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Darkdonna

~ Queen of Dark Stuff

About Me


"Burning" -MANOWAR

We have come from the ashes of the burning away
Pouring blood in the fire on the altar of pain
Led into temptation, now the black gods align
Here there is no salvation and your blood is my wine.
Here's a world that is waiting between the living and the dead
Here the flesh and its pleasure are eternally wed
All is all for the taking for a life of a lie
At the end of the breaking I'll be watching you die.
Crawl to the silence renounce and deny,
The stars and the numbers foretold of this time,
To the words and the wisdom too the promise of lies
By their anger and fury the strong will survive.
Manowar - Burning Audio Codes From AcousticSpot.com
~I'm 30 somethin' years young.
-Mother of two mini-monsters, widowed (though never married) and left to raise my brood, alone.
-love to sing, and create shit off the top of my head, but usually alone and not usually ever heard/seen by anyone other than kids.
-used to do theatre work of all sorts,...creating the sets, makeup, props, wardrobe, and performing. I'd love to get back into theatre somehow -someday,...even if only getting a youth group started in my area. I'm also interested in doing film work -preferably acting, but with so many struggling in the industry and my limited ability to travel, that too is likely a dream caught in a swirly. However,...If anyone would consider this Odd Darkling worth the risk, then I GOREntee you will not be disappointed in your choice. I KNOW what I am capable of and my limits have yet to be presented to me in just such a challenge.
-really dig cheesy, old horror/sci-fi stuff and THAT is what I would really enjoy getting into with film -especially Lo-B and the less commercially -pc controled walks of those areas.
-am told I resemble the Dark Queen, herself "VAMPIRA", to which I am humbly flattered. There was ever only ONE and she is QUEEN SUPREME! I respect her and am forever GOREateful to her and the Darkened women like her, for making my darkness... as a child, a place to go for refuge from my pain. She made me embrace those things that were meant to frighten most others and for this, I am forever in her debt! ~Mind you,.... I had only ever seen her but a very rare, couple of times back then and have since been fortunate to have seen more.
-like to read, but unless the book grabs me from go,... I lay it down and it collects dust.
-love old castles and my fantasy is to be chased by a dark, strong/ handsome image, through one, 'til the moment of capture and rapture.
-love candle light, moonlight, and the warm glow of a fire.
-Love food,... and chocolate has it's own group amongst the noted food groups in mho.
-'am an artist,... as is said of my person and of my expressions
-'am "exotic" by definition, but then again,... so too would be a three legged pigeon, so- yeah HA!
-love action movies, anime, porn and HORROR!!
-And,... for me, Music is passion expressed, both the Light and the Dark sides of it. Without it, we'd have nothing to keep time our hearts with and we'd die,... even the deaf keep their hearts tuned with it's rythm by feeling passion's thunder.
... And for what it's worth, My Mummy Dearest once told me (-long after she threw me away as a child) that my name was to be "Melody"
I gather she changed her tune somewhere along the line and figured that I'd fair better to dance to my own heart's pounding -as she settled for just calling me what I am ...and for the best part, she was correct.
~Thanks, Mummy Dearest.
There are those that would DARE to think they know me,...
-That Fear me,... That Avoid me,... and that even claim to Hate me,...
-but, ask yourself,... How well 'do' you know the Dark?
Then, accept that "I" am the embodiment of 'that' in feminine form.
I am that which is familar to you, yet unlike another.
You feel safe with me,...
You cling to me when you are about to fall from the sharpest edge of your fears and sorrows,...
You seek comfort from me when the burning thruths rage and become too much to bare,...
You Hide in me when your threatened most from the Damnation of unwelcomed exposure,...
You fall into me for rest when you are weakened from your Struggles and laboring efforts,...
You grab hold of my hips and thrust yourself Deep into my essence when you are about to burst from your lustful passions,...
You seek my calm hush when the incoherent noises of life's drill pierce painfully into your skull,...
You cry out to me when you are lonely, knowing I will never leave you alone,...
You beg in Screams for me to shelter your eyes when you have come face to face with life's Most hideous of monsters,...
You seek to quench your thirst for eternal youth by sipping from the fountains I keep in the corner of each of my shadows,...
You dance with the muses birthed from my womb of endless creativity,...
You sing out in perfected song to the very beat of my heart.
You stand beside me, behind me, and Before me...
You are the stars that shine on me, within me, and for me,... and I applaude you!
So- Do "YOU" know me,... Who am I to You?
-Your Mother
-Your Sister
-Your Daughter
-Your Lover
-Your Friend
-The Stranger,... The Muse,... The Goddess,... The Child,... The Teacher,... The Leader,... The Warrior,... The Provider,... The Fantasy,... The Empress,... The Mystery,...
-I am many things to some, everything to many, and something to all.
I am 'the', Dark Lady.
I am- "Darkdonna", and I Welcome You, "My Darklings",...to the Nightmare that -up ..til NOW, you only Dared dream of!

My Interests

I've Got My EVIL Eye on You!

WELCOME,... I am, "Darkdonna" -and THIS is just a Peek into my Dark Space.
Above, you will find a tuner that will be displaying an ever changing - Sinister Variety of music that I have dug up, while Creepin.. round, here on MySpace.
I Dare you all to check this tuner for some of these Most Deadly of DEADlights so be sure to keep Creepin.. by, as I will be changing it often.
The Darkness Holds so many Wickedly Wonderous Treasures, that I have DIEcided to keep sharing of them with, "YOU" -my Darkling Fiends,Friends, and Freaks,.... so, Enjoy!

One of the GORE-greats that remain -to this Day, Untouchable and UNdying in and of, both it's Fiendish fan base and DEADication to those that walk down those darker paths ...KING DIAMOND!
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...Not to mention my bud JON IS THE NEW DRUMMER FOR COMBICHRIST!!! and THEIR MERCH GIRL is my best Sis in Soul, The Lovely Medusa Maya!!! and TOGETHER, They WILL BE JOINING THEM ON TOUR WITH K.M.F.D.M.!!!
-Howl Cool it THAT!!!

Ohhh, and speaking of uplifting things -hey, Ladies and Lustofhers -here's something to remember when it comes to your "tits",... Doesn't matter How much you got up top -whether in large or small amounts,... It's all about what and how YOU wear it -in the end that really counts.
So Be Proud of WHAT and WHO You ARE -and say something about That! One way to do that is by sport'n one of these wicked-cool shirts:

If you are like me, there are so many things in this world that have me seeing (red), and sometimes just the smallest amounts of effort can make the GORE-atest differences!
"Curiosity" -is blamed on killin' the kitty, but if you don't at least open your eyes to the issues -it's more than a freak'n pitty -It's Down Right Ignorant!

Tell me the pains of this world are of no issue of concern to YOU? -then just try crying to me when Karma takes a Big bite out of YOUR ass, because this is one of those "problems" that will come full-circle if WE don't open our eyes and see what it is that we CAN do -right NOW, that can and WILL make THE WORLD'S Difference!

Click on this Banner -or go to the site and see what has me seeing (red), and if nothing else by way of help -add a banner to YOUR profile -or website to spread the red!
...Fangs!

All kinds of "Music" and Art and the PPL that spawn it bring me to life!
I have had an obsession with Vampira, since I was a tot,.....sneak'n downstairs in the middle of the night,... turning on the tube -in the hopes of catching a glimpse of her (-and all the DARK beauties that crept about in the night) and about pissin' my panties when my mother's voice would suddenly, crack me like a whip from right out of nowhere, promising me I'd see angels if I didn't get my Terror-rizin' Toockus back in freakin' bed!
Between my love of her -the women like her, and my love for old school PUNK, Rock-n-Roll and Horror filled thrills, that is probably what got me hooked on the ORIGINAL Misfits,... and what spawned my insatiable hunger for the ART and Magic of Glenn Danzig!
Then, one recent Halloween,... I got this wild hair up my ass and decided to throw together, my dime store version of the Queen of The Scream Screen (Only -as 'MORTISHA' and only THEN did I see the Resemblence), and the look -though different and more adapted to my OWN styles, now -stuck. PPl always said I was stuck in the 80's -what with my big hair and all, but my rebelious punk roots are always there -and go far deeper than the style of my hair.
Overall,...This "change" was a well received self improvement that better says, "DARKdonna", and while "simular", I've been able to put my own Wicked Twist on it.
Much easier than rattin' out my hair day after day, and for whatever reason, I pull it off 'ok' enough -plus, when I feel all 80's Rocker chick-like, that side of me can still come through too.
As I see it, that's the best of all corners of my world!
Call me fake, but my heart is in it and it doesn't matter what others think, because I am not living in their world,... they are in mine -or "I" simply wouldn't matter so damn much to them!
};^J/

Speaking of 'PUNK'.... If ya's are feelin' like ya's want to get a lil' down and dirty with TRUE fiends that know how to keep it RAW and Bloody -Take a Walk down the Darker streets of NY with BUFFALO'S TRUE HORROR PUNK:

....and if you like it when your skin creeps and crawls, then join me by clicking the link below to "The GORE-atest Show UNearthed"
-literally:

....why don't cha'z Feast Your EYES on this banner link and give your ears a taste of something Way-Wicked:


Have Ya's heard.... There's A TWIST in the MYTH:

I've been Love Cursed,... Have you?

...want to encounter some of the very artists that give me chills?
Then, have no Fear and click to your hearts content -HERE:

..This profile was edited with Thomas' myspace editor™ V2.5

Here's some cool stuff that I Wickedly Wish I could get my Claws on, but for now they'll have to remain amongst a Ghoul's Gaudy dreams 'til the lil' blood-money suckers grow up and can fiend for themselve's:

Below is a banner to an "ADULT" - themed space page, for the CREEPS -18 and over -the hill, that LOVE their DARLINGS to DEATH -or at least corpse-like-looking!
...and dare trust me on this one, they have some of the MOST ZOMBIE-LUSHOUS-BABES that are sure to send chill of thills and Raise some Bones!

Like classic GOTHIC style jewlery? Well,.. then Fancy yourself of some of these DARK treasures:

Want to get some GHOUL Stuff?
...then Creep on over to this site and Check out what They have Dug up for ya..s:
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Got a Creepie-Chick that seems to have a lil.. something of everything?
Well,... Just Creep by Sepulcro and dig her up something she Doesn..t yet have
...she Howl out in Pure DEADlight!

...and if you're Down -Represent it by sportin.. something wicked that says so! -

I'd like to meet:

~My Fans, My Fiends, and Like-minded Freaks!

Glenn Danzig-
What an incredible being,... all the way across the board. Truely, inspiring, mysterious, and genius!

But in all honesty, there are just so many ppl,...it would be crazy to attempt to make a list.

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I'm DEAD Serious,... Click this link:

Spare but a moment -while you're KILLING Time... to visit this Dark Creature who is quite an awe-inspiring individual -who proves to have an eye for those that behold Beauty... especially that forbidden beauty of the Darker realms... enter his world and feast your eyes on the fruits of his Labor, Lust, and Love!
You Won't Regret It!



...and if you STILL have life left to spare... Take a walk on the "GHOST" side:

HORROR is my Passion and if you are like me -a FAN of HORROR, you are always in the search for more of it.... and here are a few links that will assist you in that search:

Music:

-loads and loads of stuff, but Danzig is SINcerely, one of my favs.
One day, I will attempt to make a decent list, but for now,...just check out -my "Groups" -my "Friends" and the many links I offer on my page ...as well, as the tuner selections and that should give ya.. an indication of what I am into.
I sing and was in a few bands. I'd like to get back out there, for the frightful fun of it. I also used to dance,... ranging from teaching it, to being on the naughty side of the city. I write, paint, sculpt, and draw amongst many other means of creative outlets of expression and I am Most appreciative of others in their doing so, as well. It is my SINcerest belief that the passion that courses through the veins of an Artist, is of the Most SplenDEAD of Gold to be mined by muse and Valued as THE MOST PRECIOUS of TREASURES.
-but music... IT, is the passion that keeps my heart beating and creating it, rates right up there with Chocolate, if you ask me, and sometimes proves to be more orgasmic than some of the best sex.
I want to learn bass almost as much I want to be made love to again,... -but since there is less heartbreak in cumming through your music, I think my choice is ready made between the two, if having to choose. HEH!

Variety in music is as precious a Golden Flare as one can come by, when mining for the Treasures of an Artist's Heart, because it is the SINGLE art amongst arts that ALL -even the deaf, can find the perfect tune to match the very beat of Their own Heart. I Love Having a Variety of Flavors when it comes to music and I ADORE, even more, the Many GODS and GODDESSES who create it, so I shall NEVER limit myself the Rich Blood in drink that they offer of themselves when they have been so generous as to cut and Bleed for my fulfillment and satisfaction. I love music ranging from Punk to Classical and will sample just about anything that promises to feed my Hungry Soul.

For a COOL Drink,... Try some "Classic Cool Music" -By clicking on the following banner:

-Ohhhh, The Chills!!!!

Here is a Band I am Thrilled to DEATH to share with you all, that recently crept into my life and that is not ONLY Wicked, but that is SINcerely Unique while still Hitting us Hard with the Most Haunting of Metal Magic!
.."http://www.myspace.com/thedogma" target="_blank"

and here..s something that is Wicked enough to prove that Metal is still Heavy:

For some SINfully Thrilling, Symphonic Black Death Metal -yes, you read that correctly,... click on This Banner:

I'm WARNING YOU! -These Fiends are Bloody Good:

Oh, HELL-YEAH ...check THIS out:

...and...

This is a Banner that I Dare you NOT click -unless of course, you want to dance on the razor's edge of Dark Rock:
Ahhhhhhhhhhh -Have I hit a nerve? Well,... Howl about stepping "Beyond Shadows", for some DEADLY Metal-Magic that is sure to send chills racing down your spine?

...AND Howls about:

OR...

ADD VEHEMENCE ON MYSPACE!!
ADD VEHEMENCE ON MYSPACE!! AND....
ADD CURSED IN BLACK ON MYSPACE!!


...and be not afraid to turn up the WICKED by listening to This Badass Band:

-and High Hellhoundish Howls Out to:

....and there's also, other types of Rock, that I think are simply to DIE FOR, like:

...and

...and...SOLARCADE:
SOLARCADE ... what can I say, other then, listen for yourself!

This is a New Band that I liked so much, that when asked to be a mod on their Group, here on myspace, that I didn't hesitate for a sec! (even though I have not been as dutiful as I Should and demand my just spankings in punishment for neglecting the group's fan page)
CHECK 'EM OUT. DAMNIT!
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Something Alternative to sink your Fangs into is this Wicked Lovely's Sonance:

And being the fan of Danzig that I am... Black Aria was a SINfull Special Treat for me, as well as many of his other fiendish fans
Sooo... when this Incredibly Talented Artist sent me an add request -My jaw dropped!!!
-If you are a Fan of Danzig's - BLACK ARIA, then do not hesitate clicking the banner below for something equally -if not more,... spine tingling!

Be DAMN sure to CHECK OUT THIS COOL BAND, A.M.F. :

And when ya..s are looking for Some "HELL TO PAY":

I have come across Mmmany Other WICKEDLY TALENTED BANDS that are SINfully pleasing -as well as GROUPS that I am also adding as their banners become available to me, simply because I liked them and would like to share them with my many fiends that come Creepin' by from time to time. Some of these you'll find down bellow, in my TV section, so be sure to check THERE, too.

.....OH YEAH ...and HEADS OFF -if I had at one time, complimented your work, please shoot me a private message including your banner, and I'll be DEADlighted to post it, now that I have since, managed those skills! lol

Speaking of "sKills" ...here's a Lovely STARLIT who's just DYING to have you click on her link and check out her Wicked Wilds:

-I can just picture these Eerie tunes accompanying some kick ass HORROR movie:
*PROWL* ~Visit Prowl~ OR Just click on the banner below:

Here is a Creepy Fiend that Knows How to Wake the DEAD, with some of the Most Wicked of Darklings ever spawn, this side of Hell! Click these Links,... I Double-Dare Ya!

And From the First Time I saw and heard "Frozen", by Madonna, I "understood" myself in a way I had not before. So,... you have to check that song/video out when you get the chance.

...and This is one KILLER CREEPY-GHOUL Band That You Simply MUST Dig into:

Movies:

Cheesy Horror/cult classics,.. Horror, Horror, and more Horror.sci-fi, action, anime, frgnfilms, docu., mystery, shorts, fantasy, thrillers, etc,...
and check these places out for HORROR at it..s Most Wicked Best:



Wanting something that will SCARE YOU TO DEATH???

...then click on THIS banner:

... and I'll see YOU in Hell, when you get there!

Television:

Darkened Beauties such as These, are ALWAYS on the Menu when I'm hungry for something Wicked and I'd rather sink my Fangs into tunes than bore myself to Death by surfin' the tube:

Roses are red...Fire is Hot.You're still alive-musta' loved ya' a lot!

Ahhhh...The Lovelies and their Wicked Ways about them...

..........also, Please be sure to check THESE Killer Links out -IF you DARE:

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I don't have a Banner for this group, but this is a clickable link -So Check out ...and Be sure to Add -

And for a Haunting of the past with a new Edge, be sure to check out:

Whoa! Check this out:

Books:

I Love to read,... but I like to do so, with NO interuptions. Since I have constant commotion in my life ...kids, pets,... stuff, work, more stuff and junk, I have little ME time to enjoy a book that is longer than the time it takes to relieve one's self...
-BUT, there is this WICKED GHOUL Page of Horrid filled Pages, that is sure to supply a Wicked assortment of Spine Ticklers, for those Having some time to Kill.
Please,... Turn on the lights and enter at your own risk, this Wonderously Dark World of the Written by clicking on the banner you see below -and ENjoy:

Be sure to stop by after the 1st of the month for more horrifying fiction!

Here's A Darkling Fiend of mine that will chill you to the bone with his newest publication,... Screams go out to him on it's success!

Heroes:

My childhood, sidekick, "King". More than just a "dog",... best friend I ever had,... and I miss him to this day.
Also,...Myself.
I'm a hell of a Lady to have been through, seen, and survived the shit I have and those who cross me learn of my strength -the hard way. Don't get me wrong,... I am as cuddly as a PussyCat, but be DAMN aware that this PussyCat comes fully equipted with a Razor Sharp Set Of Claws and I won't hesitate to rip through any moron that DARES call me out by posing to do harm to me or those I love. My Passion is as Sinister as it is Sweet -having a two sided blade made of both, FIRE ...and ICE. Both are for Love,...
Both are for That which opposes it
...and both are as sharp as My Wicked Wit!
...and btw, Size means nothing to me
-The Bigger they are, The More they Bleed!
...and but of course -the QUEEN:
-and Let..s NOT forget, My Lovely Creeps, about that one KILLER 'TIME',... Back in HELL.....
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My Blog

Happy Birthday....

Well- I made it to *gulp*  40! I was born @ 7:58 pm -and my big 4-0 came in with a Storm ...LITERALLY! Thank you for all the kind birthday wishes and hellos...  even my mummy calle...
Posted by Darkdonna on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 08:48:00 PST

Lovely Painted Glass

I remember that feeling ...remember it well What once felt like heaven has now become my hell   It 's like my world was made of lovely painted glass ...until the sun was removed and the darkn...
Posted by Darkdonna on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 05:23:00 PST

STOP! -Eerie Von is My Friend

Seems someone is having a hard time -NOT, showing their ass..... I have received several invites to smear profiles for Eerie Von. I am NOT interested in being a party to your angst against him and I w...
Posted by Darkdonna on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 06:19:00 PST

Darker becomes my world....

....though, there will be a special place in my heart that will forever shine brighter -for she so touched me there.   Rest In Peace, My Lady -Maila Nurmi...  I Love you -Always. ~...
Posted by Darkdonna on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 12:01:00 PST

"Left"

Left dirty and stained...filthy with shame left touchedand soiled...used -but unclaimed left cold and naked...with noway to hide left brokenand damaged...and shattered inside Bring on the rain of the ...
Posted by Darkdonna on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 05:49:00 PST

Loving You T Death...

With Blood on her teethand fire in her eyes-taking pleasure in his pain ...she watches as he dies With a gurgle and a gaspand an out stretched hand-he pleads for her mercy ...but none she does intend ...
Posted by Darkdonna on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 10:03:00 PST

Untenable Fortress

Love ...don't touch me theredon't make ease ...of all my fears Love ...don't comfort medon't calm my storms ...just let me be I don't want- to want you moredon't want to find -rescue on your shores Pl...
Posted by Darkdonna on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 08:00:00 PST

Robd again... and then sum

Hello, All My Darklings.... Been quite a long time since I've posted -and truth be told I have been back, but not quite myself. In the last year I have been faced with many changes to my life... some ...
Posted by Darkdonna on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 05:12:00 PST

Off Line for Some Time....

Sorry 'bout my disapearing act ...managed to fry my power supply and am now waiting on the new part.  It's been a real NIGHTMARE trying to figure out what was wrong, but I have -and I hope to bac...
Posted by Darkdonna on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 02:44:00 PST

Move over Max Headerum...

Now -I don't know about you -Creeps, but I could find a Million-Kill-trillion things to do with a Robotic Man like this one....-Question is, Could he go ALLLLLL Night long on a single charge? Hmmmm.....
Posted by Darkdonna on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 10:15:00 PST