power
power
I think you get where we're coming from...
www.engrish.com
if you want to be my friend send me a message. please read my whole profile and maybe a blog or 40 first. you don't know me, I am not as cool as I make myself out to be, and I have little to offer you. SO BE SURE YOU UNDERSTAND. ; and then. if you are just a person. (maybe posing as a band on myspace) go ahead. send me a message. think about it. then tell me why I want to be your friend. I probably do. but you should tell me anyway. otherwise...if you are too lazy starseed...don't bother.... ;)TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED IN THE FOLLOWING:
your band (unless your organic/synthetic spiritual sounds and presentation could totally wow me, DON'T EVEN BOTHER)
Promoters of any kind!(go away)
spiders, crawlers, spammers, etc go away i don't like you!
people...who freak me out. (it's pretty hard to accomplish)
and now! on to the good stuff!
www.engrish.com
click on the picture ;)
a lot of people have asked me what starseed means...a call to the seekers, find an answer here!
awaken starseeds, and shine!
A Creed for the New Millennium
I am a Starseed,
Long ago, in the very mists of endless time, myriad drops of conscious Light, left the Source, The Great Creator force, the Golden Sun, beyond the constellation of Lyra, the Harp. As a golden shower of light, they slowly travelled through the huge and empty regions of eternal space, searching for new, undiscovered worlds that they could play upon and build their cities of ethereal light.
Dark, cold worlds which would be illuminated by their golden, omni radiance. For millenniums, they searched for suitable planets, to make their own. A mighty armada of golden beings, streaming forth in all directions. Until finally, billions of cosmic beings settled upon hundreds of planets within the limits of the Milky Way Galaxy, amongst them small planets within the Orion, Sirian, Andromedan, Arcturan and Pleiadian Constellations.
Upon these distant planets, they created marvelously intricate, physical forms for themselves and over countless eons of time, raised mighty civilizations. There came a time, when those loving and advanced beings, turned their sympathetic eyes to Earth, Mother Gaia. They had long achieved universal peace and brotherhood and they wished to share this loving gift, with others. Scout ships of pulsing, white light set out for distant Earth.
They observed with compassionate hearts, the countless problems of Gaia - her grievous pain, her bloody wars, her heartless famines, her lack of Oneness. Many of these advanced beings, saw the fair daughters of man and fell in love. Beautiful, semi- celestial children were born. But, still it was not enough.
" We must give up our celestial home planets and incarnate to Gaia. To help the humans raise their Light - we must become human! " They cried out with one, unanimous voice. And so, in waves of many hundreds of thousands, these brave volunteers, full of great optimism, incarnated to Lemuria, Atlantis and Mu.
They lived many millenniums as humans, eventually almost forgetting, their unique, extraterrestrial beginnings. For countless centuries, the Orions, Sirians, Andromedans and Arcturans brought their information, customs and traits to Gaia. The Andromedans, cloaked in authority and respect, brought the gifts of justice and wise rule. The Sirians, lively and orderly, brought mystery and activity. The Orions, joyously kind, brought forth the gifts of happy, family life, abundance and spontaneity. And the Arcturans who existed as angels in the open spaces, brought spiritual sensitivity and unconditional love.
Now it is the time for the gentle, artistic Pleiadians to bring their gifts to the people of Gaia. To steer Earth in a new direction of Love and Light. To end the old reigns which mistakenly turned to power and fear, as a way of solving the problems of Terrans. In the latter quarter of the twentieth century, millions of Pleiadian volunteers flocked to Earth, incarnating as human children, being raised in all their cosmic power to become - "the Starseeds."
These sensitive and gentle beings, found the harsh vibration of Earth, difficult to comprehend and bear. Like all new babies, as they were born, the divine veil of amnesia, was placed upon their minds - they forgot that they were from a more advanced and loving race with extra normal powers, they believed that they were purely human, in a limited body and mind.
Yet, through their childhood and adolescence, they recognized that they were different! They thought differently to others. Their interests were contrary to those of their parents and friends. They created wonderfully, imaginative worlds within their minds, where life was so much more noble, inspiring and exciting. Still, they often felt very alone, confused and different.
They saw through the absurdities of third dimensional life, in the 20th century. They didnt need things, to make their lives special. A new car, a large house, the best job, power, fame, money - all these tools for life, seemed unimportant and childish. Restrictions by society, governments and laws, seemed overwhelming. Wars - senseless, and disputes and arguments - immature. They knew deep within themselves, that they were here for something special, something unique - they had incarnated for a higher purpose!
Many sadly, never found that divine purpose and instead turned to drugs and dangerous behaviour, as a way to deaden the harsh vibration of Earth. Numerous young men and women, prematurely exited their confused lives, returning once again to the higher realms, rather than remain on Gaia, unawakened spiritually.
Others began to search for a higher meaning to life, exploring new and ancient philosophies, meeting with wise men and women and slowly awakening their dormant, psychic abilities. Often, they would have amazing insights into others lives; predict the future through dreams and hunches; see ghosts and feel the kundilini energy raise up in their bodies. They began to suspect that they were not as limited, as they had formerly believed.
As they began to free themselves from the shackles of self doubt, they added energy to the planetary consciousness and gradually all over the planet, people everywhere, began to become more tolerant and open minded towards the psychic and spiritual aspects of their lives. New Age arts, skills and abilities began to flourish - they were no longer the talents of a just a selected few.
The Star seeds readily picked up these new abilities. They could see auras and feel chakras; spiritually heal and communicate with angels. Some regularly astral travelled to distant planets and explored the depth of Gaias dark, green oceans and hidden valleys. They wanted to explore their psyches, their thoughts, their inner worlds. They desired to communicate worldwide with all the other Starseeds - they created the electronic Oneness of the Internet.
Influenced by their Off World distant memories, they wrote gentle music and created flowing, colourful artworks, to share with others. They turned their backs on war and left these harsher lessons to their more primitive brothers and sisters. They left the world of commerce to their more active and earthy fellow beings. Starseeds learnt to flow through life with little effort and meagre attachment to earthly goods and riches. At night, in their lively sleep state, they travelled in loving bands of fellow beings, to help stabilize the Earth and bring peace to places of unrest. In their dreams they remembered their purpose for incarnating. On awakening, they had only hazy memories of their Divine Mission.
For the Starseeds have come to Earth at this time, to bring great changes to the planets consciousness. Their special, peace loving, psychic and artistic talents, en mass, will help to gently erase the harsh negativity of earlier generations. By simply being here and spreading their Starseed energy around them, they influence the thoughts and actions of more earthy beings, to those of being more loving and harmonious with nature. As they flow with life and show respect for all humanity, so others follow unconsciously, their behaviour and attitudes.
As Starseeds give less value to fame and fortune and instead, look to achieving spiritual growth, so their more earthy parents and friends, follow their enlightened example.
In time, the Starseeds will become more consciously aware of their immense mental and spiritual powers. They will become united as a spiritual force for good. Merging their psychic energies as one huge ball of golden/white light, they will be able to manifest fields of crops, that will feed the hungry; devise energy sources that are non polluting; control the weather and eliminate natural disasters; heal all illnesses; travel intergalactically; contact spiritual and higher alien beings and raise the entire human population of Earth, to a higher dimension of enlightenment.
This is the Starseeds reason for incarnating - to help humankind progress to a higher level of being. It is time now, for the Starseeds to take up the challenge! To remember why they have come to Earth at this time! To develop their spiritual gifts and use them for their own and others enlightenment.
The future awaits ...........
Oh and FYI I DID NOT WRITE THIS..lol....but I loooooove it :D
July 20, 2005 3:08 PM
"...and god help you if you are a phoenix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying past" -ani d.
Alchemico d'Amore
"Amore"
A. Andrew Gonzalez, of San Antonio, Texas, is an award-winning figurative artist whose work has been exhibited in several countries. Born on October 13, 1963, and raised in a creative family, Andrew's art education is largely self-taught. His artist father, Anthony A. Gonzalez , encouraged his early interest in drawing and painting but gave him no formal training.
In the year 2000, Andrew Gonzalez had the distinct privilege to work closely with the well-known Fantastic Realist artist Ernst Fuchs in Monaco and Austria. Photos of the experience can be seen at L. Caruana's website .
The paintings of Gonzalez are created with airbrushed acrylics on panel or canvas. Forms, values and highlighting are created by lifting pigment with an abrasive eraser, followed by the application of transparent layers of pigment. Influenced by idealism in the mystical, visionary and esoteric traditions, the artist describes his work as a contemporary Tantric or Transfigurative Art that explores the dramatic union of the sensual and spiritual. His work is akin to a revival of classical neoplatonic ideals centering on the figure as temple and vessel sublimed by transformative forces.
www.sublimatrix.com
MY WORST HABIT
My worst habit is I get so tired of winter
I become a torture to those I'm with.
If you're not here, nothing grows.
I lack clarity. My words
tangle and knot up.
How to cure bad water? Send it back to the river.
How to cure bad habits? Send me back to you.
When the water gets caught up in habitual whirlpools,
dig a way out through the bottom
to the ocean. There is a secret medicine
given only to those who hurt so hard
they can't hope.
The hopers would feel slighted if they knew.
Look as long as you can at the friend you love,
no matter whether that friend is moving away from you
or coming back to you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Don't let your throat tighten
with fear. Take sips of breath
all day and night, before death
closes your mouth.
-Rumi-
Persians and Afghanis called him"Jelaluddin Balkhhi". The name rumi means "from Roman Anatolia"
interestingly my middle name is Anatole, and means essentially the same thing...my parents are pretty cool apparently...lol
A riddle::: How do you capture a beautiful bird without killing it's spirit?
By becoming the sky
from:War in Heaven by David Zindell
the candle
the power
that I burn with
draws you to me
like a moth
in pheremonal lust
in the infared
will you circle endlessly
or burning in my flame
a charred corpse
in hot wax
-dmitri- 2-5-05 ~10:30
"to you"
to you-
who has known:
the bitter loss
of abandonment,
the destructive
misery
of longing,
and that empty
place
where love once lay
I ask
how long:
will you pine
in darkness
afraid and alone,
fearing to love again
while I
sit here
in verdant fields
staring at the sky
waiting
to hear your voice say,
"I am whole again, and here with you."
dmitri - 1/26/05 ~8 PM
the power of attraction
what if you held,
the power of attraction,
over me?
would I be your moon,
revolving and orbiting you?
your fair children, one day;
come to wander, on my:
surface?
Nay, forsooth:
The earth and her
Moon, were tortured by:
distance; bittersweet embraces.
from afar.
Instead perhaps,
Be my flower, as such
I would buzz merrily by,
But circling, drawn to your:
vivd grandeur,
tempting nectar;
alight upon your petals,
drawn to your core,
to pollinate your soul!
-Dmitri- 1/20/05
~the subtle dance~
my dance
is a subtle dance
twisting and turning
shifted by the winds
caught in a moment
by desire
the lover of all things
spins with abandon
when at last
the music ends
my soul still
dances on
the light in my eyes
calls out to you
knowing that
we should dance
-Dmitri- on 1/15/05 5:57PM
'Whether Your Destiny is Glory or Disgrace'
Whether your destiny is glory or disgrace,
Purify yourself of hatred and love of self.
Polish your mirror; and that sublime Beauty
From the regions of mystery
Will flame out in your heart
As it did for the saints and prophets.
Then, with your heart on fire with that Splendor,
The secret of the Beloved will no longer be hidden.
Jami, translation by Andrew Harvey and Eryk Hanut - 'Perfume of the Desert'
THE NEW RULE
It's the old rule that drunks have to argue
and get into fights.
The lover is just as bad. He falls into a hole.
But down in that hole he finds something shining,
worth more than any amount of money or power.
Last night the moon came dropping its clothes in the street.
I took it as a sign to start singing,
falling up into the bowl of sky.
The bowl breaks. Everywhere is falling everywhere.
Nothing else to do.
Here's the new rule: break the wineglass,
and fall towards the glassblower's breath.
~
This that is tormented and very tired,
tortured with restraints like a madman,
this heart.
Still you keep breaking the shell
to get the taste of its kernel!
-Rumi-
SUBLIME GENEROSITY
I was dead, then alive.
Weeping, then laughing.
The power of love came into me,
and I became fierce like a lion,
then tender like the evening star.
He said, "You're not mad enough.
You don't belong in this house."
I went wild and had to be tied up.
He said, "Still not wild enough
to stay with us!"
I broke through another layer
into joyfullness.
He said, "It is not enough."
I died.
He said, "You're a clever little man,
full of fantasy and doubting."
I plucked out my feathers and became a fool.
He said, "Now you're the candle
for this assembly."
But I'm no candle. Look!
I'm scattered smoke.
He said, "You are the sheikh, the guide."
But I'm not a teacher. I have no power.
He said, "You already have wings.
I cannot give you wings."
But I wanted his wings.
I felt like some flightless chicken.
Then new events said to me,
"Don't move. A sublime generosity is
coming toward you."
And old love said, "Stay with me."
I said, "I will."
You are the fountain of the sun's light.
I am a willow shadow on the ground.
You make my raggedness silky.
The soul at dawn is like darkened water
that slowly begins to say Thank you, thank you.
Then at sunset, again, Venus gradually
changes into the moon and then the whole nightsky.
This comes of smiling back
at your smile.
The chess master says nothing.
other than moving the silent chess piece.
That I am part of the ploys
of this game makes me
amazingly happy.
-Rumi-
A delicate girl
The terrible grief of being human! Let
us drink it all, but with a difference.
we sit with Junnaiyd and Bestami. The
moon rising here cannot be covered with
cloud. There are no deaths for lovers.
Who is the self? A delicate girl that
flows out when we draw the sword of
selfless action. The earth eats men
and women, and yet we are sent to eat
the world, this place that tries to fool
us with tomorrow. Wait until tomorrow,
which we outwit by enjoying only this
now. We gather at night to celebrate
being human. Sometimes we call out low
to the tamborine. Fish drink the sea,
but the sea does not get smaller! We
eat the clouds and evening light. We
are slaves tasting the royal wine.
-Rumi-
This is how a human being can change
There's a worm addicted to eating grape leaves.
Suddenly, he wakes up, call it grace, whatever, something wakes him, and he's no longer a worm.
He's the entire vineyard, and the orchard too, the fruit, the trunks, a growing wisdom and joy, that doesn't need to devour.
-Rumi-
Come,
let's scatter roses and pour wine in the glass;
we'll shatter heaven's roof and lay a new foundation.
If sorrow raises armies to shed the blood of lovers,
I'll join with the wine bearer so we can overthrow them.
With a sweet string at hand, play a sweet song, my friend,
so we can clap and sing a song and lose our heads in dancing.
Hafiz (Ghani-Qazvini, no 374) 'from the Shambhala Guide to Sufism' Carl.W Ernst, Ph.D.
"Now for that happy period between the lie and the time it's found out." -Homer Simpson
Marriage Bed - Edwina Sandys - Mixed Media 74" x 54" x 48"
Anyone who wants to sleep only on the roses....is not living with reality in mind.
Inside this new love, die.
Your way begins on the other side.
Become the sky.
Take an axe to the prison wall.
Escape.
Walk out like someone suddenly born into color.
Do it now.
You're covered with a thick cloud.
Slide out the side. Die,
and be quiet. Quiteness is the surest sign
that you've died.
Your old life was a frantic running
from silence.
The speechless full moon
comes out now.
Rumi - The Essential Rumi - Coleman Barks
if you believe in yesterday
you must be sad
if you believe in tomorrow
you must be dreaming
only in the now
will you find
what you are
looking for
by sushil rao
I am darkness and light, pain and pleasure, happiness and suffering, eternal bliss and punishment, in all things are all things, and I am not myself but something greater, while being insignificant as a grain of sand on a beach. I am redemption, never sought, denial - always denied, powerful weakness, calling out, while hiding, waiting but never stopping, the slowest speed. but one thing I hold dear, and let flourish, and this is love. remember in your life always to stop for love, because love is eternal, love is power, love is pain, and love is all things in all things. never forget to take the time to love, for love is light, everflowing from one source, and the light will set you free.
d.a.d. - an expansion of recent thoughts completed on 1/24/05
You can do a milion nice things for a person in a day, but say one hurtful thing to them, intentional or not, and that is all they will remember the next morning.
The problem with perceptions is that they are our own and we often stubbornly stand by the strength of our knowledge and intellect...never believing we could have misunderstood, and we can never know how these misperceptions can be wrong, until we ask the person who we think has wronged us. Until that day....our misperceptions will fester inside, eating us alive. There is nothing to fear, except fear itself. Fear is the mind killer.
my online art gallery
I love listening to music, photoshoping, playing with my cute kitty!!! DJing, outdoorsy stuff, having real conversations, being a fool, parties, fires, drum circles, meeting smart people, building a network to take over the world, pinky....the same thing we do every day. I believe in sustainable development & redevelopment of industrial spaces and superfund sites as a viable method to revive our struggling economy
My good good friend Erin once told me, that women use sex to get love, while men use love to get sex. I think this is really weird and somewhat true. The opposite may be true for some people, and I think that is even weirder. lol
who wants to know about me!? show yourself!...ok so unless I think you are neat-o with a chill libido, I probably won't add you...thanks to all the excellent people who have found me and added me. You are all amazing, meanwhile, unless you are over 18 I probably won't add you, just so you know, I've made some exceptions, but they are rare. It helps if you send me a MESSAGE. I am a complicated person. Very passionate, always brimming with intensity, my allies destroy or remove that which displeases me. I work in mysterious ways, always on the move, ready for the next battle, the peaceful warrior follows a path that is invisble to those who can not see. I love to write poems, but I am not always inspired to do so. Sometimes the extremes of emotion required are too overwhelming, but I'll blast anyway. I love music and hate TV, I'm sensitive and weird. I'm naive and innocent, while cunning and wicked when times call. I like me this way, ignorant and wise all wrapped up in a complicated fuzzy ball of bliss. When you start to truly know me, I can scare you, but what is fear anyway?? I abandon my fear with each new step, for otherwise I shall be controlled by it and never fully live. A great power lies in deep understanding of fear, for we as the walking dead barely understand how many of our decisions in life are defined by our fears. When you can start to get inside your fear, and know it fully, you will realize it's not worth your mental energy and then you might remember it's not worth it.
I am a fire snake, and a gemini.
The Sixth Sign of the Lunar Cycle
Mine is the wisdom of the ages.
I hold the key to the mysteries of life.
Casting my seeds on fertile ground,
I nurture them with constancy and purpose.
My sights are fixed.
My gaze unchanging.
Unyielding, inexorable and deep,
I advance with steady, unslacked gait,
the solid earth beneath me.
I AM THE SNAKE.
The code of the schoolyard, Marge! The rules that teach a boy to be a man. Let's see. Don't tattle. Always make fun of those different from you. Never say anything, unless you're sure everyone feels exactly the same way you do. What else ...
"tell me your passions, tell me your fears, show me your heart, soften our tears..."-d.a.d.- ya thas me
The following is a commercial for highly subversive information distribution.
If you don't believe this is true Click here for the science!!!
....then if you want to know why it is true, that this would be intentionally suppressed, you'd probably have to ask me. (not for the weak of heart or mind)
"News coverage of the Madrid discovery has been virtually nonexistent in this country. The news broke quietly on Feb. 29, 2000 with a story that ran once on the UPI wire about the Nature Medicine article," complained MarijuanaNews.com editor Richard Cowan , who said he was only able to find the article through a link that appeared briefly on the Drudge Report Web page. "The New York Times, The Washington Post, and Los Angeles Times all ignored the story, even though its newsworthiness is indisputable: a benign substance occurring in nature destroys deadly brain tumors," added Cowan.
On March 29, 2001, the San Antonio Current printed a carefully researched, bombshell of a story by Raymond Cushing titled, "POT SHRINKS TUMORS; GOVERNMENT KNEW IN '74 ." Media coverage since then has been nonexistant, except for a copy of the story on Alternet .
It is hard to believe that the knowledge that cannabis can be used to fight cancer has been suppressed for almost thirty years , yet it seems likely that it will continue to be suppressed. Why?
According to Cowan, the answer is because it is a threat to cannabis prohibition . "If this article and its predecessors from 2000 and 1974 were the only evidence of the suppression of medical cannabis, then one might perhaps be able to rationalize it in some herniated way. However, there really is massive proof that the suppression of medical cannabis represents the greatest failure of the institutions of a free society, medicine, journalism, science, and our fundamental values," Cowan notes.
Millions of people have died horrible deaths and in many cases, familes exhausted their savings on dangerous, toxic and expensive drugs. Now we are just beginning to realize that while marijuana has never killed anyone, marijuana prohibition has killed millions.
giving credit where it is due
Steve Kubby and the Sierra Times Online