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Spoontacular Phonetard

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About Me

♥I was born and raised in the mini-apple. I still call it my home but for now I am stuck in a suburban hell.
♥For the past few years I have been quite the drinker but I am now thinking about cutting way back. Alcohol isn't helping me deal with the realities of this world the way it used to.
♥I like to blog and when I have the time I do it a lot. The topics I touch on vary and I hope most people will find something they like. If you want to read some of the older ones you should click here for the archives.
♥Sometimes I post a lot of pointless bulletins (I also post informative ones). If that bothers you don't add me.
♥I am very much into feminism especially the anti-porn movement.
♥I am an atheist...please don't try to push your god on me...it's a waste of time.
♥I am in the most loving and healthy relationship I have ever been in and plan to stay in it for a very long time. So...NO..I don't want to hook up.
♥I am the mother of two children.
If you wanna know anything else feel free to ask...

My Interests

Feminism , Psychology, Atheism, Socialism, Sweden, Coffee, Writing, Drinking, Photography, useless random facts

I'd like to meet:

Feminists especially those against porn
Activists
Learners
Bloggers...seriously I subscribe to a lot of blogs
People who use their brains

Who I don't wanna meet:
People who want to hook up
Anyone who watches porn
abusive shitholes
racists, sexists, classists...
basically anyone who does not believe in equality

I took mine...now it's your turn

My love,

Do you know…
You are an amazing person...
I would be extremely sad…
If I found out this world lost you…
Before you met your potential...
In case you didn't know…
And you probably don't…
You make me a better person everyday…
You inspire thoughts and ideas...
You made me realize that I can be…
The person I have always wanted to...
And for everything you are…
And everything you could be…
I love you...
And all the rest…
That I wish I could say...
But can't...
Because I am too scared…
And confused...
I hope you will know in time...
The fact that I am even writing this…
Is proof….
You have changed me in all the right ways…
You are exactly what I needed…
I guess I am just hoping that I can return the favor.
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Music:

2mex , 311, A Perfect Circle, Alice in Chains, American Head Charge, Aphex Twin, At The Drive-In, Awol One , Beastie Boys, Bjork, Bus Driver , Bush, Coal Chamber, Cold, Circus , The Cure, Defacto, Deftones, Disturbed, Dropkick Murpheys, Fiona Apple, Fluffy , Garbage, Garmarna, Genaside II, Jane's Addiction, King Missle, Mars Volta, Ministry, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Oasis, The Postal Service, Placebo , Prodigy, Radiohead, Radioinactive , Rage Against the Machine, Richard Cheese, Rob Zombie, The Shape Shifters ,Snake River Conspiracy, Soul Asylum, Sponge, Squirrel Nut Zippers, Static-X, Stone Temple Pilots, Sublime, Sugar Cubes, Suicidal Tendancies, System of a Down, Talking Heads, Taproot, Tool, Tricky, Unsane, Velvet Revolver, Veruca Salt, Weezer, White Zombie

Movies:

Not too into movies

Television:

fuck T.V.
Fav. drinkspunch
long island
chi chi (a.k.a. crayon)
white or black russian
that hardcore pear cider shit they used to have at luce
tom collins
black label beer
any other cheap beer
ohhhh fuck it...anything you give me.

Books:

Non-fiction. Please recommend stuff to me :)

Heroes:

Feminists, Strong women all over the world, My love , All my friends (they are more awesome than your friends..haha), Anyone who wants to make the world an equal place to live in, All the wage slaves out there who make the world turn

My Details

Status: you could call me married...lol.
Here For: Activism
Blogging
Drinking Buddies
Orientation: I like people
Religion: none :)
Sign: Do Not Enter
Smoke: not much
Drink:Anything you hand me
Children:A couple
Edu-ma-K-tion:I have smartness...haha

Links:

View my Friends
View my Bulletin Posts (friends only)
View my Groups
Blog Archives

My Blog

this crab ain’t leavin’ her shell...yet...

It's nice to have a place where I can type what ever I want to and no one can say shit about it...although I would love to share all my thoughts it's just not going to happen...why...well...people don...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 02:15:00 PST

doom?

Doom is around the corner....my body tells me....I have that uneasy feeling in my chest...makes me nauseous...lightheaded...on the verge of being numb....every second that I am still....I just want to...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 02:14:00 PST

tussin?

sitting...staring...wasting..more coffee..time moving too slow..errr..nothing comes out right...fucking pointless bullshit...make sense?never...nothing makes sense...anymore...pointless fucking moveme...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:45:00 PST

just a thought...

All those little things you've said and done I have stored in my memory forever...A million little clips from our life together...It has only been a little over a year since I came here and still I ha...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 09:44:00 PST

an attempt to blog again....

It's been so long since I typed anything I wonder if I even remember how....but here goes an attempt...hopefully it wont be too horrible...I have been kinda depressed lately...nothing going on...nothi...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 06:40:00 PST

Speak up about your experiences...

When I speak my mind...give myself a voice...Tell you how I feel about this world...You accuse me of being a victim..."What happened to you?"You all ask...I feel as though I have to respond with, "not...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 03:05:00 PST

Its been forever....

Since I typed anything...So how have I been?Hmmm...good question...things have been quiet...NICE and quiet...And how were the "holidays"?People ask...Quiet...Nice and quiet...How's the relationship?Ag...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:10:00 PST

:(

I woke up this morning with the phone still somehow attached to my head...Drool stuck to my face...And slightly hungover...I don't really remember much after I went downstairs...I wonder what was sai...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 11:43:00 PST

Judge Teresa Carr Deni....

A prostitute can be raped by her "client"...A wife can be raped by her own husband...A girlfriend can be raped by her boyfriend....A woman can be raped by someone she has had sex with...Rape is rape.....
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:31:00 PST

I can relate...

Someone...recently...said exactly what I have been trying to put into the right words for a long time...."I sexually abused myself."It may sound ridiculous to most...but thats the only way I can descr...
Posted by Spoontacular Phonetard on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 07:03:00 PST