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Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree...

Love feels oh soo good, and I got it!!

About Me

THIS IS NO ORDINARY LOVE, THIS IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.. AND JUST THINK..THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING"Masthead Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!Im a mom a sister,girlfriend,lover.friend to those who earn my trust and a wonderful poet though few see my work. I'm strong self willed loving and honest.I teach small children for a living for going on twelve years now. I believe children are our path to the future and it takes real love to do a job this hard, yet it is quite rewarding in so many ways.I love to write especially poetry and prose but I dabble in a little bit of every form of the written word. I am currently working on my very first novel, a memoir ,and I have wonderful hopes for it. I love to read it's one of my greatest passions.I love all kinds of literature from Stephen king to Shakespeare and have a wonderful and extensive library which I treasure, books are some of my greatest possessions. I can be a tough ass at times but I'm also fair, a straight shooter and love to laugh. I'm a spiritual person which to me does not mean the same as religious in any context. For me they are very seperate and different things. I am a learning Buddhist and practice it's precepts to the best of my ability daily. I'm definitely tolerant of any ones choices for I believe in order for one to be happy one must follow their own path, whatever that may be, in us lies our own choice of what we believe in and only we ourselves can find it. My motto is life is a journey not a destination so we must each travel as best we can in order to find that which makes us individually whole. My one commandment "do unto others as you'd have done to you" that clears you from all the drama and for me helps me live an honest life. Honesty I value above all sentiments be honest and you got me be untrue and you rue me, love to me is just being honest, just being you. I love to journal I have been doing it since i was 15 and it's one of my passions along with my other ones writing and reading..did I mention that hee hee (yeah i can be a bit repetitive about the things i adore ; )above all I'm crazy in love with my man (so I'm not here for dating or kickin it with any men I'm here to meet fellow artists and all around cool people who love expression in all it's artistic forms so please, I ask that you respect that.. thank you.)and my kids and hold them above all else, that's me the ones I love are my shelter they keep me from fear they guide me securely through my ups and downs i love them serenely with the up most truth fear never reaches me love when I'm with you. Nothing counts so much as family and love.
Your Birthdate: October 29
You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
Your strength: Your vivid imagination
Your weakness: Fear of failure
Your power color: Coral
Your power symbol: Oval
Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?"IT TOOK HIM"It takes a man who keeps it tight to keep me tied up in him It takes a man who does it right with pure insight his soul must be strong to captivate my spirit and feed me love with that taste of sugar and salt on my tongue just right enough to starve me for more and make me fat with the greed of lust for you on a minute basis I hunger.
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?..


Your Relationship is Strong
You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it.
Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime. How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?
You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls
You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl. How Feminine Are You?
Your Top 8
1.: My Bear
2.: My Cuz
3.: Miss V.
4.: Miss Dan
5.: My Boy Chris
6.: Judes
7.: Marcus
8.: Ms. S.S.V.
How did you meet number 4: We useto work together
Is 1 your best friend: Yes
How long have you known 2: Since I was a kid
Is 3 a good person: Absofuckinlutely
why is 8 the last person on your top 8 friends: There are only 8 specialest spots..she deserves one.
Is 7 a good person: yupper
Have you ever kissed number 5: yes sir since he was a baby.
Is 6 a good person?: yes she is.
Name one thing you don..'t like about 7?: He's not around enough
If you were stuck on an island who would you want to be stuck with?: My Bear!!
who is the nicest of your top 8: My Bear, to me anyhoo.
Who in your top eight has the worst attitude: My Cuz #2 she's a tough cookie! don't wanna fuck her over..and she's a giant too.
Have you ever gotten in a fight with any of your top 8: no
Have you ever kissed one of your top eight: My #1 My love, my Bear.
Who is the loudest?: My #2
Who wouldn't you tell your business to in your top 8?: Marcus cause we're cool but he's my mans bud.
Who would you tell your business to in your top 8?: all of them know something of who I am but personal, only my boo and my closest.
why did you choose these people to be in your top 8?
1.: He's the love of my Life!!my partner in crime ;)
2.: My cuz..my female soulmate
3.: V. is just cool peeps
4.: Danielle is a wonderful human being
5.: That's my boy, my son!
6.: Judes is a good friend.
7.: Marcus is cool.
8.: Miss Sandra is a master voice and a wonderful friend.
Who means the most to you?: My Boy and My Bear.
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You Belong in Summer
Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world...
You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day.
Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather. What Season Are You?
Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol
You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait
You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd! What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?
All your "Juicies"-be honest & specific!
Favorites:
What are your 3 fav foods?: platanos, salchichon, cheesecake
What are 3 of your fav places to eat?: anywhere I go with my man, chinese places, spanish food joints
What are 3 of your fav dishes your mom used to make?: moro, pollo guisado, sweet beans
What are your 3 fav non-alcoholic drinks?: red bull, ginger ale, pepsi
What are your 3 fav alcoholic drinks?: arbor mist, whiskey sour, concoctions my boo makes
What is your fav color?: bloo
What is your fav animal?: whale
What are 3 of your fav things to do?: write, make love to my man, read
Where are 3 of your fav places to go?: my bears house, museums, the beach
What is your fav vehicle?: mini coop
Either/Or:
Sweet or Salty foods?: salty
Day or Night?: day
Hang with a group or one on one?: one on one
Pool or Lake/Ocean?: ocean
Love or Money?: love
Coke or Pepsi?: pepsi
Looks or Personality?: personality, luckily he has both!!
Easy Money or Earned Money?: easy money
Beauty or Brains?: brains
Random:
What do you look for in the opposite sex?: honesty
What is your best feature?: eyes
What is your idea of a perfect date?: one on one
Do you want to get married?: my man makes me think about it every day..
How many kids do you want, if any?: i have 3
Do you regret any of your past relationships?: yes
If yes, what would you have changed about it?: never woulda happened
What is your all time fav snack?: doritos
Name 3 weird quirks about yourself:: i'm wierd, i like being home, i can sleep all day
Name 3 pet peaves:: dishonesty, lateness, infidelity
If you had to lose 1 of your senses, what would it be & why?: my smell because i could not bare to loose sight of those I love or the feel of them.
If you could be any animal, what would it be & why?: whale so I could really see the world.
If allowed, would you marry multiple people?: hell fuckin nooooo!!
What is your dream job?: writer
If you could change anything about your looks, what would it be?: my thighs
What would you change about your personality?: my jelousy
Would you risk your life to save someone else's?: yes
Do you have more friends of the same sex or opposite?: same
Ever cheated on someone?: no
Do you have friend(s) with benefits?: no such thing that's just a stupid excuse to fuck around.
Do you think FWB is convenient or compicated?: I think it's bullshit!!
Have you ever had a one night stand?: no
Do you prefer having a girl/boyfriend or living the single life?: I love having my man.
Would you change anything about your life if you could?: I'd be living in the same home as my love.
Do you believe there is one person in this world for you or many?: One.
Are you closer with your mom or dad?: mom
What was your first pet?: doggie
Do you collect anything?: yes, books
What did you want to be when you were a child?: a pediatrician
Do you wish on shooting stars?: yes
Are you superstitious?: no
What is your fav holiday?: valentines day
If you had $100, 000 what would you spend it on?: a home for my family
What is your idea of a happy, fullfilled life?: being loved and giving love..trully
Is your life happy & fullfilled?: yes
Do you believe in miracles?: yes
Do you believe in angels?: yes
Do you believe everything happens for a reason?: yes
Are you a loyal friend?: YES
Do you give everything your 'all' or 'just enough'?: everything
What 3 things do you take pride in?: my honesty, my strength, my children
Do you have a crush on anyone?: my Bear, he makes my knees buckle!!
Do you have a crush on more than 1 person?: no
Are you in love with anyone?: yes Lez Lemon
Do you miss an ex?: hell no.
Would you ever get back together with an ex?: nooooooooooooooo
Would you consider yourself a ..: good woman.
Do you hate anyone?: no
Are you disappointed easily?: no
Do you have any bad habits you..'d like to kick?: yes, jelousy
Are you a morning person?: yes
What is your top 5 fav bands/artists?: I have too many.
What is 5 of your all time fav songs?: I love all types of music.
What was or would be your wedding dance song?: Let's get phisical...lololol
Would you ever adopt a child?: yes
If you could be any celebrity, who would it be?: I would be Ellie.
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Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)
Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm.
Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

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My Interests

My interests are as eclectic as I am, but first and foremost my greatest interest is my family whom I adore and can't live without. Aside from my loved ones I love to write it has been my passion and it's something that has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. Poetry is my genre although I am writing my first novel, a novel which is taking much to be birthed but it's coming. I love museums and all that is art in every form it might take be it through music, painting, spoken word or movement. I simply love the arts and the expression of it.I love all that brings peace and serenity to my life and the life of those I love. I am passionate about honesty and truth without it for me nothing can exist."WERE THIS MY LAST DAY"This is a story made for the ages and when you asked if I was surprised I said no, because I know this love, after 34 years I found it and I have it.If I found this to be my last day, my last moment I would gather all whom I love and share with them every reason why they are my most beloved.I would throw a magnificent and quiet dinner party and blow all my money giving my loved ones special gifts. I would give my daughter my journals and my sons my books. I would give my beloved my pictures and my cuz my poetry and my book, and I would go in peace giving all I love a little piece of me.I would want my daughter to know that she is complete, a beautiful and strong queen with magic to create, magic that I have been blessed to see first hand. I would want her to know that she carries me inside her already and always will and I am so proud to be her mother.I would want my sons to know that I am proud of the men I see in them. The shadow of me in male form. That I see them as heavens gifts who brought me to womanhood and taught me a special kind of love, one reserved for us unlike any before or since.I would want my mother to know that I always loved her, there is no pain that can shatter, it only breaks for a little while. All can mend.I would want my brothers to know that it was crazy as hell being between a queen and a thug but they both taught me to love difference, and them.I would want my cuz to know that she helped me grow when I thought that I was stunted and helped me see things in me that I only thought could be found through a looking glass and brought them to light. She's made me shine at the dullest moments.And I would want my beloved to know that my heart breathed it's first breath when I met him. That the kind of love we share was simply a word and not a feeling until he showed it to me in living color. That there is not one thing that I would ever regret in our love for they are all full of moments of him. That HE is MY LOVE and through death and time it will always be so.And to all of you that if I were to take only one thing with me it would be my memory because with that I will never be alone for you all live in it always, vivid, eternally.this would be my last day and I would leave in peace..
You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy?

You Are A Lily
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
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ABC of Me
The Letter A
Are you available?: no
What is your age?: 37
What annoys you?: ignorance
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: no
When is your birthday?: october 29
Who is your best friend?: lemon
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: snickers
Who's your crush?: lemon
When was the last time you cried?: a few days ago
The Letter D
Do you daydream?: yes
What's your favorite kind of dog?: little ones
What day of the week is it?: sunday
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: sunny
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: yes
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: love
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: yes
Do you use fly swatters?: no
Have you ever used a foghorn?: no
The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: yes
Are you a giver or a taker?: giver
Do you like gummy candies?: yes
The Letter H
How are you?: im honestly happy
What color is your hair?: black
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?: vanilla
Have you ever ice skated?: no
Do you play an instrument?: no
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: none
Do you wear jewelry?: yes
The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: n o one yet
Do you want kids?: have 3
Where did you go for kindergarten?: dominican republic
The Letter L
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Are you laid back?: yes
Do you lie?: sometimes
The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?: the mummy
Do you still watch Disney movies?: yes
Do you like mangos?: yes
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: yes
What is your real name?: ellie
Whats your favorite number?: 69
Do you prefer night over day?: no
The Letter O
What's your one wish?: to publish my novel
Are you an only child?: no
The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: not doing all i am here to do befor i die
What are your pet peeves?: cheeters and liers
What's a personality trait you look for in people?: honesty
The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?: life is a journey not a destination
Are you quick to judge people?: yes
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: no
Are you one to cry?: yes
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: rain
Do you like snow?: no
What's your favorite season?: summer
The Letter T
What time is it?: 6:20
What time did you wake up?: 7:00
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: never
The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: no
Underwear or boxers?: underwear
The Letter V
What's the worst veggie?: brussel sprouts
Where do you want to go on vacation?: rome
The Letter W
What's your worst habit?: i take things too personal
Where do you live?: joisy
What's your worst fear?: not being myself
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: yes
Have you seen the x-games?: no
Do you own a xylophone?: no
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: yes
What's one thing you yearn for?: a life well lived
The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: scorpio
Do you believe in the zodiac?: yes
Favorite zoo animal?: elephant
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I'd like to meet:

Cool ,honest,straightforward people who like to read and love life in general. I am not looking for love here for I already have the best love I could ever hope for, so please respect that. I am here simply to make friends, meet writers, poets and artists of all kinds who love what they do no matter how well they think they do it,how many people have seen it or what they think people think of it. Intellectual and bright individuals not looking to hook up romantically because that area of my life is very well covered, I'm very much in love with a fabulous man. Just all around cool artists looking to network and share their work,no matter what form it might take and if it's your wish drop your art on my page.. feel free you never know who's watchin!!
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THESE ARE ALL OF THE PLACES THAT I WILL ONE DAY SOON TREAD AND ENJOY WITH THE ONES I LOVE AND I WILL TAKE MY OWN SNAPSHOTS AND VIDEO WITH MUCH HAPPINESS AND JOY

Music:

I love music of all types from opera to hip hop and from merengue to rap. There are many artists i trully love and many musicians worth mentioning here including my man Lez and others like Tupac, Brian McNight,Christian,Fernando Villalona and about a million more soo instead ill leave you to think on the ones I have mentioned andhope that you will give them a listen ..

Movies:

There are so many films that have touched me through my years that I would hardly think to mention them all here but here are a few...Seven, Gone with the wind, Lord of the rings, Independent films like Millions,Volver, A history of Violence, Titanis, Romeo and Juliet, Little Women, 300, The grudge, The Harry Potter series, I know why the Caged bird sings, 100 years of solitude, The Secret, Apocalypto, The Brothers, Waiting to exhale. There are frankly to many to name here so here are a few of my most loved..


Television:

I'm not a big t.v. watcher exept when it comes to the Discovery channel and the learning channel.Most of my television watching revolves around good movies which i usually have on dvd or independent films which i love to watch with my honey.I love watching the travel channel where i travel vicariously until i have the cash to travel actually and i also watch supernatural cause i love things you can't explain.I will get down with a little jerry springer i'm sad to say but it's absolute brainless guilty pleasure watching and we all need a little of that to..right??

Books:

What can i say about books? Books are the founders of learning and civilization. Through books everything is possible and learning is always enriched. I am a testament to what books can do and how they can even redirect your life, for they did mine. Books are my most prized possessions I love all forms of literature from the comical to the critical.I love published journals such as Anais Nin and of course the poetry of Pablo Neruda but there are of course too many to list but i will say anything by Stephen king, ( Dan Eldon) The Da vinci code was great!! like I said too many to list but Never forget that reading and books are and always be better than movies...

Heroes:

My heroes are the people that get up and put 100% every day like my children who keep me striving for the best in me and my mom who despite being a single mom on minimum wage raised a doctor a teacher and hard ass and of course my man who teaches me every day what true love really feels like thru anything and added to those unsung heroes here are a few famous ones I simply adore. Michelangelo,Stephen King, Anais Nin, Henry Miller, Ghandi,Frida Kahlo, Maya Agelou,Pedro Pietri, J.R.R. Tolkien, Ernest Hemmingway, Harriet Tubman,Da Vinci, Shakespeare, Las Mirabales. There are so many people who are and have been that inspire me and who are heroes I could not possibly name them all but they all had something in common,they stood up, spoke their minds and created beauty and they're still doing so.

My Blog

What is your belief? And do you even know why?

Lately i have been focusing alot on spirituality: Note: not religion, spirituality which I find to be a complete and seperate subject all together. Spirituality for me being an awareness of who you ar...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 08:11:00 PST

What love has taught me..

I can't and would never claim to know what love is or that I know everything there is to know about it. I simply know what it means for me and what it's taught me thus far.I can clearly say that there...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 06:55:00 PST

I’m a freekin techie!!

What's goin on!! I always said I would not become a tech head but the shit is so cool you can't help it. My boo got me a palm pilot and I can't leave it alone it's the coolest thing so now I carrya ce...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 06:50:00 PST

Thirty Seven

Thirty Seven born in 69 thirty seven and where did the time go it never slowed down for me exept when i was depressed and then time like molasses it ran thirty seven and a mother of three ,a teacher w...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:26:00 PST

me

Hello every one!! all of my myspace buddies out there i just wanted to tell you all i did it!! I AM BLOOWRITER and i made a new page in honor of my poetry which i love profoundly so if you guys get a ...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 12:55:00 PST

im on my way!!

i have begun my venture i have created a page expresly for my creative endevors...please read when you like ,leave your art and words and enjoy....thanks so much!!
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:56:00 PST

My art is dieing!!

i'm despondent,i feel tired of writing it seems that my art is dieing.How do you get out of a slump when it seems that the thing you've loved doing for so long seems to be getting you nowhere and you ...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 05:33:00 PST

An Exerpt....on love

i woke at 5 am ihad to ask if he was loosing his attraction toward me he said i was being overanalitical i was overthinking again he says he has'n lost any feeling for me and begins to touch my b...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 07:59:00 PST

I'm on my way!!

I have oficially begun my first book. I have always known it would be alot of work and for the first time ever i'm not in any way procrastinating i'm simply doing it and i'm quite proud of myself so w...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:21:00 PST

Why is it?? WHY???

Why is it that people love to tear other people down to dash their sacred creative dreams because they seem to have none of their own? I trully now understand how a less than strong person can loose t...
Posted by Ellie and Lez sitting on a tree... on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 03:32:00 PST