There is much to see in this world. I..m not generally talking about the physical matter surrounding us, but the projection flow of unconscious knowledge. The unconscious always communicate in one or another. I have in a long time tried to build up an communication link to my inner Self, and especially the Higher Self (which is the "real me"). I have a quest to unite my Soul or Higher Self with "God". The Unio Mystica. God is already in us as we are in God, but it there is a great "distance" inbetween. Our body is God..s Temple. By some reason our Soul (and God) communicate with matter through this Temple...Maybe the souls (and God) need matter to be aware of their own existence? Are we the thoughts (souls) in God that makes His/Her conscious about His/Her Self? Anyway, I think God act through our unconscious and therefore I try to understand ways to reach it.
Psychology teach me how to know the magic that resides in our own being. Me, as an masculine entity need to become friendly with the feminine entity of my psyche, namely the Anima. The Anima has manifested itself through different forms like an old woman, a succubus, enchantress, all kinds of sexy and attractive women, and goddesses (und so weiter). In the middle of all this lies buried the real Anima. The true essence of feminine energy. The Anima is Adam..s Eve (and Adam is Eve..s Animus), so these energies are ancient and powerful. Come forth! It is a sad fact that I have harmed my Anima through my life by making it as a part of my Shadow Self (my dark side)...What I do right now, is to bring light to it and make it positive in the way I can. By accepting my Shadow I accept my Anima.
I mentioned earlier that I am building a link to the unconscious...I use meditation and magic to accomplish that. Sometimes it works, sometimes it don..t. It depends always what I work with from time to time. I only use magic to know myself and the different worlds inside. That mean for an example a lot of invocations (I call forth entities from within). I have experimented with evocations (calling of entities outside myself) but spiritual beings often get dark or evil when forcing them "down" to the physical domains. It is much safer with invocations...
I believe that the Soul has always existed. The Soul have no space (three dimensional space-time) and it is therefore eternal. The unconscious is also eternal and is a vast library which contains the collected knowledge from past lives. There have to be ways to reach some of this...if you know a way, please tell me...
Here is two old poems that I have translated to english. I did them for about 8 years ago...
in your sensitive mind
life comes in tender waves
flowing through you like a restless fairy
lost in its own dream
the sphere of oblivion
awake within thy thought
created by a demon
eager to accomplish evil
so without the love of life
you tremble as thou wonder
where reality has hidden
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interpreted dreams dwells
in the morning abyss
destroyed in bittersweet anguish
the heart of reason
rots in the depths of hell
temptation in the veins
the blood of Christ
sparkles with regrets
and the lost virtue of a demi-god
searches for divine intimacy
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I love to walk beneath the trees when the leaves falling over me and the cold breeze makes me shiver.
I love to sit quietly in the dark in my apartment when everybody sleeps.
I love to dream about dreaming.
I love to embrace the spiritual entities around me.
I love to write and paint when i..m not there.
I love to feel the presence of something unnatural.
I love silence.
I love to talk without saying anything.
I love when the snow lay on top of the graves in the cemetary.
I love life as a part of death.
I love love.
I love...
You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations.
Ecclectic Pagan
95%
Kabbalistic Pagan
65%
Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)
65%
Eastern Pagan
60%
Zoroastrian Pagan
55%
Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan
30%
Celtic Pantheonic Pagan
25%
Shamanic Pagan
20%
Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans
20%
Catholic (Pagan?)
20%
Roman Pantheonic Pagan
15%
Greek Pantheonic Pagan
5%
What kind of Pagan are you?
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