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:Asphyxia:

Stop talking now, it will save you embarrassment in the future

About Me

A walking contradiction and a maelstrom of emotions, unstable, malicious, narcissistic and at the same time self loathing.I've been called free and strong willed by some.(Alright, my impulsiveness gets the best of me)I like to watch people and observe their habits and routines, but come off as a cunt 70% of the time unless you give me reason not to. My ideal job would be working for the coroners office. I drink and smoke too much. I dabble in photography and occasionally DJ. I love video games, violent movies and all that happy shit. other than that, I'm actually kind of boring
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My Interests

Music,
Sleeping,
Drinking,
Bartending,
Dancing,
Webdesign,
Photography,

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with a pulse...or without one

Music:

too many to list
but heres a few
Aestheetic perfection,
Amish rake fight,
And one,
Android lust,
Aryia,
Birmingham 6,
Cat rapes dog,
Combichrist,
Cruciform injection,
Dawn of ashes,
Decoded feedback,
Die form,
Die Sektor,
E-craft,
E Nomine,
Feindflug,
God module,
Hanzel und gretyl,
Hate dept,
Hocico,
Icon of coil,
Iron lung corp,
Juno reactor,
Klutae,
KMFDM,
Laibach,
Leatherstrip,
Lords of acid,
Manufactura,
Msi,
My life with the thrill kill kult,
Nitzer ebb,
Noisuf - x,
Pig,
Pigface,
Proyecto mirage,
Psyclon nine,
Sister machine gun,
Suicide commando,
Tactical Sekt,
Terrorfakt,
Throbbing gristle,
Velvet acid christ,
Wumpscut

Movies:

Nightwatch,
Doom,
SS Doomtrooper,
American history x,
Immortal,
Resident evil,

Television:

Court TV A&E History Channel (Yes, I know I'm a dork...fuck off)

My Blog

Transmission // 60

Today seems like one of those days where all hell is breaking loose in your head. Maybe the high fever is making me delusional or maybe I'm just that insecure and paranoid. As I'm trying to keep my mo...
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 02:42:00 PST

Transmission // 59

Cabin fever...is a bitch. I need to get out of this house...HALP!
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 04:52:00 PST

Transmission // 57

Another rainy sleep deprived night turning into day, sitting here wondering where the fuck I went wrong in life. I need to get a job...get out more often, or do something. Yeah this is one of those bi...
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 03:27:00 PST

Transmission // 56

Home once again...And annoyed at the fact that some stalker asshole calls me as soon as I walk in starting his name calling bullshit...Well atleast now I have a voice to go on. Whoever it is sounded l...
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 11:48:00 PST

Transmission // 55

Yes, I'm still alive, although haven't been spending much time at home. Past week has been kind of a blur...ceremony, talking about zombies, getting chased with a sparkler and all kinds of crazy shit ...
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 03:23:00 PST

Transmission // 54

Blah...bored, no ceremony tonight...drinking with some old buddies instead yay...be back in a few days...lawlz -Asphyxia
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 07:28:00 PST

Transmission // 53

And this is what 34 hours without sleep does to a person:   ADAM (1:51:37 PM): it's *****ADAM (1:51:41 PM): just watchXxAsphyx1axX (2:53:32 PM): When I find out who it is, im going to b...
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:09:00 PST

To those who feel the need to pry...:

Whoever it is that seems to have a major bug up their ass about who I've been hanging out with lately can suck a cock, seriously, grow up. No one gives a shit, no one needs to be alarmed. Don't you pe...
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 10:45:00 PST

Transmission // 52

Sunday nights are always boring as hell, especially when I am tired but can't sleep because of too much caffiene. Damn. Waiting around for people to decide whats going on tonight if anything.... Last ...
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 06:02:00 PST

Transmission // 51

New pics from ceremony are up, Cheney, Dani, Adam, and the rest of the crew...enjoy -Asphyxia
Posted by :Asphyxia: on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 11:00:00 PST