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August Gone

Schizophrenic Romance novel Massacra Nella Testa

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Take a step forward Now step back Take another step forward Close your eyes Walk that fine line Now Jump Into infinity and beyond awaits There are no limits but the limits we make There are no rules but the ones we breakChaos and creativity. The substance of atomic attraction. Without imagination the human mind cannot comprehend of destiny, future, nor of “id”. The past is but a memory altered by a present state of emotions and the relationship to and understanding of the chemical reaction of “fear”. Within the immaterial mind is where the structure of our own subconscious thoughts react and unfold into the material substance which manifest our entire being or alternately human perception of reality. So what is reality? Is it what you think or is it what I think? Is it only the collection of a general consensus which allows us to define our own perception? Is it what is written in the doctrines of time which have been handed down in an order of credo, dictated to us of the life in which we are supposed to live, the behaviors we are meant to personify and the beliefs we are supposed to sacrifice in order to deliver our souls from evil? Or is it rather the combination of both sensory perception and creative interpretation? It is the foundation for schizophrenia. The inside of a “lost” awareness, taboo evolved into a psychotic state of societal opinion where parameters are the boundaries by which power holds back the freedom of creativity and the voice which spawns revolution. A reaction against the system. A chemical imbalance of legitimate misconception labeled outrageous. Branded the roots of insanity. Is there a good and evil? A heaven and hell? A war worth fighting? For in the pacified minds of the surreal paranormal, we find that which has been disturbed, our sanctity for false gods and icons and a rhetoric impressed upon us which further defines us not by our morals, but by our impulses. It does not satisfy nor does it saturate, this state of worship. For, consensus is only answered by those who support it. Never formulated for those who oppose it. Let it be known in the balance of dueling contradictions, that in the case of human existence, our race survives on the collaboration of emotion. And our emotions are created from a system without emotion designed specifically for the purpose of controlling our every thought and feelings of good and bad. If there really is a good and evil, then which side are we on for both sides would disagree with the others position? But the light does not fight the dark. Only the dark can fight the dark. Light consumes the darkness. Does not suppress it. Only the dark can be suppressive as it stunts the growth and leaves the roots beneath the surface. Only the dark is at war with the dark. That said, then so should those who oppose the darkness only look into the light of ascension embracing the darkness in the shadows and be in a state of awareness, the unaltered bliss leaving forever a reality as the combination of and not one or the other.
Click on this image for the link to the book!!! "The Book August Gone, started in March of 2003 in Bologna, Italy in a time of controversy for the world when America decided to invade the country of Iraq. This is a fictional account of a man who loses his mind in search and waiting for one woman who promised her love to him at a time when peace in the world could only be between a man and a woman. The "Man" is the main character and as he develops, so unfolds a history of drug abuse and schizophrenia, related to a timeless battle inside his own mind that deals with a war from the past and tries to find a disconnect with the wars of today. Throughout the Man's life, he attempts to blanket the madness inside his own mind and in trying to escape ends up taking on the role of several different alter egos. This is a literary account with beautiful prose and philisophical dialogue that will keep the reader up wondering what waits for them when they turn out the lights and go to bed to dream where the world of lucid imagination and subconcious wrap a person's mind in a pretzel and leave them feeling the unbalance of the world outside, which in reality is only caused by the turbulence inside one's own mind. Travel across Africa and Europe and explore the mind of a schizophrenic in August Gone. Ciao!!! Auditioning Celebrities

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A man wakes in the park in Bologna, Italy. His mind is a blur from the night before. Not sure where he is, rising and walking through the mist of another day in a land far away from the one where once felt the motherly bosom of tenderness and affection. His life can only be what he can remember and though he does not remember anything at first, first he knows that the language spoken to him by passerby’s is not his own. And only to find himself alone he is greeted with respect as the old American who has come so far to wait so long for a woman who never comes. “August,” he calls to her. Though she never comes and he still waits and that is enough to believe in. Why should his demons be any more restless in the pursuit of what only patience delivers? Falling into darkness, journeys through the space of time and life and all of the worlds history falls upon his shoulders. Were they his lifetimes? Were they his romances? Did he ever really know anything of these events of time, or is it the state of dementia which provides no clarity to the truth and to that of the imagination. In his own mind is the shadow of darkness. In his smile is the sunshine of eternal happiness. His soul is for the day to decide of what must make the man from the life which he has made. Flashbacks and seizures take him through the rain and the snow and across the earth in search of the one thing left to hold onto. August. The fall. Autumn. The time of death and transformation. The month of Virgo. The Virgin of hope. The last angel to leave the earth after all other gods on earth abandoned the human race for the evil which overwhelmed the mind became so corrupted that temptations for man’s ego and his desires for sinful pleasures, war and domination, sex and greed, were even too much for her to believe. As she loses faith so goes the fate of the planet earth. In August Gone, a man holds on with every breath, every thought of hope left in his soul that one day the virgin will return and shine light again on the darkness of confusion. Scrap together for the little pieces of scaffed up memories to see the bigger picture and what do you get? Freedom? Sanity? You and me and us again in the same room playing the guitar and smoking something nice wherever that might be. So, now you know my politics. What else has changed? These are the times we're living in. Filthy dirty cock roaches. Ah, heaven. Is a place on earth and in a picture on the window. Afrikaaners. Then he took him to the pig down in the valley through the thorns and vines and branches into the creek bottom where the dogs were barking and biting the pig and the tusks on the sow sliced through their legs and their bellies. A book and the pulse of a soul and the corners in a mind to the cliffs of insanity and the meadows of lavender in her hair and hope is somewhere in the words that lie before you. Sweet dreams. Who knows where the winds may take us? Go, when you're blown and light another candle when you are there to keep the fire burning and the beat of the world drumming in the minds of those who are most fortunate and have quieted the tiss of human suffering with their own drama. I and I know that all I fight the battle inside. Peace is when I look into your eyes. Stop there for a second and watch the tower grow in the mirror in front of you. See me calling for the peasants in the fields and the knights on horse back. The hunchback in the cellar and the priest upon his alter. And I'll fly away. And you can put me back on your shelf again and call it August Gone.Buon giornata amici. Ci vidiamo un altra giorna nella questa vita. Bella, no? Il piacere e mio. Guarda le stelle nelle tiele. Dopo la guerra nella mente, cuando le strade fa grande sacca de gente. Bevi cosi. Fumi cani. Fai bacci alla reggazzi. Bacci Tutti. Arrivaderci!!!

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You scored as Idealist. Idealism centers around the belief that we are moving towards something greater. An odd mix of evolutionist and spiritualist, you see the divine within ourselves, waiting to emerge over time. Many religious traditions express how the divine spirit lost its identity, thus creating our world of turmoil, but in time it will find itself and all things will again become one.

Cultural Creative


100%

Idealist


100%

Materialist


88%

Postmodernist


75%

Existentialist


75%

Modernist


50%

Romanticist


25%

Fundamentalist


25%
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You scored as Anarchism.

Anarchism


92%

Republican


58%

Socialist


50%

Communism


50%

Green


50%

Democrat


33%

Fascism


17%

Nazi


0%
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My Blog

Zimbabwe Burning in the Mind of Tyranny

I had the crosshairs on her left temple. Ready to pull the trigger. I breathe and squeeze. The recoil settles down again and I can see her standing there looking bewildered. What could have happened? ...
Posted by August Gone on Mon, 05 May 2008 04:15:00 PST

Eternal Suicide of love

I met her on Halloween when the freaks come out. A ghost from my imagination. And she haunts me with the rest of them. A plural duality of the battle between the sexes. Didn’t know if she was se...
Posted by August Gone on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 06:38:00 PST

The Queen of my Kingdom.

My heart belongs to a wolf. Silent through the woods she walks down the path with the fresh snow beneath her feet and is still quiet. That day I was making fire under a pine tree. She saw me before I ...
Posted by August Gone on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 11:25:00 PST

Explicit content. Dreaming can be hazardous to your health.

Follow a line of free flowing thought and you will always come up with the logical answer. They can't be found searching the stars in a Hollywood magazine, unless you're gorgeous and your style is irr...
Posted by August Gone on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 11:36:00 PST

So what!

So what are we going to do? One can only deliberate for so long. We must side somewhere or there is no need to conspire. Without a reaction we are as good as a fish out of water and into the frying pa...
Posted by August Gone on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 08:30:00 PST

Explicit Mourning

My fingers. My skin. The nails and the hair. My rancid decaying breath whispers to the Universe. Thoughts unedited purge from my bleeding heart. Don't be tame. Screams into the night. A world grows al...
Posted by August Gone on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 11:25:00 PST

The Chronicles of Carlin

Tear up a stack of napkins faster than an attention span rethinks the consequences of belligerence. Bury another camel in the ashes. Another 20 on the table. Irate. Skipped the meds for today and meal...
Posted by August Gone on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:35:00 PST

Oh, Conspiracy

I see you Divine Miss White. So hey. How's it Darling?Didn't know I was listening, bru? Doubt anybody ever does. Listen to what, though?Conspiracy?Theory!Knowledge is rubbishOut with the garbageKillin...
Posted by August Gone on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 05:34:00 PST

Let's be happy, she said.

What happened yesterday? Today there was snow and the man didn..t remember it that way. There was a room and a television and sacred mobiles. Hundreds of elephants. Not this place we..re at now, but ...
Posted by August Gone on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 02:26:00 PST

Gone home to Darfur.

We are not helpless together. But 'together'. We cannot sit on sides. That is too much out of the way. Another thousand die. Tie your mind up in a computer world and you might get stuck in the middle ...
Posted by August Gone on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 04:19:00 PST