I'd rather held Allison in a west end Hollister during hole in the earth cuz lez face it, aint shit 2-do on a rainy night in Michigan and I'm sick and tire of being lonely and afraid with so much 2 share with the only no one not fuckin me or at least triing 2. "You've got stupid friends", she replied......"Oh", I said, "And R-U one of my stupid friends"?. "No", she said angrily. Or whatever she said, I dont remember."At least I dont pretend not 2-B in luv with U. I wont stand here and deny pubics at witts end wanting U excited 2-B in the same room alone as U. I'll never tell U, "No,,, I dont go home every night and wish u-2-b along. How I wish I were spreading Ur legs out across my bed right now or how I cant sleep 4 fear of not rolling from Ur warm sweating flesh."...."And did U relay such yearnings in her mist? ", He asked. "No, I heard her say from the farmers window of the mud room. "If I'd told her how I felt ,I"d be licking her pussy by now, not standing here alone).............(Look, eye dont think we should hang out anymore. This is not what I'm looking 4. I want 2-b loved, I want u-2 call everyday. I'm looking 4 someone 2 call mine. I dont want 2 hang out with ur friends b-4 -u get 2 know me, and if you wanted 2 get 2 know me b-4 we had sex we would have been alone. I dont want 2 play games. I dont want 2 pretend 2 ignore U when all I really want 2 do is hang on your every word and kiss you between each vowel. I've been cheated on. My back has been talked behind. I;ve sat up waiting 4 the fhone 2 ring. I've done all that. I want 2-b luved. I want U-2 look N-2 my eyes like I'm the prettiest thing you've ever seen. I want 2-B wanted when I'm not around. I want 2-B thaught about. I want u-2 imagine me naked. I want 2 imagine U naked. I want 2 go 2 dinner, just us. I want 2 go 2 the pictures, just us. I dont want 2 wonder if you sleep with Ur roommate. I dont want 2 have 2 ask you again, "If yur X is here, why cant U-B seen with me?". I want 2-B luved. I've been through all this and I'm tired. I want 2-B held. WAlk with me, talk 2 me. Push me up against it. Squeeze it. Kiss it. Kiss me then squeeze it tighter.Open it up and put your hand inside. Pull them down,,,,,,,,YES YOU, I WANT U-2. N- fact, do it weather I want U-2 or not. Kiss me more. Lay me back, now slide them off. Spread them apart. Throw them over your shoulders. Pull it apart with your fingers. Lick faster. Ask me stupid questions like, "Do you like that?," When You can hear me moaning my ass off. Reach up and gripp them from down there. Pull the nipples. Turn 2 the side and taste it from that angle. Ask me 2 sit on your face when you know it's uncomfortable 4 the both of us. Get your dildo out and put a fresh condom on it. Kiss me softly while penatration ask me 2-B yours and i can hear it begin 2 rain in 60 degree weather. Thrust deep as I moan sweet nothings my legs criss-cross fires on the small of your back. Look N-2 my eyes. Eye look N-2 your eyes. A drop of sweat hit me. You never will. I feel your nose touch my face and other things hard kissing. HUMP HUMP. Tis good mmmmmm,,dont stop.-FIRST DATE).... (MY CAR CONKED OUT SO I STARTED WALKIN. I'D WALKED ROUND THE WORLD AND BACK 2 FIND MYSELF STILL WAITING 4 A TOW. OOOOOOWWWWWW , MY HEAD HURTS AND SHE'S BLEEDING. WHERE R ALL THE STRONG PUSSIED WOMEN ? MAYBE THEY COULD TEACH ME A THING OR 2 COUPLED WITH FACT WOMEN WITH POWERFULL PUSSIES LIKE HILLERY AND THATCHER MATCHED WITH THE QUEEN COULD BLOW THE LID OFF THIS SHE CANT MARRY HER BULLSHIT. WITH THE RECENT CLUB SCENE THE WORLD SHOULF BE HAPPY 2 PEOPLE CAN FIND EACH OTHER PERIOD. B- SIDES , IT MATTERS LITTLE WHAT U LIKE IF UR SINGLE, SOME OF US R STILL ON THE FACT IF WE FANCIED GHIFFAFES ( AND I KNOW I SPELLED IT WRONG) THE ONE I WANT WOULD ONLY DATE ELEPHANTS, NOT GIRLS. I RODE PUBLIC TRANSIT 2-DAY, BEING THE SOLE OWNER OF A FORMER BATHING, WHY WERE THEY THE KINDEST MOST DOWN 2 EARTH PEOPLE I'D EVER ENCOUNTERED? BUT DONT LET MY STUCK ASS MEET SOMEONE I CONSIDER AN EQUAL. SHE MIGHT LEAD ME ON THEN SNUBB ME THE MINUTE I SQUEEZE ENOUGH NERVE 2 PINCH HER ROUND A CORNER 4 A QUICK SNOGG WITHOUT SPILLING HER BEER. AT LEAST THE GHIRRAFE DOESN'T PRETEND 2 BUMP N-2 ME ACCIDENTLY. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT SHE WANTS, FRUIT FROM TOP A TREE. SHE WONT REACH 4 IT THEN LICK MY ASS THE MINUTE MY BACKS TURNED OR SHE THINKS I'M IGNORING HER.I MEAN, HOW DID THAT BITCH WIN ? HOW MANY BEST FRIENDS MIGHT ONE HAVE B-4 WISHING AT LEASE ONE WONT SHOW UP. CUM,, OOOONNNN NU NU NU NU NU NU NU NU NU NO DAMN IT. I WONT, AND I HATE U. I MEAN YEA, I WAS DRUNK, OR SHOULD I SAY,"I WASN'T DRUNK", AFTER LOOKING AT U -4 A COLD AND A HALF 5 SECONDS. I WASNT DRUNK, I LUV U. THEN WALK AWAY. NO...... NO , WAIT FUCK IT. I'LL SIMPLY LAUGH IT OFF AND PRETEND NOT 2 REMEMBER WHAT THE HELL UR TALKING ABOUT. MY PRACTICE ENDS YEARS B-4 MAKING U LUCKY I'LL NEVER GET HANDS ROUND THAT SELFISH NEVER THE SAME BITCH TWICE RITUAL U PERFORM DAY IN DAY OUT HEART OF URS. I'D RIP IT OUT , STOMP UPON IT, ALL THE WHILE NEATLY PLACING IT BACK TO IT'S CAVITY,,, WITNESSES WATCHING SWEARING IT MEARLY FAILED IN THE PROCESS OF SAVING YOU AS U FAILED 2 SAVE I. SIMPLY WALKING AWAY FEELING NOTHINGNESS AND AS I'M SECURELY TUCKED N-2 MY STRAIGHT JACKET I CRY, SNOT, AND SCREAM 2 THEM ALL HOW U BROKE ME N-2 THROWING HALF 2 THE DOGS THE OTHER 2 A CAR PARK ALONE SHAKING 2 LEAVE THEN NEVER RETURN. (BITTER NOT STIRRED) ...EVERTHINGS FUCKED UP WITH NO HER 2 TELL IT 2." FUCK U AND THE MONEY", I SCREAM SLAMMING THE PHONE ON MY SISTER. MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT WHY DONT U. MOM CAUGHT WIND AND WAS TOLD OFF AS WELL. MID APPOLOGY, I FIND I CANT LOOK AT HER. THIS SUCKS WITH NO WOMAN 2 HOLD. SHE'D B CALMING ME BOUT NOW AS WE MAKE LUV IN A CANDLE LIT ROOM,,, YEA, RIGHT, IN MY DREAMS. I DONT CARE WHAT THEY SAY, DA FUCKED I KNOW BOUT PLUMBIN? IN FACT I'D RATHER NOT HAVE IT IF I GOTTA KISS UR ASS. AND NOW MY NIGHTS RUINED ON A GOOD DAY IN HOPES OF A BRIGHT 2 MARROW? I MIGHT EVEN GET LUCKY THOUGHT THE GIRL BEHING THE COUNTER. SMILING, "HOWS IT GOIN?", SHE ASKED. NOT ALOT 4 US, MAINLY FAGG SHIT AND ASS STICKINS, ONE BEAT UP PHOTO OF K.D LAND IN A MAN'S SUIT, SOME LESBIAN PORN AND A DESIRE DESTROYING EMPTY CASE OF NON-RETURNED HAR-DI-HOOD RENTAL AS I UNSUCCESSFULLY SERCHED 4 ANOTHER COPY. I MEAN, I'M WHO I AM 4 A REASON SO I GOTTA MAKE IT. WHOS 2 SAY I WONT? RULES R MONUMENT 4 THOSE WHO DONT FEAR BUT I DO. .. I DONT KNOW,,,,,, MAYBE I'M JUST 2 SENSATIVE 2 EVERYONE WORKING AGAINST ME SO I WOULDN'T HAVE 2-B. JUST ANOTHER SINGLE, LONELY GIRLFRIENDLESS NIGHT AFTER NIGHT WHETHER I'M HAPPY OR NOT. FUCKING MYSELF 2 SLEEP IS GETTING OLD AND SO AM I. NO MORE BAR CLUBS PUBS OR MAYBES. I'M MORE TIRED THAN MY EYES R OF TEARS ROLLIN DOWN MY FACE WITH NO ONE 2 CATCH EM WALKIN THE EARTH ALONE AMONG TRILLIONS WITH NOBODY WATCHING. FOOLS 2 THE LEFT OF ME. SHIT BOUT 2 CHANGE WHEN A EDUCATED BITCH TURN GHETTO. BUT DONT PISS ON ME 2 LONG, IT'S 3 AM, TIME 2 GET UP AND EMMIDIATLY BEGAIN 2 BLAME MYSELF SOLEY 4 EVERY PROBLEM IN MY TINY LITTLE WORLD....
| View | Add Favorite Architecture, Interior Design, SAAB, Writing, Bars, Volunteering, Tattoos,Snowboarding, dirt bike ,Surfing, Skateboard,Extreme Sports Luv is nor Luv and oh no tis ever unfiixable les Luvs Luv e-nuff 2 render headaches in thy legs nor Ghout favor Jimmys inabling cries 2 crook ones foot past her back The appealing plea on departure of the colonal approachith from below stairs. Caressing me. "I Luv -U", "I Luv -U", . Call me daddy from the waist down as my screams 4 mommy drown ur breath and fill my head thyn space full no where standing yet rest ones eyes without fear 4 fear of fearing what one sees or may have seen. Thy Luv never came though I ran down thy legs like the feathering flea of ones body lift as I awaken in sweat alone, dark fixed thyn eyes and that old poster of daddy sadely holding his guitar around the time of his assumed death. Thy Luv only preys one speaks, yes not in silence. Nervous, scared, as do I. And if so our unison wear of those ripped jeans on such a hot day grant our wish 4 non lonely nites on loneliest of nites 2 luvers never 4 me shall damn me and my hereafter. All this human blood. I'm sickened, nervous and scared, damn me and my fear of change chain me to thee. Watch me, Luv me close as I follow from her boot 2 her calf. Study thy Luv quick my balloon tents bellow knee cut slacks of Harris Tweed. Catch whiffs of thy Luvs cunt where thy hand rest cut cuffed denim,,, no where..... MMMMMMMMMM, If U've ever Luved her cum with me slower than thy tongue curls pleasure her where lips prey. And if thy Luv shall B thy only Luv let thy B now 4 thou shall wait never longer...(Fear of Grandfather's Clock).IF HOLLYWOOD LET ME EAT IT I'D SING DISCO INFERNO BEING BURNED AT THE STAKE. AND U THE LUCKY TOWNS FOLK STOP IN MY TRACKS 2 SMELL ROSE ASH CONFESS LOVE CHANCE HURT STOP LIVING UR LIFE BASED ON THE FACT ONE DAY UR GONNA DIE AND EVERYTHING WILL B BETTER. ENVY THOSE WHO KNOW FROM BIRTH WHAT THEY WANT. LIKE I WAS SAYING, IF HOLLYWOOD LET ME EAT IT I'D SHOUT SHIT SWEAT BEING DEVOWERD BY A SHARK, WHILE U THE HATEFUL ONLOOKERS THROW ROSES WHERE I LAY BLEEDING ON TREES USED BY A GREAT WHITE 2 PICK HIS TEETH MY BROKEN HEART ACHE HIS TUMMY NOT WAITING AN HOUR 2 SWIM DIING 2 LOVE U SO NEAR TASTE SHAMPOOED HAIR HIT MY LIPS INJESTING ANY PARK OF HER MAKES ME SMILE THESE DAYS BEGGING, PLEEDING REPREVE FROM THAT COLD HEART 2 FROZEN 2 TEMPER DOWN MELT 2 BELOW FREEZING LET ME BURN THAT ALREADY SET SOUL BUT TAKING APPLICATIONS ANY CALLS MADE WILL B IGNORED TYPE THING U DO. PITTY ME, I'LL TAKE ENTRY LEVEL WEAR SUIT CLASHING BOW TIES IT'S A MIRACLE I MAY WRITE AT ALL UNDER SUCH CONDITIONS. ALL MY X GIRLFRIENDS HATE ME. SHE MUST B SAGITTARIUS BEAST-LIKE CREATURES STRIKE MONTH 2 MONTH LEAVING EMOTIONS BLOODIED WITH NO WARNING DONT DING ME 5 TIMES DOWN HER LEFT TIT. REJECTION TASTE SWEET IN A NEW SHIRT 2 WEEKS NOW SHE WONT CALL NOR ANSWER.. WHAT THE FUCK, I WAS DRUNK. WALK ME 2 THE DOOR AT LEAST. I COULD HAVE BEEN EATIN BY A HOUSE CAT ON MY WAY UP THE DRIVE. S'BEEN A FORT NIGHT WHAT GIVES? I PREY SCREAMING DUNK NEED, MUST I BOB 4 UR WARMTH BLINFOLDED LIPS MOOSH WET PLACES MY HEART REACHED OUT 4 U BUT MISSED AND U HAVE THE ACID DRIPPING NERVE 2 ASK WHY I'M WITH SO AND SO?, WHY?, "WHY WAS SHE WITH HER", U ASKED. WHY?, WHEN MY LOVE CRIED KNEALED DOWN ON BLOODIED KNEE N HASTE?, N VAIN? WHAT A BLIND FEARFUL FOOL SHE'S B CUM N TOIL HER ATTEMPT WOULD B DOWN WITTED BY ONE SO ABOUND BY SHE WOULD LUV NOTHING MORE THAN 2 HAVE YEE 2 THY SELF 4 MORE THAN ONE SMILE OF TIME LICKING UR VERY ESSENCE NOTHING MORE THAN MY LUV DESIRES ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT LEFT 2 FORGE ON FRIDAYS N ROUTINE SEX GROW TIRED OF HER HEAVINESS LONGING 4 ME AND 2 UR SURPRISE I APPEARE 2 FIND U-N THE GAZE OF ANOTHER PLAYING EGG ON THE KNEE,,,, A MOST POPULAR GAME IN THIS GIRL'S ACADEMY...(IF) (The Pitty Couple) IF THE BEST UR GIRL CAN DO IS A 2 FACED MIDGET MOE-Z-ING ABOUT IN OCCASIONAN-LESS FALSE BLONDNESS, WHAT THE FUCK MAKES U THINK SHE'D RENDER BAGGING A BITCH LIKE ME? GET A GOOD LOOK AT HER, SHE LOOKS LIKE AN OLD MAN WITH NO CHIN. SILLY LITTLE BITCH, U'VE SEEN MY TASTE IN WOMEN AND UR WIFE DONT CUT IT BABY. U - BOTH MAKE ME SICK. THE PITTY COUPLE AND YES, IT HAS BEEN DISCUSSED. SO STOP THE UGLY SHORT N-UR-DREAMS HUMPINGS ON THE FAR FETCHED-NESS THAT I MAY EVEN REMOTELY HAVE WANTED HER AND TRY 2 REMEMBER WHO UR REAL FRIENDS WERE. THEN THINK BACK 2 THE DAY I TOLD U THIS WOULD HAPPEN..(THE PITTY COUPLE)
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All Pink Panther films starring David Niven, Sling Blade, Matrix, Harry Potter, Fifth Element , Ferris Bueler's Day Off, The Breakfast Club, Anything with Christipher Lee & Peter Cushing,
Television:
Will and Grace, Fine Living Network, Food Network, BBC. Inked, CNN, Bloomberge, Are You Being Served, My Family, Ab Fab, Home Front in the Garden,
Books:
The Moon's A Balloon by David Niven, Bring On The Empty Horses also by David Niven, Merck's Manual, Kill a Mockingbird, The Other, (Fear of Monuments,Life in a Nutshell & The kidnapping of Jude Brown, Cook Book 4 the Lonely Hearted by yours truely,A.H.S Fitch'Neiman) The Smart Loft, The Minamalist Loft, The Loft Bible, Converted Spaces, Frank LLoyde wright,One Mans Way by my neighbor and good friend the late Mr. Ed Davis,This Life by Sydney Portier. (I know what Sydney meant when he wrote this one)
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BELIEVE N THEM. WOULD NEVER HAVE ONE.
(1)THAT LAST LINE LEFT ME PONDERING WHAT 2 SAY NEXT. WRITER'S BLOCK IS A BITCH AND IT'S LAUNDRY DAY SO TIME IS CRUTIAL. I MEAN, HOW HARD COULD IT B-2 GET PUSSY 4 THE CUMMIN WEEKEND? "YOU PROBOBLY WONT", MY HEART SQUEEKED SADLY 2 MY BUTTON FLY. "EAT ME", THE TEAR STAINED VOICE SOUNDED FROM MY JEANS. AND IF I ASK THEM 2 HUSH ONCE MORE ON THIS ELEVATOR FULL OF TOURIST, I SHALL B BOUND AND GAGGED, MANY TEST WILL B RUN. I WILL B ASKED OVER AND OVER AGAIN BY COUNTLESS DOCTORS AND SCIENTIST WITH EAST INDIAN ACCENTS, "TELL US AGAIN MS. FITCH, WHAT UR PUSSY SAYS". AAAAAAAAWWWWW FUCK. I DELETED MY WORK. I MEAN NIS WAS MY BEST SHIT. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. IT DUG DEEP THE EARTH BENIETH ME PICKED MY BLACK ASS UP DROPPED ME BROKE MY LEGS I WAS SCARED IT WAS GONE PIC ME UP AND DROP MY ASS AGAIN BUT INSTEAD SAW REPRIEVE PITTY ON MY SICK FUCK TWISTED DEEPEST DARKEST LESBIAN PORN THAT SCARED ME IT'S CREATOR. I DIDN'T EVEN GET A CHANCE 2 PROOP READ. IT WOULD HAVE DEFINED ME LABLED ME SHAKESPEAR LIKE IN HER WORDS. THE RIGHT PEOPLE WOULD HAVE SAUGHT DEATH FROM LUNG SUCH AS HERS MINE THEY'D SPEAK. AAAAAAAWWWWWWW. I CANT FUCKIN BELIEVE I WROPE THE MOST JAW DROPPIN ASS TRIMBLIN MAKE HER CUM IN ER BOXERS TYPE SHIT YOU'D EVER WANT 2 READ,,, AND NOW IT'S GONE. ..... OH WELL . READ THIS. PLUNG.
THE HURTING DROPPED HEAT OF MY HEART
MOUTH.
STOMACH.
CONNECTING WITH EVERY NERVE
THE SURPRISE BLISS WHEN EYES MEET
THIS IS THE ONE.
2 FAR BETWEEN AS I EMERGE LIKE SHARKS FLESH FROM HARPOONED DEATH I FELT THE HEAT. WORDS FROM MY MOUTH. NOT EVEN 2 RESPOND A PEACEFUL HELLO. THIS ONE I MUST HAVE. MY HEAD 2 MY HEART HANDS THE WISDOM MY PLAY NOW HOW 2 SEARCH IS NOTHING. NEED IS MORE THEN CLOSNESS THE NOTHINGNESS ONLY MATCHED WITH THE SOLITUDE OF BEING ALONE WITH. HUNTER ME NOT. I CAME 2-C AND SEE I DID. SEE I SHALL. ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH. I'VE BEEN HERE B-4 LIKE PREY IS WANTING HAPPY 2 BE AS IT GREATS ME ON EACH VISIT LIKE KNOWING IS GOOD I WONDER IF SHE KNOWS. MASCALINE CORNERS ONE EYE HALF THE LOOK WOMAN WARMTH FROM HER SMILE IN HOPES THAT I 2 SHARE THE HEAT ON WARM NIGHTS 2 BE WITH A CHOSEN FEW. US. OH HOW I WISH THE KNOW SHAUNTS 2-B FEW. 2 WEAR ON A SLEEVE. COLLAR. SHIRT. LIKE HEART ON A SLEEVE NOT HERE RITE HERE BOLD FACED HALF ASSED NOT THE PRIDE IS OPEN LIKE LEGS PAIRED IN HOPES OF LEGS BETWEEN SINGLE WOMEN. AND NOT I DARE ASK. OBVIOUSNESS IS NOR SHAME THIS NUMBNESS LIKE THE CATASTROFIC CLOSING 2 ONES DOOR YET NOT OPENED. I SEEK MORE MY OWN BEHEADING. NO. SUGGEST WILL NOT I LOOK IN WAYS 2 SAY "HOLD US FROM BONDING". THIS PLAYHOUSE OF SIN PLEASURE 2 ENJOY NO FEAR LIKE TORN DRESSES OF THE MASSES WHEN NO ONES AROUND FALSE WODS GLASS BRICK WITH MORE DIP 2 DIVES CREASE CREVOUSID BRAIN CELLS PLOTTING AS SMART 2 PRETEND IN IT'S OWN WORLD I WANT SOMETHING SO BAD. FEAR. LIKE MY OWN SHADOWS. AIR AS WARM LIKE CUM FROM HER LIPS LIKE MINE PART 2 RELEASE HOT STEAM TRAPPED TIGERS IN FAKE HABBITAT SHE KNOWS SHE IS NOT FREE 2 STATE FORFINGERS OF MY AWAIKENING NEWBORN BABIES BREATH AFTER A SUMMER RAIN OF WARM CUMMING GOO FLOW DOWN MY THROAT IN IT'S PROUDEST HOUR 2 TOUCH MY SKIN THEN RUSH ME THROUGH CROWDED STREETS IN OLD FILMS PLAIGED WITH ACCENTS OF LUV. LUST AMBIANT TANTRIC MUSK YOU KNOW I WANT YOU PLEASE PLEASE LIKE CHEEKIEST OF JESTERS TO MORTAL KING RULE IN MODERN MALLS WHERE I HAVE FOUND MY LUV ARE SUCH CRIES IN NOT FAIRY MOTHERS DOWN WIND PLEEDING 4 LONELY HEARTS. CLASH. LONGING 4 LUV I CRY 2-U IT BE YOUR MUTUAL AWARE OUR TASTE OF TASTE IN ALL WARM FUZZY CANTALOPE SLOPPINESS PLAYING 4 THE BIG PRIZE AND YES I WOULD LICK U LIKE THE WINTER OF MY BIRTH MOUNT OF ALL SAINTS UNDER HUSHED DOORS KEY HOLE LET BLOW ROUND MOUNTAINS MY VOICE I PREY STONE WALL MEETS FLOORS OF MARBLE CRACKED BUBBLEGUM SOLDIERS BACK YEARS AS A CHILD IN THE WAY OF A MOTHERS PATH SENT AWAY AND THE NAGGING BITCH OF TEARING SOUND ON EACH DAY, SENT RAGGING MY STINCH 2 HEAD ME THIS WAY. OH BERTRUM LET WITH LIT ON PAPER AS I THINK 2 MY SELF... I WILL CUM AGAIN...KRIS..
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