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My hobbies Include spending time with my family, farming, taking care of animals, Giving, reaching out, reading the word, attending faith studies in my little prayer corner outside, traveling, adventure, drawing and painting murals, singing ( I love to sing.) learn new things, I love to take pictures continually, swimming, making friends, praying, dancing, and pretty much anything lol..
Oh and I love history.****************************************************
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Oh Look at this Video of our Lord and savior.. Look at his love... Beautiful, true, real love...
This is my favorite Movie of All Time. Mary Magdeline.
http://www.crewspost.com/marym
This link will play the full movie. I really love this movie.
This movie totally blessed my heart at a time in my life that I truley wanted to just give up. I hope it blesses others the same.
Loving Taking Pictures.
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I am here to just hangout and offer an ear to anyone that needs someone to listen. I do not want to judge you. In fact I have no reason to judge anyone. My saving came by grace. In fact God set me free form some pretty serious things in my life. Below are a list of a few of the things God has set me free from. For the people that have asked no I am not glorifying the things I have done in my life. No I am giving praise to God for all the things I have been set free from. ************************************************************ **********************************************************Cu tting: I used to feel so bad about myself that I would hurt myself. This happened in my early teen years. I would just feel helpless and like i had no voice. This was a form of punishment from myself to my body then.Wicca: I used to be pretty active in Wicca also. I used to use wicca as a way to keep people from hurting me. I used to want to make people stay out of my space. ***********************************************************E ating Disorders: For nearly two years I stopped eating. I lived off of liquids. It was a terrible time in my life. Yes I did lose lbs, but I also lost a lot of other things during that time. (Losing lbs is not that important, you are more important. The person you are! (You deserve much better! ************************************************************ ************ I suffered with severe depression most of my teenage years. Sometimes the depression would leave me sleeping most of my life away.******************************************************* ****Panic Attacks: I used to go to the E.R. on average of about once a night. Sometimes I even went twice in a night. My heart would be racing, trouble breathing, sweaty hands, tingling in the arms, throwing up, stomach problems, and all out fear. What I found out was that most of my Anxiety/ Panic attacks were brought on by me. I was so busy trying to live a life that the people around me would like. What I found out was that the more I tried to please some of the people the more they didn't like me. This would make me depressed. By being depressed and not eating right, I would think continually. My thoughts were always angry thoughts at that time. I would say things like A: Maybe if I was better looking. B: Maybe if I had more money. Finally I went on to putting myself down. I would say things like. A: Gosh I am ugly, fat stupid and on and on. B: Eventually I would start telling myself that I was useless and didn't deserve life. That is when I tried to take a sharp fishing knife to my wrist. The cut was so deep that I had to get 32 stitches. I was completely wrong! My life is so much better now. Yours can be too if you just try. Try to open up your heart and give yourself a chance. ***********************************************************H omelessness: Less than two years ago my family and I were homeless. We left Illinois with nothing but our family, a few pets, and beaten up blue mini van. *********************************************************** Lung Cancer: While settling into our homestead. A homestead has no electric, or anything. I started getting pains in my chest. I went to the E.R. thinking oh great another panic attack. This time they had found Lung Cancer. I fell down on my face for a solid week and prayed with all my heart, mind and soul. (Many of the photos I have taken are from the eyes of someone that thought they were going to die.) When you think you are going to die suddenly everything becomes softer somehow. For example; the tree's were more beautiful, simple things like butterflies were important. When I went back to the Dr's office the Dr informed me that they had made a mistake. That it was just calcium deposit on my lung. Isn't God Amazing? I am a firm believer that God can and will heal people. He can heal you! *********************************************************** My full testimony is available if anyone would like a copy. He has picked me up off a cold and dark floor. I am so grateful for everything. Please don't get me wrong it wasn't magic. It didn't just happen over night. In fact it took lots of reading, praying, faith and trust. Before God found me I was lonely, afraid, hurt, bitter, and wanted to die literally. But because I asked for help he was 100 percent faithful. Now that I am set free, I want to listen to others. I want to pray with others. The main reason is I know how it feels to be hurt, abused, and torn apart. I want to share with anyone that will listen just how much the Lord can help in your situation. If you have any prayer requests please do not hesitate to ask ok.Also if you need a bible please let me know. I will be more than happy to send you one. I can also send Spanish Bibles. God Bless YouGod Bless You
My favorite Band is Take no Glory.. Download their album free.. http://www.takenoglory.com/ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ *********************************************************I also like to listen to dance music ( I love to dance and sing), musicals, Dolly Parton, and so many other great artists.
The bible is my favorite book. Then I like books that have to do with learning. Some science, how too, and craft books. Right now I am in college so that means lots of reading.I just started getting into Homesteading books. Eventually I would love to build a complete self running homestead. By saving money on bills I could afford more bibles, and food for the homeless.
My Hero is the one who really truly loved me. He didn't have to learn how to love me. He just did:) He loves you too!