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About Me

Born in Brownwood, TX 02/25/87. I was born with Arthrogryposis. It is a muscle disorder that causes multiple joint contractures at birth with a club foot, no muscles in my arms, (When I was about I had a surgery and took my peck muscle and moved it to my arm) intestines hanging out of my body. The doctors had to do a pectaralous transfer to put muscles in my arms so I could move them the way you do. When I was born the doctors had put me in a black trash bag and flew in a helicopter to Fort Worth to get my body fixed. I've had about 15 surgeries in the past. Basically every part of my body, besides my back. I've dislocated my knee about 12 times then the doctors finally decided that I have a surgery. I was in a wheel chair for about 6 weeks from two knee surgeries and a surgery on my right hand. After I got out of the wheel chair I had physical therapy for a few months and that was hell. My mom and dad got a divorce when I was 4 years old then moved to Missouri. I lived in Springfield for about 9 years then moved to Lake of the Ozarks for about two years. When I moved to Dallas and found a company I've been with now for almost 3 years and transferred to Austin for my music career. I hated Dallas with a passion that's why I had moved to Austin. My dad was a very great guitar player; I'll just say best in his high school and still plays to this day. He ended up getting on hardcore drugs and became an alcoholic and destroyed his career. My mother always tried to keep me away from all the drugs. I’ve done them before and didn’t really see the point of doing them. I have a really high tolerance for drugs from having surgery and being so drugged up at the hospital illegal drugs don’t really do anything to me but I know after 15-20 years it will catch up to me. A few years ago my dad tried to start being a part of my life and fucked everything up with that. The pain had hurt so bad I felt like he didn't care nor give a shit. I’m to the point now where I could really care less if I ever saw or talked to my dad again. I started to turn the wrong direction when I was 15 and started stealing, breaking into cars, robbing houses... Been on probation for 6 months and got very close going to jail and choosing a path that I did not want to live but never did. When I was 17 I woken up from this nightmare I was living and stopped everything. I honestly do not know how I got out of the situation I was in because it was like an addiction that I could not break. I guess I found who god was and started going to church and connecting with the right people to help me get out of the hell that I was living. I think god now every day for everything that he has done for my life and I don’t think I would be the person I am today if none of this stuff happened.In September, 06 I went to an event called “Talent Rock”. I got a chance to sing in front of record companies’ nation wide including Universal, Epic, Koch, TVT Records and so on. I sang a song by Mudvayne called “World So Cold”. I’m currently staying as a solo artist promoting my lyrics and working on my vocals. I’m going to L.A. in April to go top another music conference trying to sell some songs or find some professionals that are willing to help me with my music. I’m in the process of recording a song by STP called “plush” and I will let you know when it is finished.

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Here it's the same/just like every other daybut with a new style just kickingI can't help it/All cause it's so wickedya better run with that mind like cojowhen the sh*t goes down I'll be acting locoI guess it's ok/I guess it's notWhen you talk to me don't act like a big shotI hear you talkin' that sh*tThat's why I can see that your so jealousI hear you talkin' that sh*tThat's why I can feel that your so jealousGet down/Get down bi*chGet down/Get downGet down/With the best soundGet down/Get down bi*chGet down/With the best soundI'm not here to feed your egoWhen your acting a little emoEverything you've ever wanted to sayAlway's steers into the wrong wayGovernments overran by hypocracyHypocrites, politics and democracyThey wanna jump into all of my businessNow they're selling souls asking for forgivenessI hear you talkin' that sh*tThat's why I can see that your so jealousI hear you talkin' that sh*tThat's why I can feel that your so jealousGet down/Get down bi*chGet down/Get downGet down/With the best soundGet down/Get down bi*chGet down/With the best sound ? COPYWRITE-2007Theres going to be a day that we will be togetherWhen the nightfalls connecting us do I even botherTo look at you in the face and tell you how I feelIm heart shook'n, soul stricken to what is never realI just believe in and trusteverything will come my wayI just believe into faithEverything will come my wayKeep breathing I keep holding on foreverIve been crawling deeper into my cave and I cant escapePieces falling everywhere and I cant form them back into shapeWho was I to be such a fool, who was I to never even knowWe stand for one nation, you know my life is a complicationI just believe in and trusteverything will come my wayI just believe into faithEverything will come my wayKeep breathing I keep holding on foreverI keep searching for you dedication but all I see is corruptionA broken heart a broken soul when will we feel the control If we all had a chance we could enhance this romanceThese broken wings will never fly, I wish I could say goodbyeI just believe in and trusteverything will come my wayI just believe into faithEverything will come my wayKeep breathing I keep holding on foreverI never wanted to be the only one, the last one standingI never wanted to fall behind the lines and be the last one standingI never wanted to waist my time and be the last one standingI never wanted to be the only one, the last one standing? COPYWRITE-2006I've been through the lost and foundChange my life, look at what comes aroundEveryday the scars tear my life awayI'm tumbling faster than I can fallI can't recall the last time I felt aliveHow will I get through, How will I surviveIf you take control of all of my prideI'm not the person I use to besomeday you will see through your eyesHow you placed my self in miseryall becouse of your mysterious liesFighting the anger through all the dangerI need to watch things dieFighting the maddness through all the sadnessI ned to watch things dieSo I could see what's aliveI know, I know I'm so far out of reachI don't need you, Just for yut to preachWhy does the truth have to exhistDon't need your resistanceWhy does the truth have to exhistI'm not the only one who believes it tooThe final negative to what was reciptivebuilds up to nothing and loses everythingFighting the anger through all the dangerI need to watch thing dieFighting the maddness through all the sadnessI ned to watch things dieSo I could see what's alive? COPYWRITE-2007Been dreaming about youfor the last 100 daysI'll never forget the smileyou put on my faceTheir is a fine line betwen you and mineHow can I get across to you this timeYou opened up my heartYou opened up my soulI'm not going to tear yours apartI'll hold on and never let goYour the only one I dream aboutI want you so bad I could shoutI'm tired of starting newI must, I just want to be with youYour my addictionYour the only one I think aboutI want you so bad I could shoutI'm tired of starting newI must, I just want to be with youBeen thinking about youfor the past 100 daysI just don't feel right when your not hereLosing you is the only thing that I fear Without you this picture's black and whiteYou painted the true color in my lifeI'll keep my heart tied, This love can't collideI couldn't imagine breaking this fractionI'll never let it slip away, never fade awayI just don't see how you can escape meI've been waiting so long to write this songYour the only one I dream aboutI want you so bad I could shoutI'm tired of starting newI must, I just want to be with youYour my addictionYour the only one I think aboutI want you so bad I could shoutI'm tired of starting newI must, I just want to be with you? COPYWRITE-2007lets go back from the start of historybefore you tear my world apart in miseryshut your eye's, can't hear no more liesI don't want to pretend that I'm your friendyou've taken me to the last level, to the endyour broken heart left me with no serinityyou only used me to be your security I get the feeling that you never caredI got the feeling that you were scaredwhy do you say the things you doyou had your chance, then you blew someday, I will see things throughsomeday, I will find my peacesomewhere to escape, somewhere to releaseawaken me from this dream just before you let go you better knowjust how far will you go when you don't knowwatch what you say, cuz you could fuck up my daywe've been through so much and now I'm crushedtorn me open and now I'm choken, broken in twoall becouse of you, there's been to many wrongs from rightall becouse of you, I can't open my eye's I'm losing sight I get the feeling that you never caredI got the feeling that you were scaredwhy do you say the things you doyou had your chance, then you blew someday, I will see things throughsomeday, I will find my peacesomewhere to escape, somewhere to releaseawaken me from this dream? COPYWRITE-2007I tried to help you onceI tried to help you twicebut you didn't understand my adviceI tried to help you through your daily painI tried to help you see and breath againI tried to help you make it throough the endyou gotta get up, gotta get upand never be brought downnow matter how many times you fallyou gotta get up, gotta get upand never be brought downthe world will find you (x3)I'm tired of your complainI'm tired of all your painwhy does this allway's have to stay the samegirl you need to step into the world around youjust look inside your soulwho cares if you lose controltheres no one to stop you nowyou gotta get up, gotta get upand never be brought downnow matter how many times you fallyou gotta get up, gotta get upand never be brought downthe world will find you (x3)what can I do to change your directionfalling down and found the wrong connectionThe world will find you (background vocals)between the lines, I've heard it 100 timestheres no excuse you can use to turn awayThe world will find you (background vocals)you gotta get up, gotta get upand never be brought downnow matter how many times you fallyou gotta get up, gotta get upand never be brought downthe world will find you (x3)? COPYWRITE-2007

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GOODBYE

I wanna know why You were never their I wanna know why You never even cared And I never want to know And I don't care who it was Or what they told you, What they say   You're a star cheater Rela...
Posted by BOLT FROM THE BLUE on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 10:31:00 PST

all becouse of you

lets go back from the start of history before you tear my world apart in misery shut your eye's, can't hear no more lies I don't want to pretend that I'm your friend you've taken me to the last level...
Posted by BOLT FROM THE BLUE on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 04:34:00 PST

Solo in my soul

Seems like this wild dream Will never come true I wish there was an angel To guide me through If I could guide this life To a diffrent direction Do I crash in the collision Even if I lose my vision T...
Posted by BOLT FROM THE BLUE on Tue, 29 May 2007 03:58:00 PST

The world will find you

I tried to help you onceI tried to help you twicebut you didn't understand my adviceI tried to help you through your daily painI tried to help you see and breath againI tried to help you make it throo...
Posted by BOLT FROM THE BLUE on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 03:13:00 PST

Bolt from the blue

A message from you has torn me distant Left me so confused, left me so abused Makes me wonder if you have no judgment Where did you run when there's no where to hide There's a cloud in you're mind w...
Posted by BOLT FROM THE BLUE on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:38:00 PST

The last one standing

  Theres going to be a day that we will be together When the nightfalls connecting us do I even bother To look at you in the face and tell you how I feel Im heart shookn stricken to what is never...
Posted by BOLT FROM THE BLUE on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 10:46:00 PST