My interests are broad and eclectic I am interested in many things as I'm certain we all are.
My passions are books,poetry, all forms of literature, libraries, educational centers of all kinds, history and learning channels and learning and of course journals I write in mine every day at
least a page or two a day it has become a
habit and a love that I have nurtured since
i was 15 years old I've kept them all my life and intend to always as long as I have the grace to write. In my opinion books are one of my most precious belongings without
books I know my life would be quite different and I am living proof
that a library and a book can not only change but save a life
, my love of books has enriched my life in ways untold. Museums especially the Metropolitan in New York
which i find to be one of the most interesting
and beautiful museums ever made, music
of all kinds from..
opera to hip hop to rap,there's no rap without Tupac though,
and knowledge I look forward every day to learning something new for
I believe when we stop learning we stop living,
cultures from all over the world inspire me and
aside from my job and literature is my
greatest source of learning. I love to see how people live, how different cultures have developed and the history of other civilizations.For me truth is most important in every area of my life, without truth there is no faith, without
truth we live falsely truth is what i cherish most
in a love a child or a friend ,self expression
and whatever makes you who you are is what makes
one want to get to know you so always
be you and let the world find you. My Art and my loved ones
of course are paramount in my life, they are the driving force in my life. They make it all worth while, They're my life."JUST AS I AM"
I pursue the words
like Jack the ripper
to use them,
contort them
and create what I want
an impressionist of the modern expression
and many have come and gone before me
but that's not my concern
I'm simply here
like Michelangelo was,
like Bach was,
like Shakespeare was
doing the best I can with the tools of my time
no love or status required
only the pen in my hand
the paper in which to deliver my lines
and I breathe.
You Are a Peacemaker Soul
You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.
While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a great sense of humor and wit.
You're always diplomatic and able to give good advice.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?..
ON MY LAST DAY
This is a story made for the ages and when you asked if I was surprised I said no, because I know this love, after 34 years I found it and I have it.If I found this to be my last day, my last moment I would gather all whom I love and share with them every reason why they are my most beloved.I would throw a magnificent and quiet dinner party and blow all my money giving my loved ones special gifts. I would give my daughter my journals and my sons my books. I would give my beloved my pictures and my cuz my poetry and my book, and I would go in peace giving all I love a little piece of me.I would want my daughter to know that she is complete, a beautiful and strong queen with magic to create, magic that I have been blessed to see first hand. I would want her to know that she carries me inside her already and always will and I am so proud to be her mother.I would want my sons to know that I am proud of the men I see in them. The shadow of me in male form. That I see them as heavens gifts who brought me to womanhood and taught me a special kind of love, one reserved for us unlike any before or since.I would want my mother to know that I always loved her, there is no pain that can shatter,it only breaks for a little while. All can mend.I would want my brothers to know that it was crazy as hell being between a queen and a thug but they both taught me to love difference, and them.I would want my cuz to know that she helped me grow when I thought that I was stunted and helped me see things in me that I only thought could be found through a looking glass and brought them to light. She's made me shine at the dullest moments.And I would want my beloved to know that my heart breathed it's first breath when I met him. That the kind of love we share was simply a word and not a feeling until he showed it to me in living color. That there is not one thing that I would ever regret in our love for they are all full of moments of him. That HE is MY LOVE and through death and time it will always be so.And to all of you that if I were to take only one thing with me it would be my memory because with that I will never be alone for you all live in it always, vivid, eternally.this would be my last day and I would leave in peace..
I'd like to meet:
Artists in all fields.Those who don't cosider themselves Artists but who can't seem to quench that thirst to create even the smallest of things every day even if it's a tasty apple pie.Poets, Musicians, Painters, Writers, Readers and lovers of literature weather they read it write it teach it or just can't do without it Journalers and all creative souls who love and share their work(no matter what form of art that may be) with a soul always looking to become greater and always to gain knowledge however I am not here to meet anyone who is interested in a love or physical connection I have the man I will spend my life with already. Also if your profile is full of ladies with their boobs and asses hanging out that's not what I am interested in either and I have no desire to be in your top 8,16 or 24 with what is meant for my man on display you however are entitled to enjoy what yoy enjoy and more power to you whoever you might be but believe me I'm not the one so if your coming my way and at me please have something of intelligence to say or have your page express that.Your willingness to be kind and compassionate toward yourself is the foundation of inner peace and peace for the planetYou are already complete. Whole, perfect. All this action and effort to become special is only making you very unspecial and creating tremendous pain and suffering.Go into the sunshine and be happy with what you see.If you do not get it from yourself, Where will you go for it??"These are Some..of The Places..That I will visit..In my lifetime....
Music:
Music for me is an entity it can make you happy, sad, melancholic and even angry at different times. As for me I enjoy all types of music from classical to contemporary to r&b to opera and of course rap and my native merengue. All music has it's own vibe and there is always a song I can enjoy from every genre.
Some influential artists I admire..
Tupac
Bob Marley
Billy Joel
Nina Simone
Mary J Blige
India Arie
Nat King Cole
Queen
Neyo
Simon and Garfunkel
Simply Red
Tracy Chapman
Yanni
Three doors Down
Pink
Michael Jackson
Phil Collins
Marvin Gaye
Mana
Laura Pausini
Juanes
Joss Stone
Jill Scott
Andrea Bocelli
Georgia
and many many more that I listen to on a daily basis.
Movies:
There are so many movies that I have enjoyed. The list is long indeed but here are the ones I've liked best.
The lord of the Rings,
The last of the Mohican's,
Millions,
Juno,
Stigmata,
Dracula,
Silence of the lambs,
The Bourne trilogy
the Terminator trilogy
and many many other movies...
Television:
I must say I am not a fan of commercial television. The programs they give most of these days have no substance and are full of all the things we as people protest not to want, but can't or won't stop watching and there for promote. The so called reality shows full of cheaters, liars and overeater's leave me wanting so I don't bother. When I do decide to watch it's educational t.v. that calls to me. My favorite programs are either on Discovery or the Learning Channel, otherwise it's a DVD of a previous movie on my boob tube..
Engineering an Empire
Digging for the Truth
Everest: beyond the limit
Discovery Atlas
Mega Disasters
Survivor Man
Modern Marvels
Passport to Europe
The Universe
Raging Planet
Cities of the Underworld
Afro Samurai
The L Word
No Reservations
These are a few I love and watch whenever I can..take a look, you might like em too.
Books:
Books are one of my greatest passions. There is no way i could possibly put down all the ones I love here for I have been inspired by many and they have enriched my life as well as my writing experience to a huge level. Still here are a few that I truly enjoyed, perhaps you might enjoy one of them as well...
Heroes:
Heroes to me are not what most would view as heroes, however I found a poem which says it best.
True Heroes
True heroes are not sportsmen or sportswomen though some with that would not agree
And true heroes are not wealthy power brokers with a strong sense of I, myself and me,
'No' true heroes are the under class battlers whose battle is against the odds
The poor and the forgotten fringe dwellers and the people frowned on by the Gods.True heroes not Hollywood starlets or president or king or queen
And nothing is written about them in Newspaper and magazine
They are seen as the under achievers by those who have tainted the name of success
Those who believe that the influence of money is the only key to happiness.True heroes live in the poor suburbs the working poor and those on welfare
They keep keeping on through the hard times and battle the ghosts of despair
It's so true that many must grow poorer just to create one new millionaire
And don't tell me that in war as in love that everything in life is fair.True heroes in many ways powerless as they struggle up life's steep incline
And they don't dine in upper class restaurants and drink the most expensive wine
The odds seem heavily stacked against them yet bravely they keep keeping on
And only the truest of heroes keep hoping when all hope seems gone.Francis Duggan
Sixty-Nine Odd Questions
Are your parents married or divorced?: divorced
Are you a vegetarian?: no
Do you believe in Heaven?: no
Have you ever come close to dying?: yes
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: my pinky ring
Are you eating?: no
Do you eat the stems of broccoli: yes
Do you wear makeup?: yes
Would you ever have plastic surgery?: yes
What do you wear to bed?: jammies
Have you ever done anything illegal?: yes
Can you roll your tounge?: yes
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: yes
Do you believe in Abortions?: yes
What is your Hair color?: black
Future child's name, boy and girl?: it would depend on my man and me
Do you smoke?: no
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?: Itlay
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: no
If you won the lottery, what would you do first?: split the money evenly
Gold or silver?: silver
Hamburger or hot dog?: hamburger
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?: platanos
City, beach or country?: beach
What was the last thing you touched?: my computer
Where did you eat last?: at home
When's the last time you cried?: days and days ago
Do you read blogs?: yes
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?: yes
Ever been involved with the police?: no
what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?: pantene and i don't use soap
Do you talk in your sleep?: yes
Ocean or pool?: ocean
What's your favorite song at the moment: calabria
have you ever had a cavity?: no
Window seat or aisle seats?: window
Ever met anyone famous?: yes
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?: i'm on my way!
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: twirl
What is your fav. sport to play?: baseball
Basketball or football?: football
when was the last time you went to the bathroom?: about an hour ago
Do you drive a stick?: no
Cake or ice cream?: ice cream
Are you self-conscious?: yes
Do you like any of your close friends?: yes
Have you ever given money to a bum?: yes
Have you been in love?: i am in love
Where do you wish you were?: at my mans house
On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?: he's my love
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?: no
Can you tango?: no
Last gift you received?: money
What occasion did you recieve your gift?: valentines day
Last thing you spent lots of money on?: my mans ipod
Where do you live?: jersey
Last wedding attended.: my cousins
Favorite restaurant?: my lovies house
What is your favorite kind of car?: cooper
Most hated food(s): ochre
Most loved food(s)?: burgers
Can you sing?: i can carry a tune
Person on your mind?: bear
What's your least fav. chores?: cooking
Favorite drink?: soda
Currently have a Crush?: bear and he crushes me tooo
How long was your longest drive in a car?: to south carolina
Why do you do Myspace surveys?: i like them
Do you know who Nick Tyo is?: no
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