reading and writing; flea markets, thrift stores, tag sales; autumn; red wine; paper moons; black cats; circus sideshow ephemera
Human oddities.
Angela Carter's Nights at the Circus, Elizabeth McCracken's The Giant's House, Barbara Gowdy's We So Seldom Look on Love, Haruki Murakami's The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, Mary Gaitskill's Veronica, George Saunders' Pastoralia, Mary Robison's Why Did I Ever, Jane Bowles' My Sister's Hand in Mine, Nabokov's Lolita, Grimm's fairy tales, Lucy Corin's Everyday Psychokillers: A History for Girls, Maggie Nelson's Jane: A Murder, Kelly Link's Magic for Beginners. Recent reads of books by MySpace friends include: Sara Gran's Come Closer, Dope, and Saturn's Return to New York, Dan Chaon's Among the Missing and You Remind Me of Me, Elizabeth Crane's When the Messenger is Hot and All This Heavenly Glory, Kelly Braffet's Last Seen Leaving and Josie and Jack, Hillary Carlip's Queen of the Oddballs, Frank Portman's King Dork, Rachel Sherman's The First Hurt, Ronlyn Domingue's The Mercy of Thin Air, Bee Lavender's Lessons in Taxidermy, Scott Snyder's Voodoo Heart, Rob Roberge's More Than They Could Chew, Tara McCarthy's Love Will Tear Us Apart, Tish Cohen's Town House, Erin Vincent's Grief Girl, Charlie Anders' Choir Boy, Eric Spitznagel's Fast Forward: Confessions of a Porn Screenwriter, Jerry Stahl's I, Fatty, Daedalus Howell's The Late Projectionist, Bryan Charles' Grab On to Me Tightly as if I Knew the Way, Karen Russell's St. Lucy's Home for Girls Raised by Wolves, Marcy Dermansky's Twins, Michael A FitzGerald's Radiant Days, T Cooper's Lipshitz 6, or Two Angry Blondes, Ray Robinson's Electricity, The Best of Lady Churchill's Rosebud Wristlet, Pia Z. Ehrhardt's Famous Fathers, Mary Otis' Yes, Yes, Cherries, and Jillian Weise's The Amputee's Guide to Sex—all highly recommended.
"She was afraid of all the Freaks, for it seemed to her that they had looked at her in a secret way and tried to connect their eyes with hers, as though to say: we know you."—Carson McCullers"The freak in modern fiction is so disturbing to us because he keeps us from forgetting that we share in his state."
—Flannery O'Connor"There's a quality of legend about freaks. Like a person in a fairy tale who stops you and demands that you answer a riddle. Most people go through life dreading they'll have a traumatic experience. Freaks were born with their trauma. They've already passed their test in life. They're aristocrats."
—Diane Arbus"Not everything that's beautiful has to be perfect."
—Johnny Weir