"I have no mouth and I must scream" |
I haven't posted in a year. For good reason. My last blog was about something I wasn't ready to tell the world yet, hence the vague nature. But now that I've stabilized chemically and emotionally I'm ...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Sep 2009 02:53:00 GMT |
she’s great |
so fuck what cha heard!things are looking up.. finally gettin my health back. im learning to appreciate what it feels like just to feel normal.. homeostasis is indeed a friendly fellow.tryin to get ba...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 16:21:00 GMT |
i’d never shift my weight |
so why would i belive in baby jesus when hes dead and so am i? out of the 2 id raher believe in me. so die or sleep but forget me tonorrow
Posted by on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 01:00:00 GMT |
i’d never shift my weight |
so why would i belive in baby jesus when hes dead and so am i? out of the 2 id raher believe in me. so die or sleep but forget me tonorrow
Posted by on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 01:00:00 GMT |
1331-4 |
so i keep letting myself feel guilty and then i only spiral more out of control. im over it... seriously over it... think im finally ready to forgive myself for not being perfect. its the only way ill...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 10:05:00 GMT |
every week a new beginning. |
.lets take it from the top...again. lets start a new day..again. lets say its for the last time.. again. and fall on our asses...again... ok now wash. rinse. repeat. cry. drink. repeat.good.tired. ove...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:34:00 GMT |
shatter |
cold heart thaw or shatter mebreak me to oblivion obliviously waiting for things to never comeso you see that you have parts of me, but i haven't a hole in my heartholdin...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 22:36:00 GMT |
i cant do this |
a friend of mine just killed himself.. i cant do this.. everything is falling apart.... i cant think.
Posted by on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 16:44:00 GMT |
washin my hair |
ha no..i dont do that ..you should know better.
yeah so im back at work and it feels good... still ahte my job but i appreciate it.
i appreciate lots more these days.. i gotta run quick..security..hah...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 08:27:00 GMT |
frustration |
of all kinds...hmmm..with life..i dont know where im going after this and thats scary...sexual....definitely frustrated there....and people make it worse...fuckers...they mean well....haha..but yeah i...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 15:02:00 GMT |
