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Alice [Hysteria] Fiend

It's Us Against The World.

About Me

I am a tad bit eccentric, but I have no qualms about embracing this undeniable state of being. I am passionate through and through, possibly even to a fault. Think what you may — that doesn't stop me from living my life the way that best benefits me and those affected by the decisions I make.
Unless you know me well, you'll probably have difficulty following my thought processes, as I often fall victim to the chain-reaction memory and the crazy impulses that make me a little less than boring. I'm learning new things about myself everyday, which is how it should be. I realize that I'm probably more complicated than most people, but I'm comfortable with that.
I am a highly emotional creature -- a victim of my own mind in some ways. I hate as passionately as I love. I take pride in my ability to think constructively about how things make me feel. It has only been recently that I've opened up enough to speak out against the forces that bring me down. Remember kids -- life's too short to waste all of your energy on short-comings, but reflecting on them now and again may actually lead to progress.
I have six tattoos and eleven piercings. I look forward to expanding these numbers.
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My Interests

emotional and literal honesty, astrology, photography, theatre, musical performance (violin, clarinet, voice), glbt rights, English literature, Sociology, open communication, learning from my mistakes, grammar, music snobbery, being a survivor, literary references, medical art, journalism, creative writing, movies, tattoos, piercings, empathy, the power of words, classic pin-up models, Southern Gothic literature, modeling, crossword puzzles, androgyny, decadence, intellectual conversation, the 1980's, random acts of silliness, eccentricity, poetry, prose, diy clothing projects, deathrock, old school goth, justice, philosophy, short stories, pilates, cynicism, debauchery, yoga, reading, sensuality, metaphysics, punk rock, American literature, smoking, tarot, fashion, general disarray, horror, bitches--horror.

I'd like to meet:

People who have brains and use them for thinking. Simple, no?

Artists, models, old school goths, deathrockers, poets, fiction writers, musicians, actors, self-proclaimed philosophers, visionaries, people who aren't afraid to step outside of conventional ways of living, people who are in touch with their emotions, honest people, people who will be more than your "sometimes" friend, like-minds, cynics and the fabulously debaucherous.

And if you aspire to live in a shack on the beach with European New Romantic kids who listen to Adam Ant, then you're cool in my book.

I only ask for common courtesy. Respect me, and I generally return the favor. You don't want to see the other side, buddy.

Elitists are fun, but be able to defend your ego. I will tear you apart. ;)

I don’t pretend to know what is good for you, but I do know what is good for me most of the time. If you have come to act on some vendetta you have against me or to try to convert me to your way of living, save your breath. Your lungs and I will thank you.

If anyone wants to talk on AIM, just send me a message to exchange names.

And just so you know, my compliments are sincere.

Music:

:wumpscut:, 45 Grave, Agathodaimon, Alice in Chains, Alien Sex Fiend, Tori Amos, Android Lust, Angelfish, Fiona Apple, Arch Enemy, Ausgang, Babylon Zoo, Bad Religion, Bauhaus, Bella Morte, Bile, The Birthday Party, Blind Melon, Blondie, David Bowie, The Brickbats, The Brides, Bush, Calabrese, Cinema Strange, Chimaira, Christian Death, The Church, Clan of Xymox, Concrete Blonde, Corpus Delicti, Covenant, Cradle of Filth, The Cramps, The Cranberries, Cryptorchid Chipmunk, The Cure, Current 93, The Damned, Danse Society, Danzig (self-titled album only), Dead Boys, Dead Kennedys, Death Cult, Death in June, Depeche Mode, Ani Difranco, Dimmu Borgir, Dramarama, Duran Duran, Dyksick, Echo & the Bunnymen, Eiffel 65, Einstürzende Neubauten, Faith & the Muse, Fear Factory, Fields of Nephilim, Fischerspooner, Flogging Molly, Frank the Baptist, Frankenstein, Peter Gabriel, Garbage, Diamanda Galas, Gene Loves Jezebel, PJ Harvey, Hole, HorrorPops, Iggy and the Stooges, In Flames, Informatik, Information Society, Inkubus Sukkubus, Interpol, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Johnny Shines, Joy Division, Kidneythieves, The Killers, Killing Joke, The Kills, KMFDM, Kommunity FK, The Kovenant, Lacuna Coil, Leather Nun, LaeatherStrip, Legendary Pink Dots, London After Midnight, Lords of Acid, Love and Rockets, L7, Lydia Lunch, Mad Sin, The March Violets, Marilyn Manson, Mephisto Walz, Ministry, The Misfits, Mission of Burma, The Mission U.K., Nekromantix, New Order, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Nine Inch Nails, NOFX, Gary Numan, The Offspring (old), OhGr, Oingo Boingo, Orgy, Peaches, Penis Flytrap, Pennywise, Pet Shop Boys, Pixies, Placebo, Poe, Poison Girls, Iggy Pop, Prince, Project Hate MCMXCIX, The Prodigy, Professional Murder Music, Queen, Radiohead, Rasputina, Razed in Black, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, The Reverend Horton Heat, Rosetta Stone, Clint Ruin, Samhain, Screams For Tina, Sex Gang Children, The Sex Pistols, Shadow Project, Siebenburgen, Silverchair, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sisters of Mercy, Skeletal Family, Skinny Puppy, SMASHING PUMPKINS, The Smiths, Sneaky Bat Machine, Soft Cell, Soilwork, Soundgarden, Southern Death Cult, Specimen, Stabbing Westward, Stone Temple Pilots, Swans, Switchblade Symphony, Strawberry Switchblade, System of a Down, Tapping the Vein, Theatre of Hate, Theatre of Tragedy, Tool, T.S.O.L., Type O Negative, UK Decay, Velvet Acid Christ, Virgin Prunes, Voltaire, Tom Waits, Weezer (the blue album), Zeromancer, & Zombina and the Skeletones.

My favorite genres are: goth rock, deathrock, punk, horrorpunk, post-punk, industrial, metal and psychobilly.

The Albums:

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Movies:

13 Ghosts (1960), Alice in Wonderland, American Beauty, American History X, American Psycho, April Fool's Day, Arsenic and Old Lace, The Birds, Beetlejuice, Bowling for Columbine, The Breakfast Club, The Burbs, The Butterfly Effect, Candyman, Carrie, Chicago, Clockwork Orange, Clue, Coming to America, The Crow, Cruel Intentions, Cry Baby, Dancer in the Dark, Dawn of the Dead (1978), Dead Alive, Devil in the Flesh, Donnie Darko, Edward Scissorhands, Ed Wood, Evil Dead, Female Trouble, Fight Club, Final Destination 2 & 3, Four Rooms, Freddy Vs. Jason, Friday the 13th series, The Frighteners, From Dusk 'Til Dawn, Ghost Ship, Ghost World, Grease, Hairspray, Heathers, Heavy Metal, Hellraiser series, House on Haunted Hill (1958), Identity, Invasion of the Bodysnatchers (1955), IT, Jawbreaker, Kill Bill, May, Mean Girls, Midnight Lace, Murder By Death, Natural Born Killers, Night of the Living Dead, Nightmare Before Christmas, Nightmare on Elm Street series, The Omen, Orgazmo, Phantoms, Poltergeist, Psycho (1960), Pulp Fiction, Rear Window, Rebecca, Return of the Living Dead, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Rushmore, Saved!, Saving Silverman, Se7en, The Shawshank Redemption, The Shining, Silence of the Lambs, Sleepwalkers, Sleepy Hollow, South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut, Smoke Signals, Spun, The Stand, The Lady Vanishes, Trainspotting, Vanilla Sky, Vertigo, The Virgin Suicides & Weird Science.

Television:

The Simpsons, Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Invader ZIM, My So-Called Life, Degrassi, Ren and Stimpy, Kids in the Hall, In Living Color, The Alternative, Absolutely Fabulous, South Park, The Critic, Duckman, Futurama, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, The Mighty Boosh, The L Word, practically anything on Chiller, Project Runway, Make Me a Supermodel, Metalocalypse, Robot Chicken, Sex and the City.

Books:



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Authors: Arthur Miller, Poppy Z. Brite, Sylvia Plath, Edgar Allan Poe, Dorothy Parker, Hunter S. Thompson, James Baldwin, Toni Morrison, William Faulkner, Ernest Hemingway, William Shakespeare, John Irving, Stephen King, Flannery O'Connor.

Heroes:

Bettie Page, Sylvia Plath, Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, William Faulkner, Friedrich Nietzsche, my grandma (1923-1999).

My TJ for saving me.Our son Trenton for teaching me how to be a better person.

My Blog

Rest In Peace.

March 16, 2008 Four teens killed in Upshur wreck BUCKHANNON -- Four teens were killed and one was injured Saturday when their vehicle lost control and struck a tree, according to the Upshur County Sh...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 10:43:00 PST

2007 Year in Review.

1. Where did you begin 2007?In a hotel room in Pittsburgh hanging out with TJ, Elaine, Alison and this guy I just met.2. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?Went to Florida, went to a...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 05:24:00 PST

Can You Imagine? That would be terrifying and awesome!

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20982414/Man finds human leg in smokerPurchase at auction results in macabre discovery MAIDEN, N.C. - A man who bought a smoker Tuesday at an auction of abandoned items mig...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:25:00 PST

Enough is enough.

I'm so tired of people interjecting themselves into situations/relationships/friendships/etc. that have nothing to do with them.  Some people are so self-important that they actually think I'm so...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 02:07:00 PST

From the LJ.

Wednesday, July 18:So, yesterday I got to hang out with Mario and Chris from the Philadelphia-based (formerly of Pittsburgh) band Dyksick. They were great fucking company. Mario is definitely a charac...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 01:30:00 PST

The Good and the Bad.

The good: Lava Lounge on Friday night in Pittsburgh. 80's night was awesome, and we danced like maniacs. Kellychan and I got waaaaaaay drunk. After I left with my friends Elaine, Alison, Amanda and...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:46:00 PST

The Jailor

My night sweats grease his breakfast plate.The same placard of blue fog is wheeled into positionWith the saw trees and headstones.Is that all he can come up with,The rattler of keys?I have been drugge...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 10:35:00 PST

On Ambitions [Plus Sidenote]

Ambitions: Buy a car: I need one...badly. The blazer is on its last leg and pretty well to the point where I, personally, cannot drive it. I do have actual plans to do this. I know I don't make a who...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Wed, 09 May 2007 08:48:00 PST

Rest In Peace Amanda "brutalmix" Bryant.

October 6, 1981-May 2, 2007I received word that Amanda was found dead Wednesday night, having overdosed on heroin.She was one of the most beautiful, intelligent, thoughtful and creative people I ever ...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Fri, 04 May 2007 12:51:00 PST

On Friendship.

LibraApril 26, 2007 You're always seeking justice and equality in life, although you're wise enough to realize that sometimes life just isn't fair -- hang on to this realistic viewpoint! It will help ...
Posted by Alice [Hysteria] Fiend on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 03:04:00 PST