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(Hypersigil Triptych destroyed by fire 2006. I'm no Austin Osman Spare but would imagine that is relevant. And all my other shit which didn't feel too magical at all...)
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My love walks a little hesitantly these days
With a slight limp
Not that you’d notice
Its from years of running away
From the real thing
Or something like it
And from standing too long on my own now
In the thunderstorm
As they walk away
A hand to hold
And a real smile
And boredom never kicking in
Or distraction
Or Pan playing that song
Yeah, you know the one I mean
“But if the real thing
Is only temporary
Say now girl
Oh won’t you follow me”
And lately I’ve been seeing
A lot of faces from the past
And the pedestal I had put them on
Has been put away at last
There’s a time and there’s a season
For magic and for reason
I’m glad to see they are well
And sorry I don’t feel it for them
No longer under their spell
Free to be bewitched again.
Just a hand to hold
And a real smile
Like time is running out
And talk of dieing on your feet
Rather than living on your knees
Yeah, you know what I mean
And if the real thing
Is only temporary
Say now girl
Oh won’t you say goodbye
[R.J.S 2007]
Sestina 4 Industro-Military Heartbreak :
Head and heart filled with hope
Tonight, goose-pimpling under your touch
Out there somewhere our betters orchestrated another war
And all around belief was disappearing
Freckles where what once was white
Your arms your love embracing
On the streets the views they are embracing
Led me to develop my own hope
That one day all the flags would be bleached white
By a glorious few hours of the sun's touch
And whilst the pompous colours were disappearing
Men would forget why they ever went to war
For the economy's sake we need another war
With our allies time's come for embracing
In 50 years the oil will be disappearing
Someone else's problem then we hope
For now we want the easy touch
And the limousine to be white
In the morning coffee, sugar, white
News comes of more victims of this war
How many more times must lives feel its touch
Funerals full of tearful embracing
Children born into a world without hope
Wonder if their own sanity is disappearing
Our supposed leaders' credibilty disappearing
The wash they're using on us whiter than white
Gone now any hope
Of real reasons for this war
Collective consciousness now embracing
A notion that democracy is beyond our touch
Too many nights now here without your touch
My mental image of you disappearing
Once unrequited, all embracing
Pure wedding dress white
Flag of surrender in the other war
That robs us of our hope
A touch so deft, a lie so white
Truth disappearing always in every war
Leaves us embracing whats left of hope.
[R.J.Shaw 2006 All Rights Reserved]

My Interests

..On Waking Up :

Our cultures have been blanket-bombed with diversion
Where idiocy and wealth are king
And what car you drive
Is more important than
The last book you read
And what some witless celebrity says
Is more important than
What your own instinct tells you
And what the drug dealer is peddling
Is more important
Than what your friend is trying to tell you.

Still, the alert, though ridiculed and pilloried
Trust their own eyes
And gaze out in disbelief
For a while we thought there was no punchline to this one
Or that the joke was on us
But when we eventually heard it
It shook our very foundations
Made us sick to our stomachs
How far does this go?
All the way
Near and far.

But what can one man do, asks a friend
In hushed tones.
I pondered awhile.
One man can say no
I will not be part of this
I can bear to watch no longer
One man can unplug his TV
Refuse to make bombs
Refuse to make bullets
Refuse to baa
One man can wake up
Wipe the sleep from his eyes
And see things differently from then on.

[R.J.Shaw 2006 All Rights Reserved]

I love all the ways we communicate and interact.
I believe in freedom of expression.

Henry Rollins : I Know You
still inspirational. Search and Destroy.

On Wasted Potential :

Wasted potential is the worst crime, and you pay for it with the rest of your life. Time is right now. Time is right, now. These words appearing on the screen. More extraneous words and information. Days and weeks pissed away in a mere sentence. Maybe I should stop kidding myself and write one of those paperback holiday novels instead. A good one, mind you. I could do it in my lunchbreak at the Factory Of Lost Souls Inc. If you can't beat 'em join 'em? Yeah, right. What the fuck is going on? Wasted potential is the worst crime and you pay for it with your life? No, no, surely you have all your life to find and fulfill your potential. Grit your teeth. Find your bullshit detector. Turn it on. Now leave it on until you're done. These are crazy times. 'They' are trying to get the flags flying again, our supposed betters, democratically elected using ancient sheep herding techniques, our 'leaders'. Now lets be honest. Right now. Time is right.

The majority are distracted enough not to question. Or are they? At times the feeling of a sea-change swelling gets through amidst the glut of media that would suggest the contrary. Moments of clarity?

Jame's Lovelock's Gaia hypothesis, that this planet we all share is a self-righting macro-organism gives me some hope. If man becomes too much of a stress on the system, Gaia will attempt to return things to how they should be. Killer pandemics not created in a CIA lab. Tsunami. Earthquake. Volcano...

It seems soon there could be a quickening of our species' evolution. The swollen sea-change suddenly experiencing the same moment of clarity. Bullshit detectors on forever. A realisation that the resources this facade is run on are finite. Maybe they will last our lifetime. I doubt it.

When they do run out I think our current leaders will be out of power. Hopefully between now and then we can raise the collective consciousness to a level, worldwide, that will see the end of these grotesque rich men's social clubs. Otherwise, the 'One-World' dictatorship awaits.

As a species, we are now intelligent enough to communicate and organize ourselves for the greater good. We have the opportunity to question the framework that holds this current incarnation of 'civilisation' together. Maybe there will be an evolutionary split, a branching. Nietzche's ubermensch but not at the expense of the untermensch that is left behind. An evolutionary fast track. Gaia working from the inside as well as the outside for the greater good.

Through multiple media, common sense, a process of evolutionary osmosis, moments of clarity becoming days and weeks of clarity in a mere sentence.

The sea change swells. These words on your screen right now. The time is right now. The initial right now is the tap of my fingers on the keyboard forming words and sentences. Paragraphs and pages. More information. The secondary right now is you reading these words, sentences, paragraphs and pages right now.

"Like showing a dog a card trick" - Sir William Hicks.

This finger tapping and your open mouth.

[R.J.Shaw 2006 All Rights Reserved]

I'd like to meet:

Anyone open-minded.
Anyone with an intact soul.
Anyone who is part of the potential solution
and not exasperating the problem.

Anyone?

Bob Ross? ..

Music:

Check out this MySpace MP3 Player !

Tool : Parabola
"pain is an illusion"

Mogwai : My Father My King
...excerpt,live @ The Albert Hall, I'm stood in front of the stage somewhere...

Explosions In The Sky : Your Hand In Mine
excerpt, live @ The Paradiso in Amsterdam, I took this whilst testing my psyche on 'shrooms, the yellow strobes were great, squeegee that third eye... that was good, but I timed it perfectly just after Eugene Kelly's set last year, munching the contents of my brown paper bag, and as Mogwai hit the stage at the Melkweg my communion started...

Movies:

Mind Deprogramming Videos
: watch 'em.

Television:

the drug of the nation...
Elvis was right.

Books:

Yeah, I love 'em. Reading is a revolutionary act.

Heroes:

Francis Crick steaming on LSD seeing the double-helix that would later be found to be present in ALL living things. The All/God/I Am/The Souce or whatever language you want to attempt to describe it with... "My God's better than your God" is nonsense, so lets not fight because of different descriptions okay?

Either all are special or none are special.

All the honest men and women in positions of power all over the World who will do the right thing for the greater good and not sell their brothers and sisters down the river for a feather in their cap. I'm assuming there are still some of these left out there. Lets have some living heroes questioning what these flags actually stand for instead of draping them over the coffins of our dead youth.
Isn't it time you opened your mind ?

My Blog

William Cooper R.I.P

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Silent Weapons For Quiet Wars (Part 1)

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Posted by Ray on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:54:00 PST

Silent Weapons For Quiet Wars (Part 2)

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Posted by Ray on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:52:00 PST

Operation Vampire Killer 2000 (Introduction)

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Posted by Ray on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:26:00 PST

Operation Vampire Killer 2000 (Part 1)

WORLD AND NATIONAL LEADERS POINT THE WAYLet us continue with statements from those who over the last few generations have recognized the One World conspiracy. BENJAMIN DISRAELI, Prime Minister of En...
Posted by Ray on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:25:00 PST

Operation Vampire Killer (Part 2)

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Posted by Ray on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:20:00 PST

Operation Vampire Killer 2000 (Part 3)

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Posted by Ray on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:17:00 PST

Operation Vampire Killer 2000 Is Working (Part 4)

VAMPIRE KILLER 2000 IS WORKINGMore than ever before we, as Police Officers, National Guardsmen and Soldiers, are learning the truth about America's enemies and remembering whom it was we swore to ...
Posted by Ray on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:15:00 PST