literature, either…everything seems to have gotten the dimmer switch turned down on it at some point. It’s the same with films, and music, and art in general. It makes me hopeful, though, because I’m not the only one who sees it, and whenever there’s a vacuum like that, things get better. Music in general before Guns N’ Roses released Appetite For Destruction was in a pretty sad shape and then- BAM! Nirvana had that same effect as well. I don’t think that books or fiction in general is as important to the society or culture at large as it was in years gone by- we are the products of what I believe is a decidedly- and purposefully- less literate culture. Big Brother wants you to be stupid- and He wants you to tune in to Joe Millionaire and Friends, where He will provide you with examples of precisely how brainless and inane He wants you to be. Big Brother wants you to shop at Wal-Mart, where He will control the media that influences your life. Big Brother doesn't want you to know about the spoken word performances given by Henry Rollins, or Jello Biafra or Terrence McKenna- or a thousand other things- because they will crack your laminate of societal posturing. Big Brother doesn't want you to know about Bill Hicks, because Brother Bill will provide you with the courage and impetus to spit in His face.
WHEN DID YOU START WRITING?
When I was sixteen, I started for real. There were a few false starts prior to that, but sixteen was the point where I looked at myself in the mirror, so to speak, and saw what I was. I couldn’t relate to the people around me, for the most part- there was always something different going on inside of my head, or so I thought- and I think it was around that time when I read about Truman Capote’s observation that when he was younger, he thought that he was having fifty observations in his head per minute as opposed to everyone else’s five. That’s when I realized that I wasn’t so much of an anomaly or a freak. Or if I was a freak, I was a specific kind of freak. It was a separatist thing, to be sure, but it was also a way to belong to a certain sub-strata of the populace that I was only faintly aware existed prior to then. And I wasn’t being false with myself, I wasn’t going a way that felt wrong- in many ways, it was the single most righteous decision I ever made in my life. And like most decisions falling into such a description, it really wasn’t much of a decision at all. I’m not this way because I’m a writer; I’m a writer because I’m this way.
WHO IS- OR WAS- YOUR FAVORITE WRITER?
For style and consistency, I would have to say John Updike. No one else in the world writes the way that he does, and very few have enjoyed the longevity of career or employed the breadth of scope that he has. Mailer’s a close second, but they are completely different animals. Bret Easton Ellis, whom I unintentionally left off of my answer to the previous question, is good as well- he creates a goodly number of inimitable situations, and his dexterity of language produces many, many killer lines- lines that belong in any literate person’s lexicon. I would say the same for Jay McInerney as well. But Easton’s output is spotty: every other book is crap. He did Less Than Zero, and that was fucking amazing, and then he did The Rules Of Attraction. After that, he wrote American Psycho- a brilliant but sadly misunderstood book at the time- but the follow-up, Glamorama, sucked horribly. At least, in my humble opinion. After that, I kind of lost interest. If you occasionally throw off a collection of shitty writing, it does affect your credibility when you seek to speak with your constituency about matters of life and death. Fiction is a deadly serious business, and if you're dry and out of ideas, then just fucking say so and keep working at it until you’re finally writing something that it would be a crime not to let other people read.
WHAT IS YOUR WRITING TECHNIQUE?
To quote Jimmy Page, “Technique doesn’t come into it- I deal in emotions.†I copped that line a long, long time ago, and it is a coy way to deflect the question, but as I’ve gotten older and more experienced, I’ve discovered that it is a very prescient and true statement. I try to create a mood within myself, and then I convey that mood onto the page- or screen, as technology would have us have it these days- using the best word choice that I can possibly muster. What are the trappings I employ? Oh, candles, music, cannabis- it’s like seducing a woman, if you can believe it, but it’s all in your mind, and then you need to get it out, in as unadulterated a fashion as possible. It’s no good if people see the puppet strings as you’re pulling them, and if it seems like a seduction- the lights too low, the music too slow- then she knows what you’re up to, and it’s all gonna seem false. The best seduction happens without anyone knowing that it's happening at all.
BOW TO THE BOOGIE-PUSSY!!
CORONER
REVOLTING COCKS
BUCK SATAN AND THE 666 SHOOTERS
BRIAN ENO
MIKE OLDFIELD
JESU
ZODIAC MINDWARP AND THE LOVE REACTION
AEROSMITH
DAVID BOWIE
FILTER
TRAVIS SHREDD AND THE GOOD OL' HOMEBOYS
SWANS
RADIOHEAD
BUCKETHEAD
TALKING HEADS
SEVERED HEADS
CORN BUGS
CHEAP TRICK
PINK FLOYD
CIRCUS OF POWER
MOTLEY CRUE
DOWN
GODFLESH
MINISTRY
NINE INCH NAILS
THE CURE
GUNS N' ROSES
PRONG
PANTERA
DANZIG
FAITH NO MORE
THE MISFITS
KYUSS
DOG FASHION DISCO
MASTERS OF REALITY
QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE
MR. BUNGLE
TOMAHAWK
CORROSION OF CONFORMITY
SLAYER
OBITUARY
LOVAGE
BLACK SABBATH
BARRY MANILOW
ANTHRAX
MEGADETH
METALLICA
PRINCE
DRESDEN DOLLS
TYPE O NEGATIVE
LED ZEPPELIN
TOM WAITS
DREAD ZEPPELIN
APHEX TWIN
TOOL
A PERFECT CIRCLE
KING DIAMOND
AFGHAN WHIGS
ALICE COOPER
ALICE IN CHAINS
ALIEN SEX FIEND
ANI DiFRANCO
BASIL POLEDOURIS
BEATALLICA
THE BLACK CROWES
BLACK SABBATH
CLEO LAINE
COUNTING CROWS
JANE'S ADDICTION
CURRENT 93
DEATH ANGEL
ELVIS COSTELLO
GWAR
IRON MAIDEN
LENNY KRAVITZ
LEON REDBONE
LEONARD COHEN
PEEPING TOM
MC HAWKING
MACHINES OF LOVING GRACE
LORDS OF ACID
MARILYN MANSON
MOTHER'S FINEST
10,000 MANIACS
NORAH JONES
THE POLICE
PETER GABRIEL
PETER FRAMPTON
THE PRETENDERS
PRIMUS
LIMBOMANIACS
PAULA COLE
SARAH McLACHLAN
PORTISHEAD
PSYCHEDELIC FURS
RICHARD CHEESE
ROB ZOMBIE
WHITE ZOMBIE
COLE PORTER
SAMHAIN
SQUEEZE
SMASHING PUMPKINS
THE SUGARCUBES
TESTAMENT
THE BEATLES
THE EAGLES
WHITNEY HOUSTON
BUT ABSOLUTELY
NO HEE-HAW MUSIC
OR RAPPING ASS-CLOWNS
RESPECT YOUR BRAIN
LIFE IS TOO SHORT
TO LISTEN TO SHITTY MUSIC
FIGHT CLUB
THE DEVILS REJECTS
SAW
VANILLA SKY
DOMINO
HOUSE OF 1000 CORPSES
BOONDOCK SAINTS
DE-LOVELY
SUICIDE KINGS
BEGOTTEN
SIDEWAYS
HISTORY OF THE WORLD, PART 1
HOSTEL
DOGMA
AMERICAN PSYCHO
RESERVOIR DOGS
WHEN HARRY MET SALLY...
AMERICAN POP
BRIDE OF RE-ANIMATOR
QUILLS
PULP FICTION
NATURAL BORN KILLERS
PINK FLOYD: THE WALL
FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS
SID AND NANCY
GROSSE POINT BLANK
FOUR ROOMS
AMADEUS
ALTERED STATES
THE CROW
MEMENTO
MULHOLLAND DR.
LOST HIGHWAY
SEVEN
RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARK
and, of course:
TOILET FACE!
TOUGH GUYS DON'T DANCE
by Norman Mailer
THE ACCIDENTAL TOURIST
by Anne Tyler
FALLEN ANGEL
by William Hjortsberg
THE SECRET HISTORY
by Donna Tartt
THE THIEF OF ALWAYS
by Clive Barker
THE DARK HALF
by Stephen King
PHILOSOPHY IN THE BEDROOM
by The Marquis de Sade
AMERICAN PSYCHO
by Bret Easton Ellis
BRIGHT LIGHTS, BIG CITY
by Jay McInerney
THE MYSTERY OF EDWIN DROOD
by Charles Dickens
COSMIC BANDITOS
by A.C. Weisbecker
GET IN THE VAN
by Henry Rollins
NAPALM AND SILLY PUTTY
by George Carlin
THE UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING
by Milan Kundera
FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS
by Hunter S. Thompson
UP AND DOWN WITH THE ROLLING STONES
by Tony Sanchez
THE LONG HARD ROAD OUT OF HELL
by Marilyn Manson (w/Neil Strauss)
THE DIRT
by Motley Crue (w/Neil Strauss)