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here i am writing again to hear the sound of my own voice. it is a choice really to choose what kind of a day you would like to pass through. though things appear without warning to distract and with a bit of hope blow you completely off your tracks. leaving you on either side stranded and staring in a swirling sunset feeling stupid for ever leaving the house. but calm returns and the burns you thought you felt from them heal only to warn you for the future. to keep your eyes pealed and your brain in tune, because something will get in the way very soon.June 25, 2006this one hit too close. nothing seems so simple only strange things grow. all the walls are not what they were before and the sky doesnt seem alive. all things sink and all things stir. all things are senseless and everythings a blur. nothing is the middle and everythings outside. i could say everything stops and goes back the way it was. but this is for real and i dont know where it came from. out of nowhere the comet struck, and physics says goodluck. get back the pieces of all you own so youd be back home. you get what you get while you gather and collect. all the pieces you can find without turning your neck. still and straight ahead, a shiny piece of something but you dont know what it said. it says something nature and the damage it does, and something of hope in the middle of us.July 7, 2006- Back to normal with no regrets, just paranoid eyes and dripping with sweat. Looking for flowers that glow in the sun, and leaves that unfold like stories of fun. Fun with friends flow right through the soul, cleaning out webs and fill your chest with up gold. Where rainbows rip and sail through the stars bending and twirling sharing seasons of hearts. That rain down through and mix with the sun, the light and the love and the curse its undone. Into the ground goes the mixture of things, all the love and hate and the life that it brings. Reach through the dirt, grow stretch through the earth. And reach for the sun my glowing flower of fun. July 25, 2006- it stopped and the swirling is over. standing in dead grass with burning four leaf clovers. the smoke on the hills curls with the trees. the trees lost their leaves and ache with disease. the sky hurts and the air is thick. the demons are inside stabbing with sticks. the ground is so close and nothing is alive. wondering how only one creature survived. the air is getting hot and the skin starts to peel. outside and in the pain increasingly more real. teeth fall out no breathe to shout. the eyes would cry if fire weren't so dry. the hair has melted and there's no more skin. and they're inside ripping like they now how to win. the legs give way, they can no longer stand. falling on the arms with the disintegrating hands. the sounds don't make sense and it tastes like death. you notice something moved, somewhere in the sky. but your already dead and they'rs attacking your eyes. one goes out and runs down your bones. then he crawls out and chisels your nose. you feel it all at once with every swing of the axe. the savage pounding of a very real attack. theres another one out back slamming an axe. then he crawls inside exactly where YOUR at. now all you can here is the sound of his voice. taunting your thoughts with a sick rejoice. he starts singing the songs that eat you alive. they've taken over your mind and leave you one good eye. that burns and stings fixed visual of things. everything shifts because they're pulling you by strings. he laughs and screams because you don't understand. why you've left your body and now eternally mad. with someone else in your head, and your body is gone. you ask, where the fuck did all this come from? August 27, 2006- A voice once said its all in your head, and everything I need is inside of me. One side goes in and another goes out, the two parts make one as I began to figure out. While the one goes in it gets scrabbled and mixed. Then projected out for sensory hit or miss. If all that is inside, is always going out, then what happens when outside is increaingly more and more figured out. When you look and you see and you know what it means, it is safe to say that your are a content human being. When the outside goes in, the rest doesn't fit. All the leftovers struggle to get picked and tagged it. So away it will wander right under our nose. Inside is the answer and the outside floating around it goes. "I am the answer in your dreams you see, your looking inside in order to believe in me. There is no inside and there is no out. You can only handle small doses, so break things down in order to figure them out." The outside is in and the in is out? What the fuck is he talking about? August 1, 2006- Try to find the song of the mid-day sun, gotta grab it fast while the day is young. The sun will loop around, into the next day, maybe then I'll have something to say. When it hits you, you know its true, everything is inside of you. I always forget that the stars are shining, always shining, behind the blue. You've got to remember, always remember, that the stars are shining inside of you. The sun fountains down, through the air it hits the ground, fusing with life thats writhing all around. When it hits you, you know its true, everyhting is happening to you. From the moment that the seed falls into the ground, it wiggles around, trying to find the sun. When the roots grow deep and the seed is tall, flowers bloom, and another seed will fall. Life keeps going when it multiplies, theres more to love with a sun, in the sky. When it hits you, you know its true, inside and outside, one equals two. When it hits you, you know its true, inside and outside, one equals two. Try to find the song of the mid-day sun, gotta make it quick while the day is young. The sun will loop around, into the next day, maybe then this will all be the same.The way We Reagrd Death is Critical, to the Way We Experience Life. When your Fear of Death Changes, the Way you Live Your Life Changes. Why thank you Ram Dass for that interesting thought. But I sure do like to think of the different ways sound travels mixed in with pretty lights. Furthermore, I really like how the senses are weaving me this ellaborate tapestry for me to play with. I really think its fun. But what happens when the senses stop weaving? But really I am trying to line up the dancing me with the slideshow to the right :)