Please don't kill my little spider..The name is Jennifer [or Jenna] and i'm a 22 year old female.. who loves the darker side of life.Welcome to my little bizZzare world of moosey fate.
I find the joy in simple things - I goof off and make little noises.I spend many hours drawing pictures of gorey things (like cenobites or limbs of sorts...).. and I have a cute little trademark that I doodle foreverly: my HappyFetus. If you know me.. you have seen my HappyFetus :} I draw him a lot. Thank you to FetusMart for allowing me to put my very own little fetus on my myspace.. it makes me think of HappyFetus. Anyhow.. back to what I was rambling about.. I have an awkward fascination with the morbid side of things.I love gore and bloodshed.. "a day without bloodshed is like a day without sunshine" - FMJ. I'm the one that stops to gawk at accidents on the road.. [only if its car accidents or human accidents, not animal. I love animals].. Gore is good :}I am the one that's driving the chevy cavalier [silver] blasting the loud ass music, with the army of darkness and hellraiser sticker on it... oh yes... mmm. I love to dance to my gothy/industrialish music :} meow.
After the long nights I sit and stare at the ceiling.. trying to sleep.. I figured something out. We live our life backwards.Someone said something to me that makes all the sense in the world. We should start life.. being old and crippie and sickly. With each year that passes, we get younger.. our bodies heal quicker.. we go from out 50's to our 40's having surgeries for whatever problems arise.. our health continues to improve as we age younger with the years.. then comes our 20's.. we party and enjoy things.. then highschool.. and middle school.. elementry school.. our youth takes hold and our memory lacks. By the time we are an infant we are enjoy the last of our life.. shitting in our pants, being fed whenever we cry, not having a care in the world.. then its back in the womb, entombed in a nice warm snuggley belly....then our life is finished off in the blast of an orgasm and we are eliminated.Life truly is brutal. We don't take enough time to enjoy what we truly have to be grateful for...My Tattoos:
Anhk with bat wings - the ankh has come to symbolize life and immortality, the universe, power and life-giving air and water. "Its keylike shape also encouraged the belief it could unlock the gates of death"Lotus Flowers - the lotus flower has become a symbol for awakening to the spiritual reality of life. It is a symbol of enlightenment and mental purity. The lotus has its roots in mud but blossoms into a beautiful flower. Similarly, though an individual may be impure, there is the potential to gain enlightenment and the perfect state. An open blossom signifies full enlightenment; a closed blossom signifies the potential for enlightenment. The historical Buddha, Sakyamuni, is associated with a pink lotus. Avalokitesvara is associated with the red lotus, which symbolizes love and compassion. The blue lotus is associated with Manjusri and symbolizes wisdom. Buddhas and Bodhisattvas are often depicted sitting on a fully opened lotus.Ganesha - (also spelled Ganesh), Ganesha is considered the master of intellect and wisdom. He is a figure which expresses a state of perfection as well as the means of obtaining it. He represents the perfect equilibrium between force and kindness and between power and beauty. He also symbolizes the discriminative capacities which provide the ability to perceive distinctions between truth and illusion, the real and the unreal."Laughing Buddha" - Maitreya is known as "the laughing Buddha" and is usually represented as a rotund figure with a happy disposition. His Chinese name is Pu-tai Ho-shang or "Hemp-bag monk". He is originally a fertility figure who was known to bring "goodies" in his bag to local townsfolk, especially children. Later, he became a pre-incarnation of Maitreya. In Japan he is called Hotei and is one of the seven lucky gods. He has become a deity of contentment and abundance.Will get pictures of all my tattoos up sometime. Be patient.
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