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Hello my precious friends,
My name is Lou. I'm outsider,open minded,dreamer,creative person with dark twisted insane sense humor,emotionally sensitive,paranoid,I alway feels invisible. My pity has turned to hatred. I always stand alone even those it made seem I'm not. It also one of my fear.I am not a creature who will go softly into that good night. At one point I believed I was an angel with broken wings, trying to be a devil thinking of suicidal thoughts. I hear Voices sometime. Wishing I am Perfect in any shape of form. Just like you Mr. Roger...But we all know that never going happen. We are humans we all make mistake in our life once in awhile. Unless your some kind of Demon I don't know about, then that another story to tell. I like my coffee, Hot and Creamy *wink* If you know what I mean... With a little of bleach. It won't hurt ya to have a little poison to start your early day off. Everyday waken Up, you ask yourself same Old question. Oh Mirror, Mirror, Mirror on the wall. "Why Me" What did I deserve this pain for? The Mirror reply " Are you fucking Happy With Yourself ?" To be honest that very hard question to answer for a guy like me. Even Harry Potter on crack can't answer that. I bet I'm not only one who feel like this way. Don't you agree? Most of you peoples assume me from the look and judge me for how I am and what I am. But that does not matter. It what I can do. Running around with my shiny fork in the air. But know this you should never label anyone for that matter. I been thought this shit before and I have seen worst In my whole life. From the past and today. Goddammit "Is Lou being hermit again". Like my Friends say "Fuck It" and just go with the flow. Don't let anyone control you Or make them think they have high power over you. Otherwise you going be trap in your sorry sad pity life. Trust me I know for a fact. If that does not help then let me call my friend who would love to skull fuck you. *press speed dial on the phone. So you ask what Do I See Myself? Well I was Abduction by alien. Which that explain why I don't belong in this so called planet Earth.AHHH you peoples and society make me wanna blow my god damn brain out. But who am I to criticize. I know I'm not god...( uh uh uh You Know I'm Really Depressed ) Pulled my long hair back "Hey man" I Am Dr. Evil I like work on hot girl brain. I am so DARK..MMWWHAAA.Or Maybe not. Ouch! Would you stop freaking pokin me with that Fucking fork! BRB With More...
Love is an incomprehensible word that is much altered in our culture; this is my paradigm,
love means that you would make any sacrifice for them, even if that expense is death.