Family is exceedingly important to me, which also leads me to be extremely proud of the part of my heritage that I know.
I have an almost child-like lighter side and an unfortunately well-developed darker side, and I generally wear my heart on my sleeve. People generally see me on the lighter side, see the softer me, but I've been known to switch unpredictably on occasion. I can be soft as satin, or hard as stone; cold as ice, or on fire with passion or rage. I have come through many less-than-pleasant experiences that have shaped my harder, darker side, and it can be difficult to leave that part behind, knowing that what remains is then left vulnerable.
Fortunately, I have also been shaped by some wonderful experiences, the astounding love of a close family, and some amazing friends. My incredibly patient and loving husband, my pet rabbit Daisy, and the aforementioned family and friends are of particular help in keeping me sane. ;) They are largely to credit for my "making it;" they helped me find my strength and my light, and they are each a deep joy in my life.
I love deeply and fiercely. I also love quickly; there are probably those who still consider me simply a friendly acquaintance that I consider a full-fledged friend. There are those I've lost touch with who I still consider close friends. It doesn't matter much to me where I stand with them, I nonetheless love and cherish them, and for the most part I only require respect (which includes trust and love) to maintain a friendship. However, should I find that respect lacking (whether I feel you lack respect for me or I somehow lose respect for you), ties will be cut just as quickly and thoroughly as they were made.
