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Christine

"a poetic explosion in highly suppressed emotion..."

About Me

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"Nullum magnum ingenium sine mixtura dementiae. Aliquando et insanire iucundum est. Frustra poeticas fores compos sui pepulit." -- Latin Proverbs from Seneca's De Tranquilitate Animi

"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." --Antoine De Saint-Exupery

"All doctrines are right in their own respective spheres—but if they encroach upon the province of other doctrines and try to refute their view, they are wrong. A man who holds the view of the cumulative character of truth never says that a particular view is right or that a particular view is wrong."-- Ācārya Siddhasena Divākara

"Openness is our art form. Spontaneity is Genius." --Leonard Cohen

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable." --C.S. Lewis

"At the center of any bright flame there's always that little touch of blue..." ----Harper Lee

"You gotta believe in foolish miracles..." ----Ozzy Osbourne

I'm the woman behind the words, the woman behind the lens...interviewer & acquantaince of many, friend of few, the lone soul that moves in and out of the shadows of a nocturnal existence...I love to support and promote my friends' bands...and expect them to promote and support my mag Crusher just the same....and those who are my friends know just how loyal I can be...

I've written for Creem, Details, Metal Mania, Rock Scene, Reflex, Powerline, Livewire, Creem's Thrash Metal, Metal Hammer, Easyrider's Tattoo, Varla, and IFQ among others. It's many hours of long hard work and not nearly as cool as you'd think. (Point in case: Think about the scene in the movie ALMOST FAMOUS where the kid calls up the famous writer Lester Bangs and is surprised when he's actually home...and Lester tells him it's because, "I'm just not cool." Truer words were never spoken. Thanks, Cameron Crowe!!!) if you'd like to read some of those classic articles, please visit rocksbackpages.com by clicking here

I worked at Gibson Guitars doing endorsements, where I signed Nirvana, White Zombie, Hootie and the Blowfish, Me'shell N'dege'ocello, Biohazard, Rocket From the Crypt, Testament, Killing Joke, Alice In Chains, Hanzel und Gretyl and many others. Not as hard as writing, but more hectic...

I've modeled for Eric Kroll and have been in his books Fetish Girls and Beauty Parade. If you know who that actually is, then you now know a whole lot more about me, and you can pride yourself on the fact that you're smarter than the average bear, Yogi.... you can order fetish girls by clicking here

At this point in my life, I've given up on being a good example...but prefer instead to be a horrible warning...

Crusher Magazine donates all eligible cds, after review, to Musicians On Call. Their profile is in my top friends list. Please visit their page and support this wonderful charity by volunteering your time (as I do) or donating. Thanks....


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My Interests

GOOD music, indie films, art, artists, domenicos theotocopoulos (el greco), cezanne, kandinsky, dali, picasso, modigliani, matisse, william blake (his art and his writing), marden, byzantine iconography, john u. abrahamson, comic artists, erotic japanese body calligraphy, photographers, helmut newton, eric kroll, dressing up, victorian corsets & tightlacing, stockings & heels, velvet evening gowns & capes, silver jewelry, black diamonds, rubies, black sapphires, raptors, hookbills, gourmet cooking and experiencing unknown cuisines, ornamental horticulture and elaborate sculptured gardens (think versailles...) painting (both on canvas and interior design), sewing, elaborate embroideries, learning new languages, traveling to distant countries, driving very fast cars, going to classic car shows, attending live flamenco dance performances, getting lost in museums for hours, playing go, musicians, literary gentlemen, unpretentious poets, reclaiming lost innocence, the beauty of childlike trust, the magic of true love, the intensity of two souls truly conversing, and pushing all my boundaries....

I'd like to meet:

people of my own species: musician, artist, photographer, poet, etc.


Music:


at all times, everywhere... according to mood or situation it changes...

Movies:


what the bleep?; closet land; the libertine; et mourir de plaisir (1960); kissed; death takes a holiday- orig.1934/remake 1971,(aka: meet joe black-1998); anything with vincent price; la invencion de cronos; el espinazo del diablo; el labertino del fauno; asian foreign films; butterfield 8; candy; a place in the sun; who's afraid of virginia woolf?; onegin; modigliani; conceiving ada; female perversions; charlie and the chocolate factory; chitty chitty bang bang; absolutely anything made by the master luis buñuel; secretary; damage; quills; wonderland; casino; pi; requiem for a dream; trainspotting; tombstone; joe's so mean to josephine; true romance; amadeus; a beautiful mind; remains of the day; howard's end; sense and sensibility; dangerous liaisons; the lover; the pillow book; la femme nikita (original french version); swimming with sharks; almost famous

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Television:

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"Night, the beloved. Night, when words fade and things come alive. When the destructive analysis of day is done, and all that is truly important becomes whole and sound again. When man reassembles his fragmentary self and grows with the calm of a tree." --Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Books:

biographies, philosophy, pathology, onegin by pushkin, the little prince by antoine de saint-exupery, edgar allan poe, byron, horror, illusions: the adventures of a reluctant messiah by richard bach, the art of war by sun tzu, the prince by machiavelli, makura no soshi (the pillow book) by sei shonagon, wholeness and the implicate order by david bohm, neitzsche, possession by a. s. byatt, the magus by john fowles, shakespeare, oscar wilde, anything by marquis de sade, les liasons dangereuses by choderlos de laclos, ask the dust by john fante, byzantine as well as other world religious texts, the power of myth by joseph campbell, apocryphal texts, the book of enoch, alice in wonderland, wuthering heights, of human bondage, jane eyre, anything by roald dahl (charlie and the chocolate factory, james and the giant peach, etc.), anything by dr. seuss, aesop's tales, all manner of classic fairy tales and stories (and i have a good collection!), edgar allan poe, h.p. lovecraft, and other such creators of dark tales and fantasies, both classic and modern, diálogo de vultos by fernando ribeiro ...

Heroes:

Ada Byron King, Countess of Lovelace, (and daughter of the famous poet Lord Byron), who wrote what is now known as the first computer language and predicted its use in music, poetry and art...Nikolai Tesla...Howard Hughes...David Bohm...Les Paul...Phil Moog

My Blog

Acey Slade & Anne Lindfjeld Halloween wedding info...

Wedding Bells! Your invited! Greetings! Many of you know by now, Acey and Anne are getting married on Halloween in the New York City Parade, and lot's have questions.YES! You are all invited! Anyone ...
Posted by Christine on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 09:42:00 PST

these eternal rains

the dark cloudsthe deep sadnessthe shouts of thunderand these eternal rainsare the tears of the black angelswho hover above terra firmathey cry violently in despairat our distancein physical space and...
Posted by Christine on Sat, 31 May 2008 12:53:00 PST

blue diamond eyes

churning up from the corelike some great faultshattering heart and soulbringing the quakethat shakes my frameracks my bonesshivers my sinewswith great wretching sobsit comes on the heelsof your obfusc...
Posted by Christine on Fri, 30 May 2008 07:41:00 PST

opiatic stargazer

trapped in amberfear cloaked in warmthlulled silently onthe reticent maidenlike an opiatic stargazeris mesmerizedby your dark wonderland...yet frozen in time...
Posted by Christine on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 03:22:00 PST

the echo of your voice

psychological stormtrooper,ideological executioner,my father fear...i ran from your home long ago,yet i've found your kin hiding in lover's wordsand fistsa few times since...(you multiply quickly)how ...
Posted by Christine on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 03:35:00 PST

a virtual vacation

i've been feeling the need to take a trip back home to south carolina, but circumstances prevent it...so, i have assembled a virtual vacation.  although i lived in myrtle beach, i always liked to...
Posted by Christine on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:09:00 PST

a connection in nyc

so, i'm having crappy server problems today...and i go downstairs to the deli run by muhammed and muhammed...they let me go in the back of the store and prop the laptop on a shelf between the oreos an...
Posted by Christine on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:17:00 PST

Grocery Shopping & the Power of Marvin

It is usually with a large quantity of loathsome trepidation that I undertake the errand of grocery shopping at the homebound rush hour time of 5pm.  Truthfully, I didn't set out for it to happen...
Posted by Christine on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 03:43:00 PST

You Know You're From South Carolina When.......

There ain't no such thing as "lunch." There's "dinner" and then there's "supper." Sweet tea is appropriate for all meals, and you start drinking it when you're two. "Backards and forwards" means, "I k...
Posted by Christine on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 07:19:00 PST

a cheap and shameless plug....

Did you know that unsigned and local bands can get a banner placed on my site, crushermagazine.com for as little as $50 per month?????Get yourself on this hot site that is read by industry professiona...
Posted by Christine on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 12:42:00 PST