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THE GAME WE PLAY IS LET'S PRETEND & PRETEND WERE NOT PRETENDING

About Me

**** IT IS WHAT IT IS ****THE "GAME", AS I SEE IT NOW!.!.!.!!!WE CHOOSE TO FORGET WHO WE ARE AND THEN FORGET THAT WE'VE FORGOTTEN. WHO ARE WE REALLY? FOR ALL YOU ARE YOU SEE IS ENERGY. DIFFERENT DEGREES OF SPEED, DENSITY, INTENSITY, CHAINS OF LINKING ATOMS IN SPACE PATTERNS IN THE DELIGHT DANCE OF EVERCHANGING MATTER. GO LOOK SOMEWHERE ELSE FOR SUBJECT MATTER. FOR WHAT DOES THE SUBJECT MATTER? FOR ALL MATTER IS SUBJECT TO OTHER MATTER AND IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER : ) OR THEN AGAIN IT ONLY MATTERS FOR A WHILE. WE ARE THE CENTER THAT WATCHES AND RUNS THE SHOW THAT CAN CHOOSE WHICH WAY IT WILL GO. THE I AM CONSCIOUSNESS, THAT POWERFUL LOVING PERFECT REFLECTION OF THE COSMOS. BUT IN OUR ATTEMPT TO COPE WITH EARLY SITUATIONS WE CHOSE OR WERE HYPNOTIZED INTO A PASSIVE POSITION TO AVOID PUNISHMENT OR THE LOSS OF LOVE. WE CHOoSE TO DENY OUR RESPONSE/ABILITY PRETENDING THAT THINGS JUST HAPPENED OR THAT WE WERE BEING CONTROLLED, TAKEN OVER. WE PUT OURSELVES DOWN & HAVE BECOME USED TO THIS MASOCHISTIC POSTURE THIS WEAKNESS THIS UNSURENESS THIS INDECISIVENESS. BUT WE ARE IN REALITY FREE. A CENTER OF COSMIC ENERGY. YOUR WILL IS YOUR POWER. DONT PRETEND YOU DONT HAVE IT OR YOU WONT STOP PLAYING POOR ME. EITHR YOU WILL OR YOU WONT BE WILLING TO EXPRESS YOUR WILL POWER IN A SKILLFUL LOVING MANNER. ITS ABOUT TIME, BLISS TIMELESSNESS, BALANCE, ENERGY, INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS, MOVING THROUGH TO A DEEPER SOURCE. LEAVING OUR PREOCCUPATION WITH THE PAST OUR FEAR OF THE FUTURE OUR OVERSTRESSING THE RATIONAL MIND, SUPERFICIAL SEX, EXCESSIVE COMPETITION, CONSUMING MATERIAL, POWER GAMES, OUR BITCHING AND NEGATIVITY TO REALIZE WHO WE ARE AND WHAT IT IS WE WANT. THE QUEST THE QUESTION THE QUESTIONAIRE. WHO ARE YOU? A BODY, A MIND, A ROAL, A GOAL? WE ARE CONSCIOUSNESS. A LOVING POWERFUL ETERNAL SOUL. WITH THE QUALITY OF AN OBSEREVER WHO HAS THOUGHTS, EMOTIONS, SENSATIONS, WE HAVE A PHYSICAL BODY BUT WE ARE NOT THAT EVERCHANGING FORM. WE HAVE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS BUT WE ARE NOT THESE FLUCTUATING PATTERNS. WE HAVE A MIND BUT WE ARE NOT THIS PANORAMA OF IDEAS, PICTURES AND THOUGHTS. THE BODY, FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS ARE ALL IMPERMANENT CHANGING INSTRUMENTS OF EXPERIENCE, PERCEPTION, ACTION AND REACTION. YOU ARE AN ALWAYS COSTANT CENTER OF PURE RADIANT ENERGY CONSCIOUSNESS. ENERGY IS THE SUN, EARTH, AIR, SEA, YOU AND ME. CHEMISTRY, ELECTRICITY, YOUR BODY, BREATHING ,CIRCULATION, SENSATION, IMPULSES, THOUGHTS, WORDS, IMAGES, SOUNDS, COLORS, THIS COMPUTER, FLOOR TO CEILING, UNLIMITED LIFE COSCIOUSNESS VIBRATIONG EVERYWHERE. IN VARIOUS STATES SOLID, LIQUID, GAS, JEWELS, INVISIBLE MOLECULES FINDING THEIR TEMPORARY PLACE IN ENDLESS SPACE. YOU ARE A SERIOUS OF ENERGY FIELDS IN A FIELD OF ENERGY. THE ETERNAL PLAY OF THE GROSS SUBTLE SHADOW LIGHT NIGHT AND DAY. EXCHANGING, INTERCHANGING, REARRANGING ITSELF IN THE EVOLUTION DREAM CALLED LIFE. FORMLESS FREE THE ENERGY DELIGHTFULLY CREATED FORM AND WILL CONTINUE TO REFORM IN SUBTLER AND SUBTLER FORM UNTIL IT AGIAN RETURNS TO ITS FORMER FORMELESS FORM. : )I AM NOW ALWAYS IN EACH SITUATION AS FULLY FREE AS I ALLOW MYSELF TO BE. ....
Name? Jacqueline better known as Wackie
Birthday? September 7, 77
Zodiac Sign? Virgo
Favorite Drink? any great wine that goes with the mood
Tantra or Kama Sutra? Tantra.......DUH!
Spanking or stroking? N/A, Pulling and thowing :)
excersize or plastic surgery? excersize
Fast car or Fast boat? Dont care
Light or Dark? light & dark ( im contradicting)
Dianetics or Book of the Law? Book of the Law!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ron Hubbard or Aliester Crowley? Aleister Crowley! like Maynard from "a perfect circle" says, FUCK Ronald Hubbard and fuck all his cloans
Bob Marley or Jimi Hendrix? Jimi's a genius but....Good old BOB, Hes a prophet
Pleasure or Pain? aren't they intertwined?
Cigarettes or Marijuana? I dislike cigarettes but love the kind budd
Yoga or Pilates? YOGA!
Poetry or Prose? i'll come back to this one
Fiction or Non-Fiction? The truth is what im after!
Apollo or Dionysius? Dionysius, but i'm a girl : )
Zodiac sign You have had the worst Luck with? pieces, but love them sooo much!
Victoria's Secret or Hustler store? both, i said i was contradicting. : )
Long day or long night? day
Halloween or Christmas? halloween by far! What the fuck is christmas anyway!??!!!
Are you a rear view mirror driver? YES. just look at my car.
America or Europe? america, i dont know europe. but once i do, im sure my answer will change
Vegas or Bahamas? Vegas!
Bush or Clinton? weed and head opposed to curious george, what do you think?
Aristotle or Socrates? aristotle
Philosophy or Religion? philosophy haesn't had a history of burning people at the stake
Explore Space or the Bottom of the ocean? SPACE!!
Lover or Fighter? LOVER
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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My Interests

THE HERMIT. THIS IS I. BESIDES WORKING LIKE A MONKEY (YES, I RECENTLY BECAME PART OF THE RAT RACE) TO PAY OFF MY MORTGAGE, ALL I REALLY DO IS SIT BACK AT HOME AND READ. I LOOK FORWARD TO A GOOD MEAL.... FOOD & ANYTHING CHOCOLATE ARE MY 2 WEEKNESSES. I ENJOY RUNNING ON THE BEACH SUNDAY MORNINGS, WHILE WATCHING THE SUN COME UP TO GREET US. OTHER THINGS I LIKE INCLUDE ROLLERBLADING, WRITING, YOGA, STILL PHOTOGRAPHY,TAKING SELF PORTRAITS, KAYAKING, MEDITATING, RENTING MOVIES, ENJOYING A GOOD BOTTLE OF WINE WITH THE RIGHT MEAL IS A MUST!! --SEE, THERES FOOD AGAIN. : ) I INDULGE IN THE OCCASIONAL FETISH PARTY AND LOVE SHOOTING A COUPLE OF ROUNDS AT THE RANGE EVERY NOW AND THEN. THE DARK HOLE IN THE WALL JAZZ BAR OR LOCAL LIVE BAND SPOT IS WHERE U'LL PROBABLY FIND ME IF AND WHEN I GO OUT. IM PRETTY SIMPLE. DON'T GO OUT MUCH. DONE IT ALL, DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE. MAYBE IM NOT PRETTY SIMPLE, JUST BORING. FORGET EVERY MYTH IN WHICH WAS CREATED TO SCARE U FROM ASTRAL TRAVELING. IM DOING IT RIGHT NOW. U SEE, LOOK. IM BACK, IN ONE PEACE....PIECE. : )93!

I'd like to meet:

ALEISTER CROWLEY,PROFITS, GHANDI, HITLER, JESUS, BOB MARLEY, POETS, HERETICS, PAINTERS, ASTRONOMERS, MUSICIANS, MAGICIANS,TEMPLARS, DON JUAN AND HIS PEYOTE ; )....OH YA, ME 15 YEARS AGO AND HAVE LET MYSELF IN ON ALL THE MADNESS.

MY FRIENDS ROCK!
I have 100 friends.

MoeFaux

Arianna

daniella

Brie

Illa

deemo (puto chivato)

Mauro n Kelly

Latex Lovers

Shereefer

L.A.I.D.

Tormenta Tranquila

23

Black People

ASIF

Agency of Spirits

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Music:

MUDVAYNE, slipknot, tool, portishead, good old Bob Marley, burnning spears, A perfect circle, jimi hendrix, a tribe called quest, wu tang, mos def, phish, ella fitzgerald, etta james, hoover phonix, AUTOLUX, fiona apple, depeche mode, louis armstrong, duke Ellington, steele pulse, black uhuru, Damien "jr. Gong" Marley, marcia griffiths, gregory isaacs, EEK A MOUSE, peter tosh, dawn Penn, Dennis Brown, pharside, snoop, , led zepplin, billie Holiday, Nina Simone, Morrissey, Al Green,lou reed, machine head, MASTADON, shadows fall, mashugga, gorillaz,MINISTRY, white stripes, ravie shankar, Anoushka Shankar, Boubacar Traore, candlemass, primus, Vast, G. LOVE, bad religion, american headcharge, everytime i die, Pantera, kill switch engage, Kitty, super joint ritual, slayer, black people, the sword, bloodsimple, taproot, marilyn manson, napalm death, Deicide, Atreyu, Otep, Dimmu Borgir, dry kill logic, lamb of god, clutch, spineshank, deftones, korn, garbage, rage agianst the machine, cold play, system of the down, Buena Vista Social Club, blur, Ice T (O.G.), 311, chimaira, Erica Badu, roots, the dead can dance, Miles Davis, And you will know us by the trail of the dead, Janes addiction, Camara Obscura, Manu Chao, The Greatful dead, Pearl Jam, Orishas, Lovage, The Kinks, Floor, Elbow, Beatles, ....MANY MORE!!!!!!!!

Movies:

Bonnie & Clyde, SECRETARY!! The goonies, the lost boys, taxi, the breakfast club,clock work orange, julien donkey boy, killing Zoe, The man who would be king, rope, Dr. Zhivago, true romance, y tu mama tambien, full metal jacket, shawshank redemption, american history X, the gods must be crazy, Silence of the lambs, gotta love FOREST GUMP! traainspotting, Lawrence of Arabia, ametyville horrors, gremlins, history of the world part 1, dead man walking, requiem for a dream, sling blade, new jack city, hellraiser, 12 monkeys, resident evil, Natural born killers, pulp fiction, the usual suspects, Bram Stokers Dracula, fight club, casino, american me, my dinner with andre, waking life, one flew over a coocoos nest, boogie nights, the devils advocate, garden state, adaptation, Clerks, Apocalypse Now, fear & loathing in las vegas, leaving las vegas, lost highway, crash, reservoir dogs, good fellas, God fathers, The Departed. Love Tim Burton, Martin Scorsese, David Lynch, Stanley Kubrik & Alfred Hitchkock movies!! MANY MORE!!!!

Television:

frasier, comedy central, WLRN, Discovery. not big on t.v.

Books:

Non fiction is what i lean towards!!! Here are just a few. The Book of THE Law, Psychopath's bible! hollywood babylons. lets talk authors, I like Aleister Crowley, Manly P Hall, James Wasserman, Duquette, Isreal Regardie, Kraig, Budge, Burroughs, Joseph Campbell, Baines, Kenneth Anger, Schueler, Goethe, C.S. Hyatt, Bob Frissel, Aristotle, Keges Ken jr., Plato, Carlos Castaneda, Rober Anton Wison, Zehm Aloim, Diane Hartmann, Gary Ford, Iohari Harish, Jason Black, Herman Hesse, Huxley Aldous, William Blake, Chaucer, Dante, Baigent & Leigh, Frazer, Krishnamurti Jiddu, C. Jung, Assagoli Roberto, Frank Bowman, Mishra Rammurti S, Edgar Allen Poe, H.G. Wells, Hemingway, Ralph W. Emerson, Oyle Irving, Atkinson William, Henry David Thoreau, Nathaniel Hawthorne,Emily Dickenson, F. Scott Fitgerald, Mildred W. Struven, John Stokes,Anne Sexton, Samuel Osherson, Marta Lynch, Albert Schweitzer, Rainer Maria Rilke, Tom Robbins, Bailey Alice, Henry James,Robert Frost, Leo Buscaglia, Hippocrates, Bernie Siegel,Garrison Omar, Theodore Dreiser, Rendel Peter, William Faulkner,E.E.Cummings, Rajneesh Bhagwan Shree, Harding D.E., Allen Tate, Watts Alan, Sir Winston Churchill, ...MANY MORE!!!! Heres a quote i like to remind myself from time to time. "Imagination is more important than knowledge." -Albert Einstein

Heroes:

MY PARENTSNINA SIMONE, HERE COMES THE SUNGORILLAZ, EVERY PLANET WE REACH IS DEADPORTISHEAD,ONLY U LOUIS ARMSTRONG, WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD

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I SEE HIM IN ME AND ME IN HIM, FOR HE IS MY EVIL TWIN

You are perfect at this very goddamned moment.  You are perfect and u have always been. So yet u still go on seeking for perfection because ur mind tells u that u are incomplete.  You d...
Posted by jackie on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 12:21:00 PST

IT'S GOOD TO BE KING

ITS GOOD TO BE KING.   -MEL BROOKS when was the last time u felt "kingly" do u remember why?       
Posted by jackie on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 12:57:00 PST

IF THERE WERE DREAMS TO SELL WHAT WOULD YOU BUY?

IF THERE WERE DREAMS TO SELL WHAT WOULD YOU BUY? THATS IT!!!  WHAT WOULD YOU BUY?
Posted by jackie on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 12:53:00 PST