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XXX-mas

I will never try to blend in...because I was BORN to STAND OUT!

About Me

Some of my fav pics.....with some of my best friends....So I had a long conversation with a friend recently who thought I should re-do my about me. So here it is. First, I should say that I love my parents, with all my heart. I really do. However, the path they chose is definitely not for me. At least not right now. I'm 25 years old. I never want to look back and think that I didn't live my life. I mean seriously live it. I go out as much as possible, I do things with my friends, I get naked and body painted and walk around in a room full of people. My friends are my everything. I'll pretty much try anything once. I love being active. Rock climbing, walking in the park, horse back riding, etc. Anything that leaves me with a good memory. How many of those can you have watching tv? I am a free spirit. Maybe one day I'll slow down...but it's definitely not today. :)The main thing about me that you need to know is that I put myself out there. "Out where?" you ask? "OUT THERE" I say knowingly...to have a good time! To laugh to cry, to actually stop and talk to all those homeless people that have the world all figured out, to brake bones, to jump...I go into uncertain situations all the time, because you never know what can happen...and I've had some pretty amazing experiences from all of it. Check my blogs, I tell stories sometimes. But basically, when you're on your deathbed...all that can really comfort you is memories. I want mine to be outstanding. :)A few of my favorite quotes....mainly for me. "There will always be someone more beautiful, talented and more successful.......but so what?""Train harder than you're going to fight, then fight harder than you trained."
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Your Aura is Orange
Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go.
You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need a man who challenges you!
Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete. What Color Is Your Aura?

My Interests

My love, my best friend, my son, my entire world! :)Latest Pics....FOR VINCE: ;)fighting, mma, jiu-jitsu, people that have interesting things to say, snowboarding, reading, cultivating my mind, conspiracy theoriespics from the AZ/LA trip...

I'd like to meet:

Let's see.......me in 20-30 years, to find out how it all ends.....

Music:

Peter Murphy is my newest obsession :) dresden dolls,then johnny cash-everything he's ever done....the cure, the clash, pixies, u2, bjork, seal, aerosmith, fiona apple, damien rice, tori amos, sarah m., shivare, charlotte hatherley, black-eyed peas, cold play, white stripes, rancid, gbh, rage against the machine, audioslave, green day, cranberries, ac/dc, guns-n-roses, ben folds, cradle of filth, rammstein, black crowes, daniel lioneye, dave matthews, eminem, foo fighters, garbage, gorillaz, jay-z, JIMMY EAT WORLD!!, maroon 5, queens of the stone age, ramones, shivaree, ween, system of a down, rachel stevens, scheer, sophie ellis bextorum-I'm kinda a big fan of music :)Fall out boy, natasha bedingfield.......

Movies:

I'm a big movie fan. I'd much rather pop in a movie than watch TV. some of my favs=manchurian candidate, american history x, domino, the cell, fight club, 3000 miles to graceland, labyrinth, love actually, midnight in the garden of good and evil, mystic river, office space, secret window, the sweetest thing, waterboy, vanilla sky, wedding singer, xmen

Television:

UFC, Pride n world cup-that's pretty much it, other than that...my TV isn't on much

Books:

I read quite a bit, but I just finished Heavier than Heaven (Kurt Cobain biography) and another book by Bukowski who might be my all time favorite author, The Post Office. I also love consipiracy theories, and two of my all time favorite books are Behold A Pale White Horse by William Cooper and The Emperor Wears No Clothes by Jack Herer.

Heroes:

is it ego-centric to say myself in 20 years?

My Blog

I am an idyot

*This blog is to be read in a strict english accent*   I have horrid taste in men, I only see what I want to see and I think I've turned into a drunk.  Wait, no, that's not right.  Not ...
Posted by XXX-mas on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:25:00 PST

Falling off track

We all get lost sometimes.  We fall off and we forgot a bit of who we are and what our goals are.  Where our heart truly lies and who our friends really are.  It's easy to forget to tak...
Posted by XXX-mas on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 05:45:00 PST

the history of one tough motherfucker

the history of one tough motherfuckerhe came to the door one night wet thin beaten and terrorizeda white cross-eyed tailless catI took him in and fed him and he stayedgrew to trust me until a friend d...
Posted by XXX-mas on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:06:00 PST

how long?

Can someone you were in love with hurt you?  I swear...every time I think it's over, some sort of hurt happens again.  I'm trying to get on with everything.  I really am, but this wasn'...
Posted by XXX-mas on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 09:25:00 PST

Goodbye My Lover

A friend of mine who's known me for years, maybe 6 or 7 has never known me to be so utterly and completely in love.  To introduce someone to my friends and speak so affectionately about. &nb...
Posted by XXX-mas on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 10:39:00 PST

Phenomenal Woman

PHENOMENAL WOMANby Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret liesI'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion sizeBut when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in th...
Posted by XXX-mas on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 10:06:00 PST

Lately

I've had a force in my life lately.  Which is why I think I haven't been blogging lately.  A force has compelled me in ways I didn't even know were available.  Inspired me to seek what ...
Posted by XXX-mas on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:36:00 PST

stolen from Evan Tanner's blog

was an amazing poem, and really speaks certain volumes-I read it and it's perfect for me right now, so I figured that maybe someone else would like  a read :)   The poem is by Ernest Henley....
Posted by XXX-mas on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 07:23:00 PST

this is a rambling drunk blog

Please take the title of this blog to heart.  I have had one giant marguerita and apparently I can no longer hold my liquor.  However, this particular marguerita was $11, which in Atlan...
Posted by XXX-mas on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:10:00 PST

RE: XXX-mas You Must Read This...

So it's been a while since I've blogged.  I have no excuse.  I'm sorry.  I really am, I enjoy telling everyong that bothers to read these things about my experiences along my journey.&n...
Posted by XXX-mas on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 10:04:00 PST