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I used to be the singer for a local band called Insanetuary. Check us out at myspace.com/INSANETUARY. Currently, I am the singer for TKK...occasionaly doing acoustic shows with A Dose Of Insanity (www.myspace.com/adoseofinsanity)I am a total mental case, but it helps keep things interesting. I'm currently on a roller coaster ride to find the right "mix" of meds...good luck with that..I am bi-polar. I am manic. I am sad. I am lost. I wrestle with the demons that haunt my dreams daily. I strive daily to be a good mother and fail miserably at times. Life isn't always perfect and wine and roses, but I live for challenges... I have the greatest friends anyone could ask for, and without them, I wouldn't be here...literally...Thanks Sara for always reminding me that giving one more day a chance is worth it... ok..enough of the mush...please vomit now... I am a dreamer, and live in a fantasy world where everything is perfect, true love is real, hearts don't break, prince charming is waiting outside the door..living in a cardboard box could be fabulous as long as you have someone to hold you every night, kiss you awake every morning, and protect you from all your fears. I like to be a kid...love catching frogs, playing in the rain, and spinning until your so dizzy that you fall down. The best feeling in the world is having the mud squish between your toes after it rains...take time to enjoy the things you did when you were a kid, and remind yourself of how amazing life is. It's way too short to worry about bills and relationships and all the bullshit that comes with being an adult....The richest of men are those with a memory and a smile...I adore spending time with my kids. They are my reason for breathing every single day. Nothing is more incredible than having a bad day and coming home to little arms wrapping around you and realizing you those arms are a part of your creation. A childs love is so innocent and pure, so forgiving and unconditional....My wish for my children is that they always have the courage to love that way...I surround myself with comforting things daily and am a huge believer in astrology. Don't close your mind to it...try a tarot reading one day...you might be surprised to see how much the universe knows about you...don't know how to read your own cards....www.tarot.com Enough of my random thoughts....go play!!!!Evanescence - Lithium
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My Interests

Music, Music, Music, Music, Music, Music...notice a trend here??? or perhaps its just the OCD..sometimes I get stuck.. hanging out with friends and making new ones, Singing, Goofing off with my kids, dancing around my house, making an ass out of myself, and spending time with the love of my life, playing with my zoo..currently I have 9 dogs, 3 cats and a rabbit...

I'd like to meet:

People who have no clue where they are going in life. People who aren't trying to "save" me in some form or another...Anyone who is honest, fair, and trustworthy...(yeah right)...maybe someone like YOU...Sometimes I come across rather interesting bits of what not...it always means something to me...it may mean more to you...I've recently become obsessed with emotions and emotional post cards...here are some of my favorites..

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Music:

Rock, Metal, Alternative and anything with a good solid groove. I respect all music. If you've never tried to play music to a crowd, you will NEVER understand the courage it takes just to step out on stage. All music has a place and a purpose....just because you are too closed minded to realize that doesn't mean that it sucks...it may not be what you enjoy, but it DEMANDS your respect...think about that next time you're making fun of the music you "hate"...that band is "hating" you....all the way to the fucking bank....

Movies:

Blair Witch Project...so sad I know....What Dreams May Come, Moulin Rouge, Saw, The Grudge, Mothman Prophecies, Seven, The Order, Interview With A Vampire, Underworld...and a bunch more

Television:

People actually still watch that??? Occasionally I catch an episode of Charmed, Law and Order SVU, and the variety of infomercials that come on and lull me to sleep each night...It's amazing what you will order just because it's only $19.99 and you've gone 3 days without sleep...

Books:

When I do find time....Stephen King, Tom Clancey, V.C. Andrews, Dean Koontz, and of course, Anne Rice..

Heroes:

My mother will forever be my hero. She gave me life and taught me how to live it, and my brother...who has been faced with a life or death challenge and shines so brightly even on the darkest of days. Scott, I love you big brother, and I am continuously amazed by you every single day. Never give up. Never give in.

My Blog

Random Ventings...

Why is it that we fear the things that feel good in our lives? Is it, perhaps, that we are all so wounded that feeling good makes us feel it can NEVER last?...at least that's what my mind tells ...
Posted by Kelli on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 02:05:00 PST

If you are new to my world...

*Please take note....I have PMS and am not medicated today.... I am not looking for your approval...if you don't like what you see on my page...don't look.. My ideas of what artistic design is&n...
Posted by Kelli on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:12:00 PST

Some day I'll fly away...

Today I feel so empty. Actually, I've felt this way for quite a few days now. I know it will pass, it always does. I want so badly to lock myself away somewhere and cry until I have ...
Posted by Kelli on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:49:00 PST

Tag Team..

The first player of this game starts with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird things/habits, as well as state this rule clearly. At the en...
Posted by Kelli on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:16:00 PST

I have not lost the war...

In each persons life, we are faced with many challenges. How we meet these challenges defines who we are. I have recently been presented with a familiar challenge, and am determined t...
Posted by Kelli on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 05:37:00 PST

To Those Who Matter...

So... Some of you may know, and most of you probably don't... Almost 5 years ago, I was diagnosed with cervical cancer...had surgery to remove the tumor...and beat it...so I thought... I found out a w...
Posted by Kelli on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 07:34:00 PST

Many tears I have cried....

To all of you who came out to the show at Click's last night...words will never express how much you all mean to me. It has been an exciting road, and a fantastic journey, and I owe it all to yo...
Posted by Kelli on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 05:09:00 PST

Everyone chokes eventually....

There are times in everybody's lives that we reflect on things that we have said and done, and feel...well....less than proud. Most of the time, these words are spoken in the heat of an arguemen...
Posted by Kelli on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 09:43:00 PST

Random Rantings VOL. 1

Yet another sleepless night....I'm sitting here staring at this screen hoping that all the negative thoughts will leave my mind and I'll eventually go to bed....hopeless fucking dreamer that I am....s...
Posted by Kelli on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Saying Goodbye

My grandmother passed away on June 5, 2005 at 10:25 pm. It has been an eye opening experience for me, as I only knew her as my "Maw-Maw", and never realizing that she was once a teenager in love...
Posted by Kelli on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST