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Valarie

Dance like no one is watching

About Me

WOW! Where do I begin? I am a whore and desire to be used by anyone that will use me. Lets make it very simple... I am a young witch trying to survive each and every day.. one day at a time. I have been to te darkside and liked it, so I know I have to watch myself all the time. I lost the most important person in my life several years ago, My Goddess Kayla. She was everyting to me and it was suppose to be forever.
I trust and believe sometimes to easily, and some can not accept me for only what I can give. I try but I am learning my limits.
"Life is easy... Death is really hard" If you understand that, let me know! Have you been to the darkside?
So now I wake up every morning, check my pulse.. rise to the sky above and thank the Goddess for another day of understanding.
Oh.. hey... If you do want to chat with me great... But if I screw up, I already told you I would!
I am simply a "Fly by the broom gurl"!
Oh yea... hey, please read my bio here before you write to me! It is only common respect.
Guys you can tell me I am cute, but don't tell me you wanna hook up, I do not go that way.. I never have.. never will!
Do not leave me a yahoo, or and other IM name to contact you, I will not! If you can not start a conversation here and really get to know me, I certanly am not going to add you to a buddy list!
Val
You Are 0% Boyish and 100% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

My Interests

EARTH-FIRE-AIR-WATER-SPIRIT
Without these nothing would exisit!

I'd like to meet:

Below are the only friends that knew me as I was.If you are ever fortunate enough to meet one, yu will be blessed!

Music:

BIF Naked, Pink Video code provided by Music Video Codes
Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in
Good health and good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

Movies:

Scooby Doo - The Movie

Television:

Buffy, Angel, Smallville

Books:

What if God was the Sun

Heroes:

Lrd Night Eagle - He literally saved my life.

My Blog

Lesbian???

Can a lesbian fall in love with a guy?
Posted by Valarie on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 09:21:00 PST

I did it again

I seem to have gotten so good at messing things up! I have been told that alot of my depression and problems is cause I do not say what I honestly feel, but as soon as I do... Another person wants not...
Posted by Valarie on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 07:06:00 PST

Kayla - Always

The caring prayers, the shaking shock -This awful news my world did rock.No one knew how it happened or why.We were all so sad; it made me cry.How unfair it should have happened now -Won't someone eve...
Posted by Valarie on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 07:02:00 PST

I'm coming home Kayla

My life as I have know it, no longer exists. What I once had has been taken no more. I should of died with you Kayla on that night, I always thought I was spared for something so much more in life. Bu...
Posted by Valarie on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 07:07:00 PST

I hope you had the time of your life

Thanks everyone for being a friend... Fell in love..... Death seperated us Fell in Love.... Death seperated us   Valarie A Howell
Posted by Valarie on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 12:15:00 PST

weak

my hands are getting sweatymy knees are turning weakits been a whilei don't think i remember what happy meanswasted all this time being downdon't know how i'm ever gonna be me againi'm soon gonna fix ...
Posted by Valarie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I Would

i will always remember todayme on my kneesby your gravethinking abouteverything you ever gaveas the rain dripped down my faceso did the tearsthinking aboutall these yearsand howone of my biggest fears...
Posted by Valarie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Life is full circle

A new life, A new begining, Another chance of happiness! I believe I have found something that I was sure was gone forever. I again feel, touch, taste. I have a reason to wake up and even more reason ...
Posted by Valarie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

You've captured my eye

You've captured my eye Like a dozen roses, there's a beauty here that's unmatched and definately unique I do believe in love at first sight now, for it's destined here...for it's love we seek ...
Posted by Valarie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Today's the day

Today's the day We're meeting under the cover of darkness just trying for a small bit of happiness Now we'll go to a corner, just to talk, we'll plan a time, then we'll begin to walk. We're h...
Posted by Valarie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST