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SelF InflicteD

I think about it all the time; I'm volatile & afraid to cry, but I'm still not comfortable in my

About Me

I want to climb a mountian and look at the heavens above. I want to get in my car, take a long road trip and photograph every beautiful or weird thing I see. I want to go back to when I was 13, living in Alabama, when times were good. I want to eat peanut butter and jelly sandwhiches by the side of my grandma's pool while basking in the summer heat just like I used to. I want to visit Heaven one day and have an intelectual conversation with God about life and death. I want to walk through the vinyards of Italy. I want to lay on the beach and sip fruity drinks all day. I want to help as many people in the world that I can, because no matter what I do, I can't seem to be able to help myself. Anything..anywhere...but here...and this.

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Windswept

My Interests

~THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY:) __________________ Music. Flowers. Sushi, and Greek resteraunts. INK. Evolving. All forms of art. Poetry. Photography. Writing. Going to see bands. Randomness. Kindness. Good coffee. Work. Driving. Peace and Quiet. A good glass of wine. Cooking. Being in love. Healing. Indepth conversation. Traveling. Advice. Friendship. Animals. Keeping in touch with friends. Criminology research. Reading a good book. -Most likely involving crimonolgy. Babies. -Other people's, of course.~THINGS THAT MAKE ME SAD/PISS ME OFF =( __________LIARS! My rent's divorce. Broken Hearts. Animal Testing!!! Poor grammer. PMS. Ignorant people. Groupies! Arrogance. Men that cheat. Meatloaf. Lima beans. Men that have no respect for women. Women that have no respect for themselves+Chicks that dress like whores, and just HAVE to be 90% naked in their pics. Attention getters. People with no manners. People that abuse animals. Parents that abuse their children. Global warming. President Bush. C.D.'s that skip. People that try too hard instead of just relaxing.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet other people that have a passion for art, or a passion for crimionlogy. I can talk about the subject for hours! I'd like to meet people that have interestings views, and opinions on life. People that have something to say that's worth a damn. Trent Reznor (if you don't know who he is, i feel sorry for you.) Zach Braff, Ryan Reynolds, Bush, so I can bitch slap the mother fucker, Richard Allan Davis (on death row at San Quentin for the 1993 murder of 12 yr old Polly Hannah Klass) so I can stab him in the heart with a spoon, and my real mother, whom I've never gotten to meet.

Music:



MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Alkaline Trio. The Academy Is. Alexisonfire. All That Remains. The Almost. Armor For Sleep. As Cities Burn. As I Lay Dying. A Day To Remember. The Audition. Augustana. Bane. Better Than Ezra. Bionic Jive. The Blindfolded War Routine. Blue October. Boys Like Girls. Brand New. Bright Eyes. Bullet For My Valentine. Bury Your Dead. Cartel. Chiodos. Cinematic Sunrise. Circa Survive. Citizen Cope. Coldplay. Copeland. Cowboy Mouth. Cute Is What We Aim For. Daphne Loves Derby. David Gray Death Cab For Cutie. The Devil Wears Prada. Dido. Eisley. Emery. E Town Concrete. Evans Blue. The Fall Of Troy. Family Force 5. The Finalist. Flyleaf. Frou Frou. From Autumn to Ashes. Further Seems Forever. Funeral For a Friend. Glassjaw. Gym Class Heroes. Haste The Day. HelloGoodBye. Her Space Holiday. Hollywood Undead. Jack Johnson. Journey. Kate Nash. Killwhitneydead. Mae. MeWithoutYou. MyChildren MyBride. Nine Days. Nine Inch Nails. One Republic. Otep. PlayRadioPlay. Reel Big Fish. Regina Spektor.. Saosin. Say Anything. Sences Fail. The Scene Aesthetic. The Shins. Shiny Toy Guns. The Sounds. SpillCanvas. Taking Back Sunday. Tears For Fears. Through The Eyes Of The Dead. Throwdown. Thursday. Tori Amos. Tool. Underoath. The Vettes. Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

Movies:

(I'm a bit of a movie freak.)
[Favorite dramas/thrillers/action]:
-Wanted
-The Mist
-Cloverfield
-SLC Punk
-Skeleton Key
-The Reaping
-1408
-The Guardian
-Casino
-S.W.A.T.
-Goodfellas
-Pitch Black
-Donnie Darko
-Boondock Saints
-Empire
-300
-Coctail
-A Time To Kill
-Vanilla Sky
-Untamed Heart
-Prozac Nation
-Catch and Release
-Garden State
-The Last Kiss
-Top Gun
-At Close Range
-Closer
-True Romance
-Shop Girl
-I Am Sam
-White Orleander
-Matchstick Men
-Dead Poet's Society
-Fight Club
-Lucky Number Slevin
-The Notebook
-American History X
-Bad Boys 2
-Secret Window
-Doom Generation
-Disturbia
-Pulp Fiction
-Alpha Dog
[Favorite Comedies]:
-Empire Records
-Juno
-Just Friends
-Grandma's Boy
-Chasing Amy
-Mallrats
-Clerks 1&2
-Waiting
-27 Dresses
-National Lampoon's Van Wilder
-Anchorman
-Eurotrip
-Oldschool
-Knocked Up
-40 Year Old Virgin
-Tommy Boy
-Black Sheep
-Billy Madison
-Happy Gilmore
-50 first Dates
-Someone Like You
-High Fidelity
-Say Anything
-Team America
-Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle
-Dumb and Dumber
-Dumb and Dumberer
-Office Space
-Just Married
-Sean of the Dead
-American Pie (1,2,&3)
-The Holiday
[Favorite Horrors]:
-May
-30 Days of Night
-Cabin Fever
-Nightmare on Elm St
-Texas Chainsaw Massacre
-Texas Cahinsaw Massacre the Beginning
-Halloween (by Rob Zombie)
-House of 1,000 Corpses
-Devil's Rejects
-The Hills Have Eyes
-Dawn of the Dead
-976 Evil
-Wolf Creek
-Interview With a Vampire
-Planet Terror
-28 days later

Television:

Scrubs Entourage True Blood Grey's Anatomy Sex and the City Animal Rescue Friends

Books:

I don't do Fiction. I'm all about real life. If I'm at a bookstore you'll find me submersed in the True Crime section, contemplating on which of the 6 or 7 books I've pulled off the shelf, that I'm going to buy.

Heroes:

Jeremy was my hero.

My Blog

I’m done.

I'm done with all of this. I'm done trying to smile. I'm done pretending that my life isn't shit. I'm done working my ass off just to get shit on. I'm done being a "nice girl". I'm done with feeling n...
Posted by SelF InflicteD on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 08:19:00 PST

Funeral home guest book entries, and messages about Jeremy.

THE FOLLOWING IS IN TODAY'S NEWSPAPER (August 2, 2008) MEIGS COUNTY, Ohio (WSAZ) -- A man died while riding his motorcycle early Friday morning.   It happened at about 12:30am on State Route 7 in...
Posted by SelF InflicteD on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 10:15:00 PST

Waking Up Beside You

Waking Up Beside You"I've been so alone for so long Forgotten by the world Forgotten to myself Your effervescent eyes have awakened me And brushed the dust away But I knew you'd never stay So I memori...
Posted by SelF InflicteD on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 11:09:00 PST

Jeremy

Jeremy Thompson. I first met him when I was 14 years old. My cousin Kristen moved to a boring little town called Gallipolis, Ohio back in 95. I was living in Alabama at the time. My parents decided we...
Posted by SelF InflicteD on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 09:10:00 PST

"A Day To Be Alone"

"A Day To Be Alone"She said I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking down All I've got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll alway...
Posted by SelF InflicteD on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 05:39:00 PST

An Unfinished Novel

There comes a point in time when you realize that it's time to conclude certain chapters in your life. I've always held onto my past. Looking back at things that have broken my heart, I realize that ...
Posted by SelF InflicteD on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 12:26:00 PST