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Jen's a Boy

Jennifer Merrill -- What do you do when you discover the gorgeous girl next door is a boy?

About Me

IF IT WASNT OBVIOUS ALREADY... YES, I ADORE FASHION! ;-D..I'm a blue-eyed blonde - a life-long California girl (well, not always -- check out my pix!) who loves the sun, the surf and skiing the Sierras. However, I also have a particular weak spot for beautiful clothes and shopping on Rodeo Drive (eat your heart out "Pretty Woman"!), as well as for other gorgeous women with a taste for elegance (sorry guys, but feel free to let your voyeuristic fantasies run wild!).I'm happily married and a total fashionista with long legs, who loves to shop and to wear clingy dresses or miniskirts with f*** me stilettos to turn people's heads when I walk by! And somehow, I usually succeed.I'm an artist by trade. I paint portraits and landscapes in oils and watercolors. And I love to write and to read other's writings. Aside from drifting back and forth across the gender landscape, I'm interested in all other forms of subversive activity, as well! I'd love to hear about what gets your juices flowing! You can check out my website, Jen's Diva Den, at http://www.ebabz.com/jensdivaden and I'd love it if you'd email me directly at [email protected] I realize that many visitors won't read this at all (I'm still amazed at how many guys are suddenly shocked to realize that I'm really and truly a boy!), many of you may wonder about the type of man who would fantasize about becoming a woman. I mean, let’s be honest, not every guy would take delight in slipping into sexy lingerie that feminizes the shape of his body, stepping into a pair of stiletto heels that show off his long, silky smooth legs, painting his nails and carefully applying makeup, donning a beautifully coifed wig, wiggling into a form fitting dress, or stepping out in public as an attractive woman and subjecting himself to the scrutiny of everyone he encounters.Just what kind of guy would want to be transformed into a beautiful babe? Well, the truth is that I’ve never really thought of myself as a sissy, but I happen to be that kind of guy! And maybe you are, too….I suspect that most crossdressers have these metamorphosis fantasies from time to time. Now don’t get me wrong. I happen to have my own extensive wardrobe filled with beautiful evening gowns, dresses and skirts, a collection of high heels that places me in mortal fear of comparisons to Imelda Marcos, wigs out the kazoo, and drawers filled with beautiful lingerie and accessories. And I’ve been going out pretty much everywhere as a woman for years. But I still think it would be fun – and exciting – to experience the loss of control that takes place when a gorgeous woman takes control and transforms me into a sexy starlet – her glamorous girlfriend for the evening! I've written a story (along with photos, of course!!!) that reflects such a fantasy… or is it a fantasy? I’ll leave that, and maybe more, to your imagination. I hope this gets your own creative juices flowing.... You can find this feminization fantasy on my personal website at: http://ebabz.com/jensdivaden/gallery/3_22_03/forced3.htm I hope you have fun with it!!! ;-DI've also started a group here on myspace which has become fairly popular. It includes quite a few additional pix of me, and I hope you'll enjoy them. The name of the group is "Boys Who Become Beautiful Babes - A Transformation Paradise." It's open to males, females, GGs, TGs, gays, lesbians, straights, whoever, whatever.... I hope you'll join the group at your earliest convenience and let me know what you think! ;-DLove, Jen

My Interests

Life is soooooo short! We should all enjoy it to the fullest! I can be your glamorous gal pal giggling over the latest new push-up bra technology in Victoria's Secret and trying on outrageous gowns, sexy dresses and Manolos in boutiques. Shopping is one of my favorite past times.... I've tried to elevate it to an art form!On the other hand, I can just be the casual beach bum/working artist next door or a handsome guy in a tux. Take your pick. I'd love to meet you!But, to tell you the truth, aside from my art, there are few things that I enjoy more than rummaging through my well-stocked lingerie drawer for just the right combination of delicate underthings, wiggling into a clingy dress, stepping into spiky heels, carefully applying my makeup, brushing one of my wigs into an attractive style, and then going out knowing that everybody who looks at me is thinking they're seeing a beautiful, stylish woman. I find it incredibly exciting and amusing!!! Especially when I can share the experience with friends who are in on the joke....So for those of you who are searching through the ranks of all of these fascinating profiles, here are a few keywords that might catch your attention: art, artists, beaches, beauty, blonde, blue eyes, boutiquing, brini maxwell (the attitude more than the aesthetic!), cd, cindy sherman, clotheshorse, corsets, cosmetology, crossdress, crossdressed, crossdressers, crossdressing, dance, dancers, dancing, dining, drag, drag queens, evening gowns, Expressionism, fashion, female impersonators, femininity, feminization, fine cuisine, fine wines, forced feminization, fuck me pumps, hairstyles, hairstylists, haute couture, high heels, illusion, Impressionism, lace, lesbians, lingerie, literature, makeup, miniskirts, modeling, music, musicians, painters, passion, portrait painting, roleplay, satin, sexual innuendo, shopping, silk, skiing, stilettos, style, tg, transgender, transgendered, transsexuals, transvestites (such an ugly clinical word for such a beautiful, sensual experience), ts, tv, velvet, Victoria's Secret, wigs, writing, yasumasa morimura

I'd like to meet:

Friendly open-minded people who enjoy the pleasure of meeting and getting to know others. As you can probably tell from my friends, I'm particularly interested in meeting other beautiful females, whether they started the day that way or not.... :-)I'm also always interested in meeting other artists, writers, musicians and creative people. You might want to check out my interests to see if I'm the type of person you'd really like to hang with....

Music:

I have extremely eclectic taste in music. I truly enjoy everything from classical to cool jazz to pop to punk to Idan Raichel. Hell, I even love show tunes and I'm a total sucker for a Broadway musical!!! And how many of your other girlfriends free associate Liz Phair singing "HWC/Hot White Come" with Jimmy Buffett singing "Why Don't We Get Drunk and Screw?" Omigod.... sometimes I seem even too weird for myself!

Movies:

action, romance, chick flicks, almost anything that plays at an arthouse theater

Television:

So I guess it's time I updated this... I rarely watch TV, and I am soooo thankful for Tivo, so that I can at least catch the few programs I enjoy watching.... I still enjoy "ER," and I've had a crush on Maura Tierney ever since I saw her pouting over how hot Dave Foley looked in her little black dress on "News Radio!" lol! I also enjoy "NCIS" (in spite of the stupid story line in one episode ("Dead Man Talking") in which the NCIS team members all act like morons over a gorgeous TS character played by the beautiful Jamie Luner!), "Without a Trace" (Poppy Montgomery is a babe!), "Grey's Anatomy" (OK, so I think Katherine Heigl is incredibly hot despite the soppy "Denny" plotline), "Cold Case" (Kathryn Morris... I have a love-hate relationship with her hair), and recently "Ugly Betty" -- Ana Ortiz is a total babe (and I keep waiting for her flamboyant son to show up in drag!), and Vanessa Williams is fabulous (I want to steal her wardrobe and have the body to wear it! lol!).... And now there's Rebecca Romijn as the post-op TS Alexis (nee Alex)! I love it! :-D

Books:

I am a total Hemingway aficionado, and also love just about anything by James Michener or Tom Clancy... I know... how ladylike! lol! I actually do love good literature, but I didn't want to sound too pretentious... this IS myspace, after all! ;-D

Heroes:

The pioneers who have helped to make the world safer and saner for individuals dealing with transgender issues: Christine Jorgensen, April Ashley, Caroline Cossey (aka Tula) and Coccinelle all come to mind.... I also have a soft spot for people in uniform....

My Blog

Friends

Hi there, everyone!  I love to read your comments on my pix....  If you're a new friend, please stop by and leave me a note, and I promise to do my best to return the favor on one of your pi...
Posted by Jen's a Boy on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 02:19:00 PST

Happy Holidays! I hope you enjoy these pix!

I thought you might get a good giggle out of this set of pix!    ;-DLove, Jen...
Posted by Jen's a Boy on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:34:00 PST

Boyish or Girlish and Celebrity Look-a-likes!

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% GirlishEven if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotiona...
Posted by Jen's a Boy on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:55:00 PST

Recycled: Crossdressers & Transsexuals, Inquiry from a Young TG

I wanted to keep a couple of older blogs on my profile page, while making room for new writing....  So I combined them into a single new blog, along with all of the comments, which I tho...
Posted by Jen's a Boy on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 06:19:00 PST

L.A. TG Nightlife

One of my friends here, a beautiful ts, dropped me a note at the Boys Who Make Beautiful Babes group, asking about tg-oriented nightlife in the L.A. area. I thought there might be a lot of my friends...
Posted by Jen's a Boy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Transformation Magazine, Issue 50 - Yes... It's Me!

Several of you have asked, and of course that is me as one of the featured girls in Transformation magazine's most recent issue with RuPaul on the cover (along with a note about my four page spread on...
Posted by Jen's a Boy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Reflections on being Transgendered

I've been pondering my own reaction to my girlfriend Jessica's recent inquiry re the benefits of taking some time off from dressing. I must say that I'm at best ambivalent about this issue in my own l...
Posted by Jen's a Boy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST