Boston John ॐ

Always try to stay one step ahead in the "game" while still being fair in order to avoid karmic repercussion and maintain a balanced existence in general. I try to help those that are mentally hurting and really make a difference in their lives even if in a small way over and over again until their spirit is rebuilt, whether it be helping someone improve their English or giving bits of advice here and there that can help a great deal in the long run. When a brother is hurting think of his psyche as having holes all over it that let the inner light out and then begin patching him up until the warmth stays inside and he can move upward and fly like a bird. There is a long and complicated road to awareness that involves physical movement and could take forever and may never happen and if it does happen one will still be unsatisfied and then there is a direct path to awareness in which one needs not to move the feet just the mind. :) And when I meditate on Krishna I think of Christ and when I think of Christ I think of Krishna then Christ again and then again Krishna and in the end I cannot ever remember which one I started with because "they" are "He", one and the same, and it does not matter because Purity is Purity and Love is Love and He is Pure Love which cannot be compromised. There are no exceptions or variations to Pure Love. It has no beginning and no end. And then I reach out and hug Him closely with a thousand arms and a thousand hands this Unifier. And all beings are caught up in this Love and all beings revolve around this Golden One because they are all in awe of Him as am I. And as I they will never let go. And Some time ago, in my mind I asked Krishna why can I not find the lantern of hope? Why can I not find the way? And then Krishna tilted His head to the side and gave me the funniest stare and after a long pause He smiled at me and told me to open my eyes and I will see it right in front of me for it has been there this lantern hanging there all along this light so burning bright and so strong and so pure. So I did, and it was there! Bright enough to melt the sun...bright enough to melt a thousand suns, my brothers. Namaste...And then Krishna told me to jump into the Ocean of Light. So I jumped in and then I realized that I had not moved my feet and I drowned in this ocean.