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Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán

Someone with a shattered soul and a lust for life like me is holding on

About Me


I am here to test your diversity
I am what you wanted to forget
I am on the dark side of light
I am the ghost in your closet
I am the touch you never felt
I can be the slap in your face or the hand that caresses
I walked hand in hand with fear and had breakfast with death
You will never know me
Stranger in a strange land, legal alien, but considering herself a world citizen rather than having a nationality. Multi-linguistic. Bellydancing pagan, thinking rather than believing. Music and dancing keep me sane.
People person. Autodidact. Rape and Abuse survivor. High IQ. Sharp tongue, but soft heart.
I prefer the night over the day, silver over gold, edges over smoothness, old over new - most of the time.
Oh, and I don't do cyber. If that's what you're after - wrong person. Go somewhere else. I'm happily married, so don't even try, you have nothing to offer I possibly might be interested in.
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My Interests

tribal and gothique belly dance, dancing in general, being crafty and creative, RPG computer games, LARP, reading everything from fantasy to science, music, Celtic art and legends, travelling, science, astronomy, astrology, earthquakes, crop circles, menhirs, myths and legends, Medieval history - Europe and Middle East especially, waves and the ocean, thunderstorms, jewellery making, mendhi and henna art, dark victoriana, steampunk, dark cabaret, old fashioned burlesque and vaudeville, dark faeries, pixies, the sidhe, ogham, runes, trees - especially birches and oaks, mad hats - the more the better, spirals,

I'd like to meet:

Rachel Brice, Sharon Kiharan (well, I actually met them)and all the fantastic belly dancers out there
knitters and crocheters of the world
music lovers
Tori Amos, Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett in a pub in the UK, discussing left over onion halves
Some politicians with the foot where the gardener never goes

Music:

Eclectic, to say the least. Aquired.

Only a small selection of what keeps me alive and sane:

good old rock: Dio, Deep Purple, Rainbow, Led Zeppelin, The Who, The Doors, Janis Joplin, Heroes del Silencio

folk music - especially Scandinavian and Celtic: Varttina;, Hedningarna, Garmarna, Mari Boine, Solas, Altan, Sileas, Runrig, Dervish, Clannad

progressive/melodic hard rock and metal: Ambeon, Ayreon, After Forever, Flowing Tears, Epica, Autumn, Kamelot, Queensryche, Metallica, Arcana, In Winter, Lacuna Coil, Within Temptation, Pain of Salvation (BE is just great), Mezarkabul, Sylvan, Abney Park, Opeth, Riverside

neo-folk: Faun, Schandmaul, Omnia, Corvus Corax, Schelmish, Cornix Maledictum, Qntal, Estampie, Oysterband, Urban Trad, Niyaz, Violet,

Middle East and Fusion: Pentaphobe, Turku, Solace, Dead Can Dance, Afro Celt Sound System, Azam Ali

80s: Depeche Mode, Eurythmics, Fischer-Z, Rainbirds, Marillion (with Fish)

Singer/Songwriter: Tori Amos, Sarah McLachlan, Loreena McKennitt, Jennifer Rannells,

Classic: Johann Sebastian Bach, Vivaldi (especially when played by Nigel Kennedy), Mozart, Baroque and Renaissance,

Movies:

ZEITGEIST, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Tankgirl, Immortelle, Wallace&Gromit films, MirrorMask, Mists of Avalon, Hackers, Hair, Almost famous, Save the last dance, Stardust, Elizabeth.
The ones I'm looking forward to: Beowulf, Elizabeth: The Golden Age and Golden Compass

Television:

CSI - especially Miami!
Other than this I use the TV for news and documentaries mostly. I prefer a good book or conversation.
The other exception would be "Rome".

Books:

Mists of Avalon, anything by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett, The Book of Merlin, The Eight, DaVinci Code, Neverending Story, Pippi Longstocking, Memoirs of a Geisha, Kim Harrison's series with Rachel, Ivy and Jenks, everything Brian Froud - and whatever else I can lay my hands on. I'm always open for suggestions :-)

Heroes:

Not heroes, but inspirations:
Rachel Brice, Sharon Kihara, Joan of Arc, Queen Elizabeth I, Mahatma Gandhi, Tori Amos, Brian Froud

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My Blog

Meme - nothing more than a meme

You Should Play the GuitarYou're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn.You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed.You're not really the type to si...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 01:11:00 PST

This would be a dream coming true

Led Zeppelin confirm reunion gig! For one gig only and with microscopic chance of getting a ticket alloted...so I won't be there, but it would have been a dream coming true.Hell and damnation, I just ...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 11:39:00 PST

Another reason why I love Tori

I'm one of those ears with feet :-)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xm3HAfHukEM"Just a little chat I need to have When I was 21 do you think I had a bag of cocaine in my car? If I did - if I did You'd n...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 10:26:00 PST

Sending off a glancing kiss, to those who claim they know

It works.Just like back then.The only difference is that I'm sitting in a different country rather than in a rocking chair. Minor detail, though.But just like back then with headphones on.The company ...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 11:06:00 PST

Everything's going swimmingly

The neighbours didn't quite appreciate the curtain of water coming from their ceiling. We didn't know anything until it knocked at the front door...if we could check our drain on the balcony. The drai...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 06:57:00 PST

Rest in peace! And thanks for everything!

After a fourth bleeding at noon my beloved mother in law passed away at about 5:50pm
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Fri, 04 May 2007 11:58:00 PST

Emotional roller coaster

My mother in law is in a coma after a second subarachnoid bleeding as of last night. Initially she didn't respond to anything, while after about 6 hours she was responding to pain and her eyes respond...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 03:00:00 PST

First time you

First times are specialPreciousNo matter how old we getWe still rememberThe first loveThe first kissThe first time skin on skinThe first heartbreakThe first time drunkAnd a smile brightens the landsca...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 10:43:00 PST

no longer a redhead

Am I glad that this fecking week is over. Another 4 working days and that disaster comes to an end. I feel sorry for my successor. Since so much is changing in my life at the moment we also changed my...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:23:00 PST

Why say it in my own words...

..when someone else already summed it up just perfectly: "I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress Head full of anger, held in my chest And everything left's a wast...
Posted by Leanan Oaklynne Sidhe na Dearcán on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 11:00:00 PST