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Luminatrix

I will have here but one Mistress, and no master.

About Me


Truth! Truth! Truth! crieth the Lord of the Abyss of Hallucinations.
There is no Silence in that Abyss: for all that men call Silence is Its Speech.

My Interests

Yea! deem not of change: ye shall be as ye are, & not other. Therefore the kings of the earth shall be Kings for ever: the slaves shall serve. There is none that shall be cast down or lifted up: all is ever as it was. Yet there are masked ones my servants: it may be that yonder beggar is a King. A King may choose his garment as he will: there is no certain test: but a beggar cannot hide his poverty.

I'd like to meet:

Witch-moon that turnest all the streams to blood,
I take this hazel rod, and stand, and swear
An Oath-beneath this blasted Oak and bare
That rears its agony above the flood
Whose swollen mask mutters an atheist's prayer.
What oath may stand the shock of this offence:
"There is no I, no joy, no permanence"?

Witch-moon of blood, eternal ebb and flow
Of baffled birth, in death still lurks a change;
And all the leopards in thy woods that range,
And all the vampires in their boughs that glow,
Brooding on blood-thirst-these are not so strange
And fierce as life's unfailing shower. These die,
Yet time rebears them through eternity.

Hear then the Oath, witch-moon of blood, dread moon!
Let all thy stryges and thy ghouls attend!
He that endureth even to the end
Hath sworn that Love's own corpse shall lie at noon
Even in the coffin of its hopes, and spend
All the force won by its old woe and stress
In now annihilating Nothingness.

Aleister Crowley - The Book Of Lies

Music:

Ambient, dark ambient, black ambient, drone and space ambient, ethnic, classical, medieval and neo-medieval, industrial, martial/militaristic, terror ebm, dark electro, opera, batcave, aggro industrial, ritualistic, esoteric, ethereal, cabaret, old hollywood, soundtracks, chansons, anything original and with an edge to it really

Movies:

Independent american, french, korean, chinese, japanese, german and austrian, swedish, danish and generally foreign when the opportunity occurs. Anything new presented in film festivals, retrospectives and the likes.
Old school hollywood black and whites, especially film noir, and classics such as Casablanca and the Third Man. Some newer hollywood, such as Clint Eastwood, Ridley Scott, Peter Weir etc.
Horror, gore, fantasy, epic and related, even just for laughs.
And documentary films - nature, animals, history and archaeology mostly.

Television:

Stewart and Colbert - because we lack that kind of cutting edge humour here unfortunately.
24, Without A Trace, The X Files, Millennium, Babylon 5, Star Trek, Law & Order, The 4400, Heroes, Detective Monk, House Md., CSI (& Miami & New York obviously), Prison Break, Lost, and if anything new and exciting comes up I'll be sure to check that out also.

Books:

Literature and poetry, history, philosophy, archaeology, languages and linguistics, art history, travel guides, fantasy, horror and epic, tactics, weapons and military history in general, some best sellers - usually police or mystery stories but not necessarily, magick, esoteric and metaphysics, physics and chemistry, medicine, computers and technology, comic books, science magazines, occult magazines and well...the newspaper

Heroes:

Those who endure the stupidity of others, managing in the process not to revert to the old and trustworthy procedure of actual vomiting.

My Blog

The pangs of dark delight

Some experiences are meant to be ground-breaking, life altering. Though it is difficult sometimes, to make out your path in the dark, light emanates from the dark depths of the soul to indicate, to su...
Posted by Luminatrix on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 04:20:00 PST

THE GUN-BARREL

Mighty and erect is this Will of mine, this Pyramid of fire whose summit is lost in Heaven. Upon it have I burned the corpse of my desires. Mighty and erect is this {Phi-alpha-lambda-lam...
Posted by Luminatrix on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 07:44:00 PST

The Fascination Of What’s Difficult

The fascination of what's difficultHas dried the sap out of my veins, and rentSpontaneous joy and natural contentOut of my heart. There's something ails our coltThat must, as if it had not holy bloodN...
Posted by Luminatrix on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 03:46:00 PST

Ode on Melancholy

NO, no, go not to Lethe, neither twist Wolfs-bane, tight-rooted, for its poisonous wine; Nor suffer thy pale forehead to be kiss'd By nightshade, ruby grape of Proserpine; Make not your rosary of ...
Posted by Luminatrix on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:33:00 PST

Abyssus Abyssum invocat

Ab Aeterno, Ad limina Mortem et extraAbyssus Abyssum invocatE tenebris Veteris vestigia flammae ardere denuoIure Sanguinis, Mors tua, vita mea aeternumTerra es, terram ibisEcce quomodo Moritur Hoc sus...
Posted by Luminatrix on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 08:29:00 PST

Extract from Macbeth

Is this a dagger which I see before me,The handle toward my hand? Come, let me clutch thee.I have thee not, and yet I see thee still.Art thou not, fatal vision, sensibleTo feeling as to sight? or art ...
Posted by Luminatrix on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 05:48:00 PST

Sir Galahad

My good blade carves the casques of men,My tough lance thrusteth sure,My strength is as the strength of ten,Because my heart is pure.The shattering trumpet shrilleth high,The hard brands shiver on the...
Posted by Luminatrix on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 03:32:00 PST

Extract from The Tempest

"Be not afeard; the isle is full of noises, Sounds and sweet airs, that give delight and hurt not. Sometimes a thousand twangling instruments Will hum about mine ears, and sometime voices ...
Posted by Luminatrix on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 03:45:00 PST

One Need Not Be A Chamber To Be Haunted

One need not be a chamber to be haunted,One need not be a house;The brain has corridors surpassingMaterial place.Far safer, of a midnight meetingExternal ghost,Than an interior confrontingThat whiter ...
Posted by Luminatrix on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:40:00 PST

O Captain! My Captain!

  O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done;The ship has weather'd every rack, the prize we sought is won;The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,While follow eyes the ...
Posted by Luminatrix on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 04:05:00 PST